morninnnng....i m spurred by weik comment...so i m gona hav the first post up since 30th march...
got my letter fr NS indicatin to mi tt my 2 years wif them is approachin...start on june 12...vowed to make the 2 years fulfilling...
got myself a nice haircut...lols...!botak wif a carve...
still immersin myself wif work in the farm...got a nice buggy mod fr godpa...damn the COOOL...too bad they are gg sabah and i cant go cos oF WORK....
jus got bac fr kelong trip last nite wif my BroTHers...had a slpover at sher hse last nite...
i tink we shuld do this more often...perhaps a surfin trip soon and a backpack one to taiwan....
nxt big thing to come wuld be the champion league final on weDNESday...faith wif MAnUnited to lift the trophy...!!!!! wuld be a much celebrated final if liverpool was the opponent for the nite...
life has never been better...
goin thru a 'confusion' state much similar to elroy...LOL...but a tad different...cos i m runnin out of time...
lest time stops for mi...free and easy shall be the motto for the nxt 2 years....
signin oFF!
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Monday, May 19
Sunday, March 30
tired...life seems so troublesome...its another point in my life where i gotta make a decision...one of the many that will follow eventually...
so much tings to tink about....blowin my brains out...
i m lackin in vocab...cant tink of any words to describe my mood now...definitely not EMO....
how about....CONFUSED...? nah...overly-abused word...
TroubleD...tts better...more appropiate....
forget it...got a joke to lighten the mood...
a very famous chinese photographer was having a photoshoot wif a beautiful russian model...
despite of the language barrier, he tried to communicate wif the model in english during the shoot...but...the russian model left angrily after he said something to her...and he was left puzzled....
he wanted to say,"open your eyes and smile..."
BUT it sounded like this when he said it out....
"open your ass and smell"
so much tings to tink about....blowin my brains out...
i m lackin in vocab...cant tink of any words to describe my mood now...definitely not EMO....
how about....CONFUSED...? nah...overly-abused word...
TroubleD...tts better...more appropiate....
forget it...got a joke to lighten the mood...
a very famous chinese photographer was having a photoshoot wif a beautiful russian model...
despite of the language barrier, he tried to communicate wif the model in english during the shoot...but...the russian model left angrily after he said something to her...and he was left puzzled....
he wanted to say,"open your eyes and smile..."
BUT it sounded like this when he said it out....
"open your ass and smell"
Saturday, March 22
WOoooo....haven been able to update...too tired when i come home after work....laziness too...lols....
anyway...has reali been immersing myself 100% into my work...the butterfly garden is progressing very well...although a couple of bad days have delayed the work....will upload the pictures when i get them from vick....hope to finish the garden by nxt week...so we can at least start on the 1st batch of butterflies....
ever since i started workin....found it hard to find time to allow myself to indulge in fun activities...still the satisfaction from work compensated it i guess....jus hope things can continue to run smoothly....!!!!!!!
anyway...has reali been immersing myself 100% into my work...the butterfly garden is progressing very well...although a couple of bad days have delayed the work....will upload the pictures when i get them from vick....hope to finish the garden by nxt week...so we can at least start on the 1st batch of butterflies....
ever since i started workin....found it hard to find time to allow myself to indulge in fun activities...still the satisfaction from work compensated it i guess....jus hope things can continue to run smoothly....!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 19
jus watched a travel show '世界那么大' belgium was the country that they were introducing for that episode...i hav always love to watch travel shows and to learn about the different cultures and interesting things about the many other countries out there...born in singapore...a small small country...despite the government's effort to globalise the nation....it is still difficult to reali experience the small little things that the other countries hav in them...
the show was introducing about belgium's beers and the different types of them...and also the way they used beer in their cuisine...very very intriguing...and also they showed a church...the unique thing about the church is that it is the one of the only 2 churches in the world that has in their possession a cloth smeared with Jesus's blood...in another word...they hav the very last bit of wats left of the Lord...
since todae is my 20th bdae...i shall make a wish...and i hope it will come true...that is to be able to travel around the world and learn more about the other countries out dere on the globe...
>>>part of the world...<<<
the show was introducing about belgium's beers and the different types of them...and also the way they used beer in their cuisine...very very intriguing...and also they showed a church...the unique thing about the church is that it is the one of the only 2 churches in the world that has in their possession a cloth smeared with Jesus's blood...in another word...they hav the very last bit of wats left of the Lord...
since todae is my 20th bdae...i shall make a wish...and i hope it will come true...that is to be able to travel around the world and learn more about the other countries out dere on the globe...
>>>part of the world...<<<
Monday, February 11
oooPs...i m 5 days late for CNY greetins...anyway...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...!!! 恭喜发财...!!
been a crazy cny as always....but a good one for this year...enjoyed much of the celebrations...and also the hectic schedule thru the 4 days...lost much of my naptime....but still its worth it...hahas...
been workin...wkends are reali precious to mi now since i spend wkdays and half a sat in ohfarms...guess time management is impt...after all...i only got like one n a half day for my family and frens....
hope all's well for mi this year....!!!! and all the other dragons out dERE...!!!
been a crazy cny as always....but a good one for this year...enjoyed much of the celebrations...and also the hectic schedule thru the 4 days...lost much of my naptime....but still its worth it...hahas...
been workin...wkends are reali precious to mi now since i spend wkdays and half a sat in ohfarms...guess time management is impt...after all...i only got like one n a half day for my family and frens....
hope all's well for mi this year....!!!! and all the other dragons out dERE...!!!
Sunday, February 3
half a week's work done...very enrichin...learn new stuff everyday....!new project comin up in the farm..a new butterfly kit...still in the R&D stage...very intriguing...definitely an attraction point in the near future...
a joke to share...
ever since 911 incident the US customs has been very strict with luggage checks and the story goes...
a chinese tourist came with his luggage and a custom officer checks his luggage and saw a bundle of 7 underwears and asks the chinese tourist y did he bundle them up...the chinese tourist (can't speak good english) said while pointin to each of the underwears, "monday, tuesday,wednesday..." den the custom officer let him go...
next came a french...he had a similar bundle of underwears in his luggage...but he only bundled 5 of them...the custom officer den questioned him bout them...he ans, "monday,tuesday.....weekend we dun wear underwears" french ppl...being romantic...dun wear underwear on wkends...
lastly...an indian came...he had a bundle of 12 underwears...! the officer was puzzled...den he asked bout them...the indian ans...,"january, february,march,april...."
another dirty joke that i heard recently...LOL...
a couple is travellin by train around europe...bcos they have to spend the nite in the train with other ppl...they came up wif a code that they wuld say when they wana hav sex... 'i wana hav some oranges...'
the train bunks seperated by upper and lower decks...the couple had the upper bunk...and they spent the nite sayin 'i wana hav some oranges' to each other...
den the tourist slpin in the lower bunk complained to them,"eat your oranges and stop sprayin the orange juices...!!!
a joke to share...
ever since 911 incident the US customs has been very strict with luggage checks and the story goes...
a chinese tourist came with his luggage and a custom officer checks his luggage and saw a bundle of 7 underwears and asks the chinese tourist y did he bundle them up...the chinese tourist (can't speak good english) said while pointin to each of the underwears, "monday, tuesday,wednesday..." den the custom officer let him go...
next came a french...he had a similar bundle of underwears in his luggage...but he only bundled 5 of them...the custom officer den questioned him bout them...he ans, "monday,tuesday.....weekend we dun wear underwears" french ppl...being romantic...dun wear underwear on wkends...
lastly...an indian came...he had a bundle of 12 underwears...! the officer was puzzled...den he asked bout them...the indian ans...,"january, february,march,april...."
another dirty joke that i heard recently...LOL...
a couple is travellin by train around europe...bcos they have to spend the nite in the train with other ppl...they came up wif a code that they wuld say when they wana hav sex... 'i wana hav some oranges...'
the train bunks seperated by upper and lower decks...the couple had the upper bunk...and they spent the nite sayin 'i wana hav some oranges' to each other...
den the tourist slpin in the lower bunk complained to them,"eat your oranges and stop sprayin the orange juices...!!!
Tuesday, January 29
last day of sch todae....finished agrotech...wasnt tt bad...might even get a pretty good grade...still worried bout my immuno though...
gav out the pieces of puzzle that i did for the class peeps...credits to my elder sis and elroy for their generous help...hope that each of these pieces are well cherished and hope it serves as an unforgettable memories to all of them....
intial drawing
after the cutting...
gav out the pieces of puzzle that i did for the class peeps...credits to my elder sis and elroy for their generous help...hope that each of these pieces are well cherished and hope it serves as an unforgettable memories to all of them....
intial drawing
after the cutting...hopin to get the class pics fr alex soon....lols...
went out wif the guys after the paper...went to cine for suki buffet...been ages since we went out and tok cork like dere's no tml...hahas...caught rambo4...action packed and bloody...ben was jumpin throughout the whole show beside mi...hahahs....
had so much fun and hu noes when is the nxt time the 6 of us can gather tgt and spend time like todae....
>>>happy memories are forever...<<<
Monday, January 28
tml marks the last day of this sem...lols...i cant say poly life...cos i might hav to stay for another sem... "fingers crossed"
done smt for the class peeps hoping that tml will be etched in their memories....its the last day for them after all...lols...
class chalet is set...so happy...5days 4nites...fierce man...credits to DIM...jus hope i can take the days off fr oh farms...prayin hard tt they will let mi off...lol..
ohya...will be startin work at ohfarms on wed...hope everytin goes well...!
done smt for the class peeps hoping that tml will be etched in their memories....its the last day for them after all...lols...
class chalet is set...so happy...5days 4nites...fierce man...credits to DIM...jus hope i can take the days off fr oh farms...prayin hard tt they will let mi off...lol..
ohya...will be startin work at ohfarms on wed...hope everytin goes well...!
Friday, January 25
bac again...exam period reali does upped the bloggin frequency dun ya agree..
damn...never had this feeling...it was worst den last sem...had immuno paper this mornin...totally flunked it...i doubt i can describe how badly i'd done for this paper...jus hope they will let mi thru...i reali dread the thought of stayin bac for jus one module...although i already got myself mentally prepared for the worst...
last paper in 4days....last stretch of studyin...had a haircut..hope its gona bring a new start to everytin...!!!
damn...never had this feeling...it was worst den last sem...had immuno paper this mornin...totally flunked it...i doubt i can describe how badly i'd done for this paper...jus hope they will let mi thru...i reali dread the thought of stayin bac for jus one module...although i already got myself mentally prepared for the worst...
last paper in 4days....last stretch of studyin...had a haircut..hope its gona bring a new start to everytin...!!!
Tuesday, January 22
jus finished watchin 'wedding daze' by jason biggs and isla fisher...DAMN...wat a nice show...LOLs....had a part in the show wich i tot was hilarious and kinda romantic in a way...? jus wana share it...hehe...
jason biggs...anderson
isla fisher...kathie
brief outline of the plot that lead to the hilarious part...anderson devastated with the death of his gf...after his atrocious proposal....hahahs...cant seem to get his head bac to reality and deteoriated his life for 1 year...BLAH BLAH (watch the show for these parts...)
he suddenly proposed to kathie cos of his friend's taunt...she is a waitress in a restaurant....a stranger that he had never met before hu actually said yes.... (HE totally din expect that...)
they went for a stroll and had this dialogue..
kathie, "anderson, when u asked mi to marry u...u probably picked the only girl in the whole world that wuld say yes...i dun think that that was a coincidence...do YOU...?"
"i dunno...?"
"do you believe in fate?"
anderson, "no"
"NEITHER do I...!! you see this is meant to be...!"
duno if u guys appreciate the humor here...anyway...i jus find it hilariously romantic...how i wish this culd happen to mi....cant imagine wat a reaction i wuld get if i propose to a stranger....and someone as pretty as isla fisher?
mayb a slap...? hu noes....
jason biggs...anderson
isla fisher...kathie
brief outline of the plot that lead to the hilarious part...anderson devastated with the death of his gf...after his atrocious proposal....hahahs...cant seem to get his head bac to reality and deteoriated his life for 1 year...BLAH BLAH (watch the show for these parts...)
he suddenly proposed to kathie cos of his friend's taunt...she is a waitress in a restaurant....a stranger that he had never met before hu actually said yes.... (HE totally din expect that...)
they went for a stroll and had this dialogue..
kathie, "anderson, when u asked mi to marry u...u probably picked the only girl in the whole world that wuld say yes...i dun think that that was a coincidence...do YOU...?"
"i dunno...?"
"do you believe in fate?"
anderson, "no"
"NEITHER do I...!! you see this is meant to be...!"
duno if u guys appreciate the humor here...anyway...i jus find it hilariously romantic...how i wish this culd happen to mi....cant imagine wat a reaction i wuld get if i propose to a stranger....and someone as pretty as isla fisher?
mayb a slap...? hu noes....
Friday, January 18
was jus wondering...does splurgin ur feelings in vulgarities on ur blog works in makin u feel better? i seldom do that...Hmmm...mayb a couple of posts?
on the contrary i tink rantin works better verbally...but of cos...how many of us can reali jus spout it out loud...doubt many ppl can see me rant at them except for my buddies...hahas...dun u find it weird...most ppl find it easier to rant at their closest friends....
mayb for ppl wif freaking high EQ...they tend to bottle these frustrations inside them...seems gd on the outside...but as the frustrations increase, they still needa find a way to get rid of them...if not...it wuld results in some serious mental prob...
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bored...exams are around the cornor...and its the final sem...nothin much left to be said...
another whole new chapter waiting to start after graduation...haiz...reality kicks in real hard...straight up in ur face...as u get older...the first wave normally wuld be
A JOB....! next up....
MONEY....? after which....
FAMILY....?
still rmb ur primary sch teacher askin u wats ur ambition....? wat dya wana be when u grow up?
common answers: FIREMAN....POLICEMAN....TEACHER....blah blah...
at that point of ur life u might be tinkin of "i wana save ppl" "i wana be the hero and bring the bad guys to justice" "i wana educate the young"
BULLSHIT....
wat u will tink of these ambitions NOW...are....WOW...govt jobs...real GOOD PAYs....great BENEFITS....DAMN...the boNUSes...!!
how many people reali have the courage to pursue wat they wan....singaporean are brought up in a realistic way...we've been instilled with the thinkin of,
EM1....Triple Science....A'level...Degree...get a job with gd pay....settle down...start a family....
tts about any typical singaporeans' life...thats why i've always look up to ppl hu dared to dream and go all out to reali acheive their dreams....i noe i will most prob turn out to be the 'typical' singaporean guy...
10 years down the road...i hope i will be doin fine...i hope i would hav already skydived....bungejumped...and at least done backpack travel ard europe....the last ting i wana picture is that alven the old man tryin to do things that he wishes to do when he was young and not bein able to accomplish them at an old ripe age....
>>>a twenty year old's woes...<<<
on the contrary i tink rantin works better verbally...but of cos...how many of us can reali jus spout it out loud...doubt many ppl can see me rant at them except for my buddies...hahas...dun u find it weird...most ppl find it easier to rant at their closest friends....
mayb for ppl wif freaking high EQ...they tend to bottle these frustrations inside them...seems gd on the outside...but as the frustrations increase, they still needa find a way to get rid of them...if not...it wuld results in some serious mental prob...
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bored...exams are around the cornor...and its the final sem...nothin much left to be said...
another whole new chapter waiting to start after graduation...haiz...reality kicks in real hard...straight up in ur face...as u get older...the first wave normally wuld be
A JOB....! next up....
MONEY....? after which....
FAMILY....?
still rmb ur primary sch teacher askin u wats ur ambition....? wat dya wana be when u grow up?
common answers: FIREMAN....POLICEMAN....TEACHER....blah blah...
at that point of ur life u might be tinkin of "i wana save ppl" "i wana be the hero and bring the bad guys to justice" "i wana educate the young"
BULLSHIT....
wat u will tink of these ambitions NOW...are....WOW...govt jobs...real GOOD PAYs....great BENEFITS....DAMN...the boNUSes...!!
how many people reali have the courage to pursue wat they wan....singaporean are brought up in a realistic way...we've been instilled with the thinkin of,
EM1....Triple Science....A'level...Degree...get a job with gd pay....settle down...start a family....
tts about any typical singaporeans' life...thats why i've always look up to ppl hu dared to dream and go all out to reali acheive their dreams....i noe i will most prob turn out to be the 'typical' singaporean guy...
10 years down the road...i hope i will be doin fine...i hope i would hav already skydived....bungejumped...and at least done backpack travel ard europe....the last ting i wana picture is that alven the old man tryin to do things that he wishes to do when he was young and not bein able to accomplish them at an old ripe age....
>>>a twenty year old's woes...<<<
Wednesday, January 16
jus caught the excitin episode of amazing race...the 9th leg...4 pairs tryin to make the final 3...
jus one episode and u can see so much of the human side...the good and the ugly side...guess thats the beauty of reality show...since the start of survivor dere has been many many reality shows all around the world...there was even a time when these shows were said to be scripted and fake blah blah...but wat i saw from this amzing race episode...its still real...very real...
the ugly side of the human when one needa come up with a decision whether to do the dirty little things to make u hav an edge over ur opponents or to do things that u can ans to ur conscience but risks losing the competition...
rmb the line...ehh...good begets good? kinda crap...if u watched most of the reality shows...most of the winners are those who are willing to do the dirty little things to win it...those hu dun...normally loses out..
in this world out dere...those hu reali climbed to the top...how many of them can reali say that they had done nothin against their morals and conscience to acheive wat they hav now...? i bet there aint many....
jus one episode and u can see so much of the human side...the good and the ugly side...guess thats the beauty of reality show...since the start of survivor dere has been many many reality shows all around the world...there was even a time when these shows were said to be scripted and fake blah blah...but wat i saw from this amzing race episode...its still real...very real...
the ugly side of the human when one needa come up with a decision whether to do the dirty little things to make u hav an edge over ur opponents or to do things that u can ans to ur conscience but risks losing the competition...
rmb the line...ehh...good begets good? kinda crap...if u watched most of the reality shows...most of the winners are those who are willing to do the dirty little things to win it...those hu dun...normally loses out..
in this world out dere...those hu reali climbed to the top...how many of them can reali say that they had done nothin against their morals and conscience to acheive wat they hav now...? i bet there aint many....
Wednesday, January 2
wooo..2ndae of 2008...bac to sch...kinda nolstagic...cant believe we are gona graduate real soon...ard 26days....
lookin bac on the year 07...i guess will be one of those years where it will be etched deep into my heart...experienced many things and had lotsa fun as student...
for 2008 resolutions...i cant reali say i will make sure i abide to them but i will try my best nonetheless...!
1) start saVING UP a significant amount of money....!!
2) cut down on late nites....
3) spend more time with my family...
4) enrich myself with useful lifeskills...
tts about it....come to tink bout it....will hav to serve ns this year and hence i tink reso 1 n 2 shuldnt be any probs...guess 3n4 will prove to be harder....
reali reali hope that it will be a smooth sailing year ahead for mi and all my beloved friends....!!!
lookin bac on the year 07...i guess will be one of those years where it will be etched deep into my heart...experienced many things and had lotsa fun as student...
for 2008 resolutions...i cant reali say i will make sure i abide to them but i will try my best nonetheless...!
1) start saVING UP a significant amount of money....!!
2) cut down on late nites....
3) spend more time with my family...
4) enrich myself with useful lifeskills...
tts about it....come to tink bout it....will hav to serve ns this year and hence i tink reso 1 n 2 shuldnt be any probs...guess 3n4 will prove to be harder....
reali reali hope that it will be a smooth sailing year ahead for mi and all my beloved friends....!!!
Thursday, December 27
so much happened...some stuff are reali hard to pen down...but still i gotta update nonetheless...fun sorrow and so much more....bet u guys missed out on alot...LOLs...considerin the fact that i had a 3 weeks hols instead of a 2 week... >.<
hMm...where shall i start...let mi jus fast forward to christmas....COUNTDOWN....at wine company....its one of our fav places for countdown purposes...wif all the alcohols and the ambience...had so much to drink and so much to talk about between the buddies...updatin on our current progresses...had a sense of inferiority lately man...seein everyone on high pays and great prospects for the future...whereas i m jus a diploma student...overrated...
hav been ballin lately...tryin to condition the body...and finding the long-lost feelin...guess its one of the best channels to vent my suprressed anger and watever tt i dun usually show...like the feelin of 1v1...best way to get rid of those negative thoughts...
had a chat wif my younger sis...so proud of her...still waitin for her A's...but already made a decision that i guess most gers her age wun make...she pounced on the chance for a SAF scholarship...and now she embarks on a new journey that most gers wun even tink of headin...she has always been the practical one of the 3 of us...and the most determined one i gues...nothin gona change her mind once she sets her sights...but i still cant believe that she is actually gona get army uniform earlier den ME....i jus wish her all the best...
as the countdown for the new year approaches, it oso marks the start of sch...i m so behind the semester...i felt like i aint a student anymore...i guess with all the festive mood around its so hard to reali concentrate on the tests that are comin up...i jus hope the worst wun happen...
i might be writin a new year resolution soon...so jus check it out soon...and oso some words of appreciation for ppl hu had made an impact in my life for year 2007...tts it for now...!
MERRY christmas to everyone...!!!
>>>santa aint gona giv mi wat i want...<<<
hMm...where shall i start...let mi jus fast forward to christmas....COUNTDOWN....at wine company....its one of our fav places for countdown purposes...wif all the alcohols and the ambience...had so much to drink and so much to talk about between the buddies...updatin on our current progresses...had a sense of inferiority lately man...seein everyone on high pays and great prospects for the future...whereas i m jus a diploma student...overrated...
hav been ballin lately...tryin to condition the body...and finding the long-lost feelin...guess its one of the best channels to vent my suprressed anger and watever tt i dun usually show...like the feelin of 1v1...best way to get rid of those negative thoughts...
had a chat wif my younger sis...so proud of her...still waitin for her A's...but already made a decision that i guess most gers her age wun make...she pounced on the chance for a SAF scholarship...and now she embarks on a new journey that most gers wun even tink of headin...she has always been the practical one of the 3 of us...and the most determined one i gues...nothin gona change her mind once she sets her sights...but i still cant believe that she is actually gona get army uniform earlier den ME....i jus wish her all the best...
as the countdown for the new year approaches, it oso marks the start of sch...i m so behind the semester...i felt like i aint a student anymore...i guess with all the festive mood around its so hard to reali concentrate on the tests that are comin up...i jus hope the worst wun happen...
i might be writin a new year resolution soon...so jus check it out soon...and oso some words of appreciation for ppl hu had made an impact in my life for year 2007...tts it for now...!
MERRY christmas to everyone...!!!
>>>santa aint gona giv mi wat i want...<<<
Tuesday, November 27
RAINSTORM review...
this book is a narrative story...its only when i started reading that i realised its been aeons since i last read a narrative book...personally, narrative story isnt my cup of tea...all bcos of the descriptions that tend to dominate the plot rather den the story itself....
BUT rainstorm was a pleasant surprise...its a story about a contractor...for those hu aint tt savvy bout this...CONTRACTOR here means a professional that do freelance jobs (murder sabotage recons) for government in order to keep their country safe....
story about how he went about completing his mission and all the ups and downs of the whole experience....downs will be his narrow escapes fr death...ups will be his sex escapades....oh well...it may seems to be a something superficial but i dare say this story is full of depth...LOLs...
it isnt reali top of my list...but still its a very very GOOD narrative book that i had read for recent years...
this book is a narrative story...its only when i started reading that i realised its been aeons since i last read a narrative book...personally, narrative story isnt my cup of tea...all bcos of the descriptions that tend to dominate the plot rather den the story itself....
BUT rainstorm was a pleasant surprise...its a story about a contractor...for those hu aint tt savvy bout this...CONTRACTOR here means a professional that do freelance jobs (murder sabotage recons) for government in order to keep their country safe....
story about how he went about completing his mission and all the ups and downs of the whole experience....downs will be his narrow escapes fr death...ups will be his sex escapades....oh well...it may seems to be a something superficial but i dare say this story is full of depth...LOLs...
it isnt reali top of my list...but still its a very very GOOD narrative book that i had read for recent years...
Sunday, November 25
had a crazy wkend...still feelin the aftermath....
fridae nite was a drive to marina sq for carl's...all bcos chan had craving...LOLs....aniwae....settled at sher hse...and den its the usual MJ....2 tables....all the way to the nxt mornin....
mornin went straight to chengsan cc for bball...its like a reali long time since we've played ball tgt as tauhuay...well..like i said in the past....bball is an impt ting in my life and nobody can ever take it away fr mi....and i guess the flame is up and goin again...mus be all the groove ard the NBA season...LOLs...had lunch at sumo and den its home sweet home...
slpt throughout the afternn and den its lik hse after i woke up for epl games....played poker through the nite too...so damn sad....MANU lost....so damn frustrating...ZZZZZ....hate to drop points to lousy team....
tts it for the wkend....smt deep to tink about now...
durin our sumo lunch on sat...elroy dad called and told him that sg national dragonboat team had an accident in cambodia and 5 ppl were missin fr the incident and he called to ask if sher was wif the team....we were all shocked by the news...a mix of feelings spurred inside mi...was both sad and relieved....sad bcos of the accident..relieved bcos sher din went for the cambodia race wif the team...if not i would hav lost one of my closest fren...actualli i regard him as a kin...we noticed sher immediately bout the race and todae they confirmed tt the 5 missing persons were found dead...condolences to their family...
now...i noe that sayin is old...but still...cherish wat u hav now...u never noe when they will jus disappear...anyhow...sher jus lost 5 of his frens...i guess we can never be sure in life....
fridae nite was a drive to marina sq for carl's...all bcos chan had craving...LOLs....aniwae....settled at sher hse...and den its the usual MJ....2 tables....all the way to the nxt mornin....
mornin went straight to chengsan cc for bball...its like a reali long time since we've played ball tgt as tauhuay...well..like i said in the past....bball is an impt ting in my life and nobody can ever take it away fr mi....and i guess the flame is up and goin again...mus be all the groove ard the NBA season...LOLs...had lunch at sumo and den its home sweet home...
slpt throughout the afternn and den its lik hse after i woke up for epl games....played poker through the nite too...so damn sad....MANU lost....so damn frustrating...ZZZZZ....hate to drop points to lousy team....
tts it for the wkend....smt deep to tink about now...
durin our sumo lunch on sat...elroy dad called and told him that sg national dragonboat team had an accident in cambodia and 5 ppl were missin fr the incident and he called to ask if sher was wif the team....we were all shocked by the news...a mix of feelings spurred inside mi...was both sad and relieved....sad bcos of the accident..relieved bcos sher din went for the cambodia race wif the team...if not i would hav lost one of my closest fren...actualli i regard him as a kin...we noticed sher immediately bout the race and todae they confirmed tt the 5 missing persons were found dead...condolences to their family...
now...i noe that sayin is old...but still...cherish wat u hav now...u never noe when they will jus disappear...anyhow...sher jus lost 5 of his frens...i guess we can never be sure in life....
Tuesday, November 20
HOUSE OF SCORPIONs by nancy farmer review...
this book will be in my hall of fame for books....if i ever hav one...LOL....
this is a science fiction based book...the story depicts a life story of a clone boy called matt...he is a clone of a druglord who is wealthy and powerful...the druglord owned a big big piece of land which is in between mexico and america...in this piece of land....where the druglord call it Opium has MANY MANY poppy fields...the druglord is 144 years old...and the reason for his longevity is bcos he had many many clones and used them to change his old dyin organs into fresh young ones....now...here is the catch....out of those clones...matt was the only one hu has been given a chance to tink and act like a human as....he was the only tt escaped the BRAINDEAD process....
the whole story revolved around matt and him learnin about his origins and the differences between him and humans....SUPER SUPER nice...
one thing i notice a bout this book is that it starts with a bang and the excitement will grip u all the way...to about half of the book?LOLs...the latter of the book will seems to mellow down abit as the story goes into the philosophical tempo....its slower and much more melancholic?guess i can put it tt way....
once u start readin u will never wana put the book down...!
this book will be in my hall of fame for books....if i ever hav one...LOL....
this is a science fiction based book...the story depicts a life story of a clone boy called matt...he is a clone of a druglord who is wealthy and powerful...the druglord owned a big big piece of land which is in between mexico and america...in this piece of land....where the druglord call it Opium has MANY MANY poppy fields...the druglord is 144 years old...and the reason for his longevity is bcos he had many many clones and used them to change his old dyin organs into fresh young ones....now...here is the catch....out of those clones...matt was the only one hu has been given a chance to tink and act like a human as....he was the only tt escaped the BRAINDEAD process....
the whole story revolved around matt and him learnin about his origins and the differences between him and humans....SUPER SUPER nice...
one thing i notice a bout this book is that it starts with a bang and the excitement will grip u all the way...to about half of the book?LOLs...the latter of the book will seems to mellow down abit as the story goes into the philosophical tempo....its slower and much more melancholic?guess i can put it tt way....
once u start readin u will never wana put the book down...!
Saturday, November 17
no No NO...this blog here aint dead yet weik...lOl...jus too busy...bet its the same for everyone in cls...chiongin fyp report...submission jus over so i guess many will feel a block off their shoulders...
life's still fine i guess....except that my skin problem still not solved yet...haiz...its gona take a long long time for it to get bac in shape...stupid hypersensitivity reaction 2....tts a term in immunology...wich actually is the one of the many reasons for us humans to hav allergy...allergy to drugs being more specific...jus hope it can heal soon...
been readin house of scorpions...its a DAMN good bk...reali gd...guess it ranks about 'NEXT' in terms of its plot....ohwell...was reali not tt lucky for my recent trips to the lib....din pick any gd read...and well...sad to say...this book wasnt picked by mi but lex....and he din reali did it sincerely....he jus picked a book fr the shelf and hurried mi to get it to get out of the lib....
and it was a helluv a book...!!
well be writin a review soon...stay tune!
life's still fine i guess....except that my skin problem still not solved yet...haiz...its gona take a long long time for it to get bac in shape...stupid hypersensitivity reaction 2....tts a term in immunology...wich actually is the one of the many reasons for us humans to hav allergy...allergy to drugs being more specific...jus hope it can heal soon...
been readin house of scorpions...its a DAMN good bk...reali gd...guess it ranks about 'NEXT' in terms of its plot....ohwell...was reali not tt lucky for my recent trips to the lib....din pick any gd read...and well...sad to say...this book wasnt picked by mi but lex....and he din reali did it sincerely....he jus picked a book fr the shelf and hurried mi to get it to get out of the lib....
and it was a helluv a book...!!
well be writin a review soon...stay tune!
Thursday, November 1
ohwell....eLEARNin wk...surprisingly i finished my elearnin assignment in one dae...wooots...nothin much durin this week...my face is still givin mi probs...HAIZ....stupid skin...tryin hard to get my face in shape....Take Note...I M NOT DOIN ANY COSMETIC SURGERY...
anyway...finished re-readin digital fortress...old dan brown book...review...!!
cryptology...world wide web...database...information...
i still rmb the first time when i read this book...i kinda din reali understood everytin...might be because of my limited knowledge on encryptions...but after a 2nd try...i can finally appreciate the book...the whole book is full of surprises and entrallin characters...schemin ppl wif terrible ambitions....the most witty ppl are usually the most schemin...
lotsa concept to grasp...lols...tts wat i like about dan brown he done a great job in researchin on the information...he reali can thwart the facts and fiction....jus look at da vinci code and the commotion he caused...LOL
the book is a great read...but beware! do have sufficient knowledge on cryptology if not the book might jus be a little turn off!!
anyway...finished re-readin digital fortress...old dan brown book...review...!!
cryptology...world wide web...database...information...
i still rmb the first time when i read this book...i kinda din reali understood everytin...might be because of my limited knowledge on encryptions...but after a 2nd try...i can finally appreciate the book...the whole book is full of surprises and entrallin characters...schemin ppl wif terrible ambitions....the most witty ppl are usually the most schemin...
lotsa concept to grasp...lols...tts wat i like about dan brown he done a great job in researchin on the information...he reali can thwart the facts and fiction....jus look at da vinci code and the commotion he caused...LOL
the book is a great read...but beware! do have sufficient knowledge on cryptology if not the book might jus be a little turn off!!
Friday, October 26
here for THE BROKER review...
jus finished this book...by john grisham...well...lets jus say i hav been waitin for this book for a long long time and finally got to read it...LOLs....
as usual grisham allow his readers to immerse themselves in a plot where an individual pits his wits against the government boundless resources and intel....very very old school kinda plot...but i guess thats y i like his books...ahas...
love the part where joel backman learns the italian language and culture...he is tryin to blend into Bologna a italian city to hide his identity....the italian culture is makin mi wana travel more...HAIZ...to reali open up my world....hate to be the frog in the well....
oh well...the endin was disappointin...reali...was awaitin smt more dramatic or drastic...but it didmt come as i continued to burn the pages...culd hav been better towards the end...
elearnin wk is here...and i gotta go....off to sher hse...mayb for a game of mj or texas....CYA all NEXT TIME...!!!
next up shuld be review of digital fortress...!!! tada..~
jus finished this book...by john grisham...well...lets jus say i hav been waitin for this book for a long long time and finally got to read it...LOLs....
as usual grisham allow his readers to immerse themselves in a plot where an individual pits his wits against the government boundless resources and intel....very very old school kinda plot...but i guess thats y i like his books...ahas...
love the part where joel backman learns the italian language and culture...he is tryin to blend into Bologna a italian city to hide his identity....the italian culture is makin mi wana travel more...HAIZ...to reali open up my world....hate to be the frog in the well....
oh well...the endin was disappointin...reali...was awaitin smt more dramatic or drastic...but it didmt come as i continued to burn the pages...culd hav been better towards the end...
elearnin wk is here...and i gotta go....off to sher hse...mayb for a game of mj or texas....CYA all NEXT TIME...!!!
next up shuld be review of digital fortress...!!! tada..~
Monday, October 22
its been a good week i guess....
had a great soccer weekend wif MAN utd winnin 4-1 away at villa...WOOOHOOO...and at the same time winnin money on the mahjong table...LOLs...
and F1 season...KIMI RAIKONNEN WON the driver title and of cos ferarri winnin the constructor title...nICE NICE...
had a great time in sentosa wif the guys...all's well except my skin problem...finally gg on medication for my acnes...den the medicine was too strong...made the face all puffy n sore...sians...jus hope the new medicine gona work it out...!
gtg bac to studyin...! GMLP...! zzzZ
had a great soccer weekend wif MAN utd winnin 4-1 away at villa...WOOOHOOO...and at the same time winnin money on the mahjong table...LOLs...
and F1 season...KIMI RAIKONNEN WON the driver title and of cos ferarri winnin the constructor title...nICE NICE...
had a great time in sentosa wif the guys...all's well except my skin problem...finally gg on medication for my acnes...den the medicine was too strong...made the face all puffy n sore...sians...jus hope the new medicine gona work it out...!
gtg bac to studyin...! GMLP...! zzzZ
Friday, October 5
Wednesday, September 12
its been awhile since i last posted...nothin much to write about...till now...
i'd jus finished watchin a movie..."in the land of women" starring andy brody, meg ryan and kristen stewart....
hMmm...wat can i say bout this film....
one of the best films i'd watched in recent times....
touched my heart...
generated a somewhat unexplainable feeling...
its a story about a L.A. man hu has jus fallen out of love and decided to move to his granny hse in Michigan to escape from the sorrows of love...AND...unknowingly gettin himself involved in 4 women's life....the story touched on many aspects of love...motherly love...family love...first love...and of cos true love...the plot is truely compelling...captivating...very very alluring...
a very down to earth plot...yet it eludes a whimsical feeling...endin was quite well done...and like i said before...sad endings are always a plus point for mi...but it aint totally depressing...
a definite mus watch...this film is not yet release in singapore...i tink...lols...well do catch it if u hav a chance! =)
i'd jus finished watchin a movie..."in the land of women" starring andy brody, meg ryan and kristen stewart....
hMmm...wat can i say bout this film....
one of the best films i'd watched in recent times....
touched my heart...
generated a somewhat unexplainable feeling...
its a story about a L.A. man hu has jus fallen out of love and decided to move to his granny hse in Michigan to escape from the sorrows of love...AND...unknowingly gettin himself involved in 4 women's life....the story touched on many aspects of love...motherly love...family love...first love...and of cos true love...the plot is truely compelling...captivating...very very alluring...
a very down to earth plot...yet it eludes a whimsical feeling...endin was quite well done...and like i said before...sad endings are always a plus point for mi...but it aint totally depressing...
a definite mus watch...this film is not yet release in singapore...i tink...lols...well do catch it if u hav a chance! =)
Tuesday, August 21
Yearning the past
a lamp of the past
marking that time ran carelessly
loneliness striked without warning
yet silence beats being strangers
while appreciating the dawns and sunsets
ur silhouette disappeared evenly
darkness formed in the air then
i knew i'd lost my directions
love appears only at the other end of my dreams
it's incapable to survive in the reality
yearning the past...
holding you in my arms
your shy face eludes childishness
the desire to see your world
the desire to appear in your dream
yearning the past
hoping the story will continue
at least stop you from leaving
diverting time's attention
i will hold on to you tightly
is salvation too late now...?
>>>one more day till freedom...<<<
a lamp of the past
marking that time ran carelessly
loneliness striked without warning
yet silence beats being strangers
while appreciating the dawns and sunsets
ur silhouette disappeared evenly
darkness formed in the air then
i knew i'd lost my directions
love appears only at the other end of my dreams
it's incapable to survive in the reality
yearning the past...
holding you in my arms
your shy face eludes childishness
the desire to see your world
the desire to appear in your dream
yearning the past
hoping the story will continue
at least stop you from leaving
diverting time's attention
i will hold on to you tightly
is salvation too late now...?
>>>one more day till freedom...<<<
Monday, August 20
so much has happened since the last time i blogged...2 papers done...start of bpl...and many more...
gentech paper in a couple of hours more...cant reali say i prepared reali well...jus hope for the best...
2points after 3 games...yes...manutd is way down in the bpl table...so depressing...the new influx of players like nani n tevez werent able to produce statistical results despite havin played well....ARGGhH....
35 more games to go...its still early...some consolation to all the manutd fans...
>>>u had me feelin down all over again...<<<
gentech paper in a couple of hours more...cant reali say i prepared reali well...jus hope for the best...
2points after 3 games...yes...manutd is way down in the bpl table...so depressing...the new influx of players like nani n tevez werent able to produce statistical results despite havin played well....ARGGhH....
35 more games to go...its still early...some consolation to all the manutd fans...
>>>u had me feelin down all over again...<<<
Sunday, August 5
ystd was bbq nite for aLL tauhuayrians...!!organised by chan...he did a great job though he was in camp for most of the time...we managed to get almost a full attendance although some left early some came later...but still it is still a success!!!
met up with chan elroy matt n sl to shop for misc items before headin to ecp...got dere bout 5pm...set up and slacked wif poker cards...chan specially booked pit 69...i tink i dun hav to explain...aniwae...the crowd started comin around 6...n ks brought his boombox...tt mark the start of the bbq...lol
so den its cook eat beer eat eat eat eat beer beer beer beer...we had a great time solvin puzzles and playin games like'i know i know' that kinda games...lols...had a great laugh...!
after all the food is gone...its ALCOHOL...lols...doug brought peach vodka and irish whiskey...!the aim of the nite is to get chan real drunk...and i tink we did tt...!lols...he cui...everyone drank with him...so high...hahhahs...
can still taste the irish whiskey in my mouth...jus woke up..gotta wash up...!hahas..
ciaos...
met up with chan elroy matt n sl to shop for misc items before headin to ecp...got dere bout 5pm...set up and slacked wif poker cards...chan specially booked pit 69...i tink i dun hav to explain...aniwae...the crowd started comin around 6...n ks brought his boombox...tt mark the start of the bbq...lol
so den its cook eat beer eat eat eat eat beer beer beer beer...we had a great time solvin puzzles and playin games like'i know i know' that kinda games...lols...had a great laugh...!
after all the food is gone...its ALCOHOL...lols...doug brought peach vodka and irish whiskey...!the aim of the nite is to get chan real drunk...and i tink we did tt...!lols...he cui...everyone drank with him...so high...hahhahs...
can still taste the irish whiskey in my mouth...jus woke up..gotta wash up...!hahas..
ciaos...
Saturday, July 28
i've jus finished deathly hallows...and i m bloggin bout it now...a review...! do not worry...i wun be revealin too much of the book's content lest any die hard fans is readin my blog...lols...!
on the whole...the book is not as captivating as chamber of secrets or order of phoenix (my fav...)but nevertheless, since its the last book of the series, it still has some hold on me when i was readin it...perhaps it is the desire to noe which characters will be dyin...lols..
sadly to say...none of the characters i predicted is dead...i find tt this book kinda lacks the usual innocence and humor like the previous titles...it is darker and much more on the thrillin side...but of cos...one impt ting which i m lookin out for when i m readin this book was the endin...becos of the fact that many gd books that i hav read always gav an unconvincin endin...read my previous book reviews...lols...i m reali glad to say that j.k. rowling had more or less done a tidy job endin this saga...lols...many wuld hav love the epilogue...
the part that reali got mi emotional was the death of dobby...sorry for spoilin...but i tink it was necessary to pen this down...mayb its because of the movie scene at the end of chamber of secrets movie...that dobby left a deep impression on mi...that scene was harry freein dobby as a house elf...and both of them had an unique bond since then...and in this last book...j.k. rowling kinda honoured this minor character wif a reali reali noble death...this was the only part that reali touched my heart...
in conclusion...the book is a great read...BUT could hav been better if impt characters were to die...makes it more earth shakin perharps?guess rowling didnt wana break all the young children's heart...
anihow...I BET ALL THAT HAS READ THE BOOK must HAV FELT A SENSE OF EMPTINESS AfTeR readin the last line, "All was well" =)
>>>a circle has no beginning...<<<
on the whole...the book is not as captivating as chamber of secrets or order of phoenix (my fav...)but nevertheless, since its the last book of the series, it still has some hold on me when i was readin it...perhaps it is the desire to noe which characters will be dyin...lols..
sadly to say...none of the characters i predicted is dead...i find tt this book kinda lacks the usual innocence and humor like the previous titles...it is darker and much more on the thrillin side...but of cos...one impt ting which i m lookin out for when i m readin this book was the endin...becos of the fact that many gd books that i hav read always gav an unconvincin endin...read my previous book reviews...lols...i m reali glad to say that j.k. rowling had more or less done a tidy job endin this saga...lols...many wuld hav love the epilogue...
the part that reali got mi emotional was the death of dobby...sorry for spoilin...but i tink it was necessary to pen this down...mayb its because of the movie scene at the end of chamber of secrets movie...that dobby left a deep impression on mi...that scene was harry freein dobby as a house elf...and both of them had an unique bond since then...and in this last book...j.k. rowling kinda honoured this minor character wif a reali reali noble death...this was the only part that reali touched my heart...
in conclusion...the book is a great read...BUT could hav been better if impt characters were to die...makes it more earth shakin perharps?guess rowling didnt wana break all the young children's heart...
anihow...I BET ALL THAT HAS READ THE BOOK must HAV FELT A SENSE OF EMPTINESS AfTeR readin the last line, "All was well" =)
>>>a circle has no beginning...<<<
Sunday, July 22
i m 19...most of my frens falls in the same age grp...bout 17 to 25? bout dere...
death seeems so far apart from us...we are suppose to be enjoyin our youth...well...this is the age to party n hav fun after all...
recently...alot of my relatives seeem to be havin health probs...and my maternal grandma is one of them...she is always so lively and she does not look like her age at all...yet...she has fallen ill recently....she looks more haggard and reali not herself...but she is still so young at heart when i visited her...i m reali scared...since my great grandparents passed away, i haven been able to come in touch wif emotional impacts caused by kins' death...(not as if i wan to...)
aniwae...the concept of death jus hav been buggin mi...
someone might leave this world...but he or she might have left many things behind...i dun mean jus the tangible things but oso intangible ones like memories...mayb i m still young...i reali cant picture the time when i m old and all of my frens around mi starts to leave this world one by one...or mayb i will be the first among them to go...
things come and go...jus the same for us humans...millions of babies were born...millions passed away everyday around the world...but the most impt thing is will u be remembered when u die...?
>>>get well soon granny...!<<<
death seeems so far apart from us...we are suppose to be enjoyin our youth...well...this is the age to party n hav fun after all...
recently...alot of my relatives seeem to be havin health probs...and my maternal grandma is one of them...she is always so lively and she does not look like her age at all...yet...she has fallen ill recently....she looks more haggard and reali not herself...but she is still so young at heart when i visited her...i m reali scared...since my great grandparents passed away, i haven been able to come in touch wif emotional impacts caused by kins' death...(not as if i wan to...)
aniwae...the concept of death jus hav been buggin mi...
someone might leave this world...but he or she might have left many things behind...i dun mean jus the tangible things but oso intangible ones like memories...mayb i m still young...i reali cant picture the time when i m old and all of my frens around mi starts to leave this world one by one...or mayb i will be the first among them to go...
things come and go...jus the same for us humans...millions of babies were born...millions passed away everyday around the world...but the most impt thing is will u be remembered when u die...?
>>>get well soon granny...!<<<
Tuesday, July 17
gentech test is tml...!n i got an unexplainable drive to reali do well for the test...might be because of ben's words...
encountered smt a couple of days bac...not reali a situation u wana be in...its bout this particular person A whom i do not reali noe...but a fren of my fren...n i was tokin to my fren at the bustop at tt point in time before person A came n greeted him...
and then she started complainin to my fren about this person (whom i noe...n is my fren)...sayin she was staring at her n blahh blahh..she is a ger for goodsake n she behaved like a crazy hooligan...n she din even take note of my presence...
i jus feel like writin tis down not because she was verbally abusin my fren but her gestures...i was tinkin to myself hu on earth will marry this uncouth ger...?
oh well..i guess there MUST be someone out dere...i hope...
looks can reali be deceiving..!
>>>cuPid's CHokehold...<<<
encountered smt a couple of days bac...not reali a situation u wana be in...its bout this particular person A whom i do not reali noe...but a fren of my fren...n i was tokin to my fren at the bustop at tt point in time before person A came n greeted him...
and then she started complainin to my fren about this person (whom i noe...n is my fren)...sayin she was staring at her n blahh blahh..she is a ger for goodsake n she behaved like a crazy hooligan...n she din even take note of my presence...
i jus feel like writin tis down not because she was verbally abusin my fren but her gestures...i was tinkin to myself hu on earth will marry this uncouth ger...?
oh well..i guess there MUST be someone out dere...i hope...
looks can reali be deceiving..!
>>>cuPid's CHokehold...<<<
Wednesday, July 11
oh well...was bored...n chanced upon this webbie...did a run...and they showed mi this...
You are the Hanged Man
Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound.
With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of
loss from a situation, rather than gain.
The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes.
The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Tuesday, July 10
ok...i m pissed...no...angry...
but its not ANGRY angry...another type of anger...
i m angry bout smt (more like someone...) but i do not noe bout the exact details...
i m askin myself...WHY...?!why do this to urself...mayb u din noe...but u could hav been much happier... >.<
mayb tts wat they call the vicious cycle...its karma...
when someone has the power to determine ur fate...u hope he or she choses the option that favors u...but its not always like in the fairytale...happily ever after...yada yada...bullshit...
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
it was a battlefield...
with angers waitin to be fused..
i was a soldier fightin...
yet i got hit with your everyting...
i brought the pain upon mi...
never cared bout my sad-ending story...
hopin that u would hav a different ending...
yet it din turn out the way i deemed...
nightmares of ur happiness haunted me...
my hopes were leaked...
yet i did not run...
stayed there waiting till the stars turn blunt...
the past was like an enigma...
i chose to leave a mark...
wish for u to be blessed...
still u r hurt nonetheless...
now u joined my league...
our horizons are bleaked...
ended up as a wounded soldier like myself...
strayin the wastelands searchin for gulf...
>>>never saw it comin...<<<
but its not ANGRY angry...another type of anger...
i m angry bout smt (more like someone...) but i do not noe bout the exact details...
i m askin myself...WHY...?!why do this to urself...mayb u din noe...but u could hav been much happier... >.<
mayb tts wat they call the vicious cycle...its karma...
when someone has the power to determine ur fate...u hope he or she choses the option that favors u...but its not always like in the fairytale...happily ever after...yada yada...bullshit...
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
it was a battlefield...
with angers waitin to be fused..
i was a soldier fightin...
yet i got hit with your everyting...
i brought the pain upon mi...
never cared bout my sad-ending story...
hopin that u would hav a different ending...
yet it din turn out the way i deemed...
nightmares of ur happiness haunted me...
my hopes were leaked...
yet i did not run...
stayed there waiting till the stars turn blunt...
the past was like an enigma...
i chose to leave a mark...
wish for u to be blessed...
still u r hurt nonetheless...
now u joined my league...
our horizons are bleaked...
ended up as a wounded soldier like myself...
strayin the wastelands searchin for gulf...
>>>never saw it comin...<<<
Sunday, July 8
Thursday, July 5
oh well 2nd post for july...
the media has kinda successfully shifted the attention to the demolition of the national stadium, instead of the official 7% GST increment...the strength of the media...yada yada...but of cos...we got ben hu hav been yakkin n yakkin bout THE 2%...and all the complaints bout PRICES, PRICES and more PRICES....!
a couple more events other than the 2 mentioned above are happenin this july and one which i m particular interested in...and its gona happen on 7/7/07....
some of u might have already guessed it...its the LIFE EARTH concert..well..its a global event to increase earthlings' awareness of our little planet's global warmin isuses...
ppl like alex will tell mi that this is an event wich is full of rubbish and its jus another big chance for all the participating artistes and singers to reali rip the fans' for the tix sales...its not that i m disagreein wif him..but this issue bout global warmin is freakin real and ppl...its gona affect loads of other organisms and also the planet itself...
it might be one of the driving force that leads to human extinction...ehh...actually more of Earth's destruction...all the smoke, fumes.. from our power plants are killin our earth...anybody care?
mayb...but not sufficient to create an impact...and thus the idea of this global event to bring more ppl into this motion of savin the earth..its to prepare for our later generation...
i strongly believe that it wont happen in our generation... but imagine ur children, grandchildren facin energy crisis, land crisis, water crisis and all sorts of nature disasters...its all bcos of us...everyone is to be blame...
we can only slow down this process..its almost impossible to completely solve the global warmin problem...and i jus hope that this comin 7/7/07 will be of some use...
earthlings...hav a littl faith...it might jus save yourself from extinction...
the media has kinda successfully shifted the attention to the demolition of the national stadium, instead of the official 7% GST increment...the strength of the media...yada yada...but of cos...we got ben hu hav been yakkin n yakkin bout THE 2%...and all the complaints bout PRICES, PRICES and more PRICES....!
a couple more events other than the 2 mentioned above are happenin this july and one which i m particular interested in...and its gona happen on 7/7/07....
some of u might have already guessed it...its the LIFE EARTH concert..well..its a global event to increase earthlings' awareness of our little planet's global warmin isuses...
ppl like alex will tell mi that this is an event wich is full of rubbish and its jus another big chance for all the participating artistes and singers to reali rip the fans' for the tix sales...its not that i m disagreein wif him..but this issue bout global warmin is freakin real and ppl...its gona affect loads of other organisms and also the planet itself...
it might be one of the driving force that leads to human extinction...ehh...actually more of Earth's destruction...all the smoke, fumes.. from our power plants are killin our earth...anybody care?
mayb...but not sufficient to create an impact...and thus the idea of this global event to bring more ppl into this motion of savin the earth..its to prepare for our later generation...
i strongly believe that it wont happen in our generation... but imagine ur children, grandchildren facin energy crisis, land crisis, water crisis and all sorts of nature disasters...its all bcos of us...everyone is to be blame...
we can only slow down this process..its almost impossible to completely solve the global warmin problem...and i jus hope that this comin 7/7/07 will be of some use...
earthlings...hav a littl faith...it might jus save yourself from extinction...
Sunday, July 1
WOOOOOOOO....!
if u were wonderin y i m up tis early morning...read the followin...
went to cut hair ystd...den matt hse to watch sg get thrashed by aust despite the fact they played well...den ton at matt hse...in wee hours mornin...we decided to go eat...so doug drove us to hougang to hav some breakfast ard 4plus...den HOME sweet HOMe...had 2 games of dota with the guys...and spent some time finalising MY WINDOW appearance which i m damn proud of now...!!!
i FINALLY GOT my VISTA FORMAt window...i spent the last few days tryin to get progs tt can change my current xp theme to the vista type...and finally got wat i wanted...woooo....
so damn satisfied...lols...but still i need my beauty slp...!!hehes..
ZZZZZZZzzzz
if u were wonderin y i m up tis early morning...read the followin...
went to cut hair ystd...den matt hse to watch sg get thrashed by aust despite the fact they played well...den ton at matt hse...in wee hours mornin...we decided to go eat...so doug drove us to hougang to hav some breakfast ard 4plus...den HOME sweet HOMe...had 2 games of dota with the guys...and spent some time finalising MY WINDOW appearance which i m damn proud of now...!!!
i FINALLY GOT my VISTA FORMAt window...i spent the last few days tryin to get progs tt can change my current xp theme to the vista type...and finally got wat i wanted...woooo....
so damn satisfied...lols...but still i need my beauty slp...!!hehes..
ZZZZZZZzzzz
Saturday, June 30
its been rainin all nite long...and my player has been playin emo songs back to bac to back...wasnt intentional..the songs jus keep playin...kinda make my mood now emo.... >.< i jus made up a poem using songs title from my wmp list...every line rep a title...comment on wat u guys think bout it...i wuld appreciate it...
if tomorrow never comes
stay away
i hope you dance
one slow dance
sway
to unchained melody...
i tried
waiting for you
all or nothing at all
depend on you
in the end
it don't matter...
here i am (jus when i thought i was over you)
this could be love
i lied my face off
don't phunk with my heart
my paper heart
left outside alone...
i can do better
when you're gone
i don't have to try
running away
the hardest thing
is making love out of nothin at all...
pieces of me
keep holding on
i want it that way
heaven knows
missing you
is all i have to give...
wouldn't it be nice
to have you bac
in my life...
>>>moody<<<
if tomorrow never comes
stay away
i hope you dance
one slow dance
sway
to unchained melody...
i tried
waiting for you
all or nothing at all
depend on you
in the end
it don't matter...
here i am (jus when i thought i was over you)
this could be love
i lied my face off
don't phunk with my heart
my paper heart
left outside alone...
i can do better
when you're gone
i don't have to try
running away
the hardest thing
is making love out of nothin at all...
pieces of me
keep holding on
i want it that way
heaven knows
missing you
is all i have to give...
wouldn't it be nice
to have you bac
in my life...
>>>moody<<<
Tuesday, June 26
todae's topic....MAHJONG...
yea yea...the GAME that has been around for centuries...a game created for entertainment and wits...
some sees it as a mean to earn money, some sees it as a bane...others are still tryin to figure out how to play...
well...personally mj has been a huge part of my life....occupyin most of my sec sch days...those were the days....
ADDICTED...yeap...tts the word...to describe those days...note the THOSE days...
the game has evolved so much to me throughout the different stages of my life...
fr the 20 40cents to the now 1 2 bucks...
the touch of each unique tiles thrills even the smallest nerves hidden under your finger...yeap...no problems with not lookin at the tiles...we still noe wat it is...
the art of playin clever....the art of losing small...the art of guardin ur xia jiao...the art of CONNINg...
its like the back of our hands...
many more things to learn and experience...(like 13odds which i hav not get yet....)
an advice to the mj lovers...dun flare when u lose...be humble when u win!
AND know when to stop...or it will eat ur life out of u....!
yea yea...the GAME that has been around for centuries...a game created for entertainment and wits...
some sees it as a mean to earn money, some sees it as a bane...others are still tryin to figure out how to play...
well...personally mj has been a huge part of my life....occupyin most of my sec sch days...those were the days....
ADDICTED...yeap...tts the word...to describe those days...note the THOSE days...
the game has evolved so much to me throughout the different stages of my life...
fr the 20 40cents to the now 1 2 bucks...
the touch of each unique tiles thrills even the smallest nerves hidden under your finger...yeap...no problems with not lookin at the tiles...we still noe wat it is...
the art of playin clever....the art of losing small...the art of guardin ur xia jiao...the art of CONNINg...
its like the back of our hands...
many more things to learn and experience...(like 13odds which i hav not get yet....)
an advice to the mj lovers...dun flare when u lose...be humble when u win!
AND know when to stop...or it will eat ur life out of u....!
Monday, June 25
the sky above portrays boundless possibilities...
yet the air around is killing me...
suffocating the pieces of misery...
i shall learn to break free...
light and shadows coexist,
i choose to stand in the shadows...
totally void of the light,
and survive the plight...
with despair, comes hope...
hanging by a moment...
just to make sure...
i get by to see the day...
>>>its a gamble...all or nothing at all...<<<
yet the air around is killing me...
suffocating the pieces of misery...
i shall learn to break free...
light and shadows coexist,
i choose to stand in the shadows...
totally void of the light,
and survive the plight...
with despair, comes hope...
hanging by a moment...
just to make sure...
i get by to see the day...
>>>its a gamble...all or nothing at all...<<<
Tuesday, June 19
jus came bac fr marina sq...went to kbox...
and ks chanced upon ONLY HUMAN by K when surfin tru jap songs....
that is the theme song for the jap drama 1 litre of tears...duno whether u guys still rmb i posted a long long post bout the drama...
well...i went to youtube to look for the mtv of the song and i found smt even better...a tribute video for the drama...guess will make those hu haven watch the show understan wat i m writin in my post (click)
the song kinda had an impact on mi...perhaps bcos of the show...but its still a nice song nonetheless...
aniway...enjoy the video!!!
erika sawaguchi roCKs..!
and ks chanced upon ONLY HUMAN by K when surfin tru jap songs....
that is the theme song for the jap drama 1 litre of tears...duno whether u guys still rmb i posted a long long post bout the drama...
well...i went to youtube to look for the mtv of the song and i found smt even better...a tribute video for the drama...guess will make those hu haven watch the show understan wat i m writin in my post (click)
the song kinda had an impact on mi...perhaps bcos of the show...but its still a nice song nonetheless...
aniway...enjoy the video!!!
erika sawaguchi roCKs..!
Thursday, June 14
wOOOOAhhh....
SHIOK...tonite at MOS was one of the best nite i ever had...totally roCKS...
din regret not goin to zouk... =))
main floor was mambo whole nite long and it was marvelous...we were totally spent...
DANCE,daNCe and DAnce...
first smoove, retro den mambo...
jumped around the rooms...had a couple of beer and chilled at a corner crisp walkin...woohoo...its real cool...
after that went to had dessert at coffee club...yea....mudpies and coffee sum the nite up...
and the caffeine still circulatin in my blood vessels...i can feel it...
good thing is can wake up late tml for fyp...bad thing is gotta hav 100% concentration for the 200readings tml...
>.<
>>>WHO CARES....~<<<
SHIOK...tonite at MOS was one of the best nite i ever had...totally roCKS...
din regret not goin to zouk... =))
main floor was mambo whole nite long and it was marvelous...we were totally spent...
DANCE,daNCe and DAnce...
first smoove, retro den mambo...
jumped around the rooms...had a couple of beer and chilled at a corner crisp walkin...woohoo...its real cool...
after that went to had dessert at coffee club...yea....mudpies and coffee sum the nite up...
and the caffeine still circulatin in my blood vessels...i can feel it...
good thing is can wake up late tml for fyp...bad thing is gotta hav 100% concentration for the 200readings tml...
>.<
>>>WHO CARES....~<<<
Friday, June 8
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Tuesday, May 22
sians...i CANT UPLOAD the sRRR pics to blogger...zzzZ
some server probs...cui...aniwae..i sent to myuk le...so u guys can either get it fr mi or her...but the file is kinda big...be prepared to wait...hehes
MAN u lost...sibei sians...season will be over once the champions league final is over...
HEYS GUYS ALERT....if u r interested in misc cheap items...do go to my link entitled "ALEXANDER THE WHITe"...he got lotsa stuff for sale...trustworthy guy...so dun worry bout gettin con...yeap...
kinda tired...think i go bac to slp...Ha...
some server probs...cui...aniwae..i sent to myuk le...so u guys can either get it fr mi or her...but the file is kinda big...be prepared to wait...hehes
MAN u lost...sibei sians...season will be over once the champions league final is over...
HEYS GUYS ALERT....if u r interested in misc cheap items...do go to my link entitled "ALEXANDER THE WHITe"...he got lotsa stuff for sale...trustworthy guy...so dun worry bout gettin con...yeap...
kinda tired...think i go bac to slp...Ha...
Monday, May 14
"NEXT"'s book REVIEW...!!!
finished this book...very satisfyin to read...and culdnt reali stop...very very addictive...the plot makes u so curious bout wats gona happen...
the whole story is bout genetics...it goes into the business aspect of genetic engineerin, the ethics and moral issues, and the possibilities that holds for genetic work in the future...
in the story...dere were 2 interestin chimera...chimera means a creature that is a combination of a human and an animal...
dave is a humanzee...can u guess wat he is...? chimpanzee + human...he has chimp outlook...a human face..can u imagine....he got the agility of a chimp...behaves like a chimp but can talk and think like a human...actually very similar to kid in the age between 5-6 years old..in the story..no one actually knew he was a humanzee when he wear a cap...
gerard is a parrot + human...he look totally like a parrot but he got the intelligence of a human...he tinks he is a human...so intellectually he IS a HUMAN...lols...lotsa jokes bout him in the story...
both of them were works of genetic...transgenic beings as they say...although it is still quite impossible for the current technologies to produce such beings...the story had articles that says such breakthrough is upon us in the near future...
of cos...with the existence of such creatures, other issues start poppin out...so it is up to the society to accept such phenomenons...
i reali like the articles, scientific journals and newspaper cuttings in the book...they were in the book to reinfore the facts that the author is portrayin...very enrichin...
the only down point of this book wuld hav to be the endin...din reali had a thorough endin for all the side stories....nonetheless...its still a thumbs up from mi...1!
=)
finished this book...very satisfyin to read...and culdnt reali stop...very very addictive...the plot makes u so curious bout wats gona happen...
the whole story is bout genetics...it goes into the business aspect of genetic engineerin, the ethics and moral issues, and the possibilities that holds for genetic work in the future...
in the story...dere were 2 interestin chimera...chimera means a creature that is a combination of a human and an animal...
dave is a humanzee...can u guess wat he is...? chimpanzee + human...he has chimp outlook...a human face..can u imagine....he got the agility of a chimp...behaves like a chimp but can talk and think like a human...actually very similar to kid in the age between 5-6 years old..in the story..no one actually knew he was a humanzee when he wear a cap...
gerard is a parrot + human...he look totally like a parrot but he got the intelligence of a human...he tinks he is a human...so intellectually he IS a HUMAN...lols...lotsa jokes bout him in the story...
both of them were works of genetic...transgenic beings as they say...although it is still quite impossible for the current technologies to produce such beings...the story had articles that says such breakthrough is upon us in the near future...
of cos...with the existence of such creatures, other issues start poppin out...so it is up to the society to accept such phenomenons...
i reali like the articles, scientific journals and newspaper cuttings in the book...they were in the book to reinfore the facts that the author is portrayin...very enrichin...
the only down point of this book wuld hav to be the endin...din reali had a thorough endin for all the side stories....nonetheless...its still a thumbs up from mi...1!
=)
Sunday, May 13
"Currently studying in an unethical profession, creating mutants in the laboratories. However, my main goal is not to make mutants that can fight bad people, but to shout GOD's fame wherever I am."
gees...read this fr a source...jus feel like commentin on it...smt to ponder bout...
see anytin wrong with this post...?
my my...he is callin all professors doin genetic work UNETHICAl ppl...UNEThiCAL work tts wat he said...haiz...i do understan that this issue is like a bottomless pit...ppl questions the scientists & researchers bout usin foetus serum, bout usin stem cells and human testin...wat are the moral issues invlove here....?we can never stop and come to a conclusion....
ppl shares different views and opinion on this topic...and i support genectic work...tts my stand...its the way for us highly evoloved species to come up wif medical breakthroughs that can help to prolong sumone's life or make certain ppl's life more comfortable...DO NOT say its UNETHICAL in the name of god...its so so wrong...den in the first place u shuldnt even be studyin this particular course...dun participate if u dun even believe it can help...
in my opinion...i feel that humans are too evolved...too complex...we aint like our ancestors hu live to produce offsprings to carry on their generation...thats their purpose in life...live to breed...
we live to live longer....thats our aim of life...we live to lead a long and comfortable life....we think too much...we have too many desires...we came up with technologies...and all this contributed to wat we call genetic engineerin...
its the most impt thing in medical world rite now...the understandin of how gene work and isolatin it for commercial uses that can help lotsa patients around the world...
antibiotics we got from the docs...they exist bcos of genetic work...how many times hav u taken antibiotics to make urself feel better...?
think bout it...
gees...read this fr a source...jus feel like commentin on it...smt to ponder bout...
see anytin wrong with this post...?
my my...he is callin all professors doin genetic work UNETHICAl ppl...UNEThiCAL work tts wat he said...haiz...i do understan that this issue is like a bottomless pit...ppl questions the scientists & researchers bout usin foetus serum, bout usin stem cells and human testin...wat are the moral issues invlove here....?we can never stop and come to a conclusion....
ppl shares different views and opinion on this topic...and i support genectic work...tts my stand...its the way for us highly evoloved species to come up wif medical breakthroughs that can help to prolong sumone's life or make certain ppl's life more comfortable...DO NOT say its UNETHICAL in the name of god...its so so wrong...den in the first place u shuldnt even be studyin this particular course...dun participate if u dun even believe it can help...
in my opinion...i feel that humans are too evolved...too complex...we aint like our ancestors hu live to produce offsprings to carry on their generation...thats their purpose in life...live to breed...
we live to live longer....thats our aim of life...we live to lead a long and comfortable life....we think too much...we have too many desires...we came up with technologies...and all this contributed to wat we call genetic engineerin...
its the most impt thing in medical world rite now...the understandin of how gene work and isolatin it for commercial uses that can help lotsa patients around the world...
antibiotics we got from the docs...they exist bcos of genetic work...how many times hav u taken antibiotics to make urself feel better...?
think bout it...
later tonite will be the last game of this season's epl...time flies...i can still rmb manu first game vs fulham...thrashin...and now...they are the newly crowned champion...but tonite its not bout them...its bout the relegation battle...between wigan, west ham and sheffield...gona be interestin...personally i wuld wan wigan to stay top but its gona be hard...they are in quite a situation...
if west ham goes down...tt wuld mean that lotsa quality players will be lookin to go to other club for top flight football...thus i m hopin manU will get to benefit if possible...
one week past is another week come...ehh...kinda crap..but u guys noe wat i meant...lols
tts all i guess...chiong chiong...!!
if west ham goes down...tt wuld mean that lotsa quality players will be lookin to go to other club for top flight football...thus i m hopin manU will get to benefit if possible...
one week past is another week come...ehh...kinda crap..but u guys noe wat i meant...lols
tts all i guess...chiong chiong...!!
Saturday, May 12
Tuesday, May 8
blogger is preventin mi from posting at home...some server problems...so i m now in sch writin a post that was suppose to be up here a few days back...
was suppose to blog bout the chelsea vs arsenal game...but now its unnecessary as the game ended up a draw and that means MAN UNITED IS THE CHAMPION...!woohoo...!!
'next' recommended by kevin koo is provin to be a fantastic read...very enthrallin and captivating...lotsa knowledge regardin genetics can be found in the book...and my modules that i learnt is kinda makin sense now...it also shows the commercial side of biotechnolgy where all the money is...
alex (the gay) is tellin mi to fuck off the com...suppose to be doin our oc...
keep my hands off the com...!!
was suppose to blog bout the chelsea vs arsenal game...but now its unnecessary as the game ended up a draw and that means MAN UNITED IS THE CHAMPION...!woohoo...!!
'next' recommended by kevin koo is provin to be a fantastic read...very enthrallin and captivating...lotsa knowledge regardin genetics can be found in the book...and my modules that i learnt is kinda makin sense now...it also shows the commercial side of biotechnolgy where all the money is...
alex (the gay) is tellin mi to fuck off the com...suppose to be doin our oc...
keep my hands off the com...!!
Saturday, May 5
REVIEW for 'REstLESs'...!!!
hahas...sounded excited yea...? the truth is i m not...lols...words are so powerful...like the sayin goes...words can sometimes be more fatal den a gun...
yeap...thats one ting i learnt from the book...
a typical spy book...lotsa information on how spies operate and how they live their life as double agents...the story is set in the wwII era...and it talks bout the life of Eva Delectocskaya...an intelligent lady who had to replaced her dead brother's job as a spy....and on how she made an impact on the war...she was actually involved in this operation whereby they uses dubious information to thwart the americans' view on wwII and how she eventually succeeded in catalysin America's participation into the war...
the methods they used to release information through the media (newspaper, reports etc...) were incredible...and of cos they do get involve in mind games, gunfights and situations where a normal person wuld be unable to handle with...
and of cos...the main story here is still how Eva actually escaped from her superior, lover, teacher and confidant named Lucas Romer....a character which i personally liked and had double-crossed Eva...yeap...he is the BIG BAD GUY...at least the author saved some of Romer's pride in the end of the book by writin this, 'he died like a true English gentlemen....'
was a good read...had some interestin jokes in the book...it jus make mi laugh...for example...eva was tryin to find herself a new identity to get away from romer...thus she decicded to get married...to someone who was capable of gettin her out of the mess...and the way she chose her man was so...funny...wahhhahahs....!! go read it urself... =P
tada!
now on 'NExt"....damn interestin...so much links and relations to BIOTECHNOLOGY...YEA...the DREADED COURSE that i m currently studyin...!
was hopin that tis book will spark my passion for my course....
=))
hahas...sounded excited yea...? the truth is i m not...lols...words are so powerful...like the sayin goes...words can sometimes be more fatal den a gun...
yeap...thats one ting i learnt from the book...
a typical spy book...lotsa information on how spies operate and how they live their life as double agents...the story is set in the wwII era...and it talks bout the life of Eva Delectocskaya...an intelligent lady who had to replaced her dead brother's job as a spy....and on how she made an impact on the war...she was actually involved in this operation whereby they uses dubious information to thwart the americans' view on wwII and how she eventually succeeded in catalysin America's participation into the war...
the methods they used to release information through the media (newspaper, reports etc...) were incredible...and of cos they do get involve in mind games, gunfights and situations where a normal person wuld be unable to handle with...
and of cos...the main story here is still how Eva actually escaped from her superior, lover, teacher and confidant named Lucas Romer....a character which i personally liked and had double-crossed Eva...yeap...he is the BIG BAD GUY...at least the author saved some of Romer's pride in the end of the book by writin this, 'he died like a true English gentlemen....'
was a good read...had some interestin jokes in the book...it jus make mi laugh...for example...eva was tryin to find herself a new identity to get away from romer...thus she decicded to get married...to someone who was capable of gettin her out of the mess...and the way she chose her man was so...funny...wahhhahahs....!! go read it urself... =P
tada!
now on 'NExt"....damn interestin...so much links and relations to BIOTECHNOLOGY...YEA...the DREADED COURSE that i m currently studyin...!
was hopin that tis book will spark my passion for my course....
=))
Thursday, May 3
"The River"
(feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold)
As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
[M.Shadows:]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know
They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!
(feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold)
As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
[M.Shadows:]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know
They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!
nice song by Good Charlotte...been listenin to this song...very cleansin song indeed...lols...
on a book...'restless'...spy book...very nice...will be finishin it up soon to make way for kevin's recommended 'Next' written by the JUrassic Park author...will be writin a review on 'restless'...
stay tune...!
Wednesday, May 2
back to blog again...three weeks into the sem...still cant get myself into the study mood...its all bcos of the heat from Champion league, epl and fa cup...YEA...MAN U involved in all 3....its makin mi so damn nervous....
every match counts...every match will eventually lead to an incredible treble season...the last time they won the 99' treble, i bought the jersey....and this time i bought it before they win it...i seriously hope that they wun disappoint...
many might not noe...but i m one hardcore manU fan...jus like mAtthew...its all bout passion...and NO...! i DO NOT watch soccer cos i bet....the truth is i dun bet soccer...
soccer is such an intriguing sport....as it is well known for (those anti-soccerians) simply as a game where 22 men chases a ball...but for those passionate fans out dere....it means seein ur team leavin a legacy in the soccer world....and for those bet-ters...it might jus be ur bread and butter...
watchin a match can sometimes be so excitin...its so hard to put it in words...but the urge to shout and scold vulgarities when ur team scores comes so naturally and so immense...
my long term dream will be a trip to old trafford and experience a home game....wearin the devil's jersey and shout my lungs out with the man u supporters...wat a great feelin it will be...
crossin my fingers...!
every match counts...every match will eventually lead to an incredible treble season...the last time they won the 99' treble, i bought the jersey....and this time i bought it before they win it...i seriously hope that they wun disappoint...
many might not noe...but i m one hardcore manU fan...jus like mAtthew...its all bout passion...and NO...! i DO NOT watch soccer cos i bet....the truth is i dun bet soccer...
soccer is such an intriguing sport....as it is well known for (those anti-soccerians) simply as a game where 22 men chases a ball...but for those passionate fans out dere....it means seein ur team leavin a legacy in the soccer world....and for those bet-ters...it might jus be ur bread and butter...
watchin a match can sometimes be so excitin...its so hard to put it in words...but the urge to shout and scold vulgarities when ur team scores comes so naturally and so immense...
my long term dream will be a trip to old trafford and experience a home game....wearin the devil's jersey and shout my lungs out with the man u supporters...wat a great feelin it will be...
crossin my fingers...!
Monday, April 23
one of the nicest scenery pic i took 
jianming BLACK WHITE
ben emo-ing
nice rooftop view
F1 car made fr lego 
my die hard buddies
nice car at jalan kayu...evo
thats ben emo again...
nice cloud formation
candid
accessories
red wine
MAN UNITED CREST
at garden's coffee beans
gays....
damn realistic figurine
predator...! woots
LOTR'ssauron
Sunday, April 22
first week of the sem...still tryin to be focused in studies...but many other things started to kick in that made it hard to be focused...
wasnt a slack week despite bein the first week...many work to be done which i have not touched yet...the most stressin has got to be fyp...had the first offical meetin wif dr liew, our fyp supervisor...and it lasted bout one and a half hour...lotsa things to be done...
thnkin bac to the days when i was still young..bein a scientist was somehow my ambition...and here i m on the path of being one (despite the fact that it is one hard path)...i realised that it not a easy task...so much things to consider...and so what if u made all the necessary conditions and precautions, things might still go wrong...thats the life of a scientist...expect the unexpected...
well...at least comparin to my itp days, i had more time to reali go out and chill...went out to club on fridae at mos...finally some chance to work on the moves...despite the lack of space...lols...its free entry that nite...duh...
din had many to go along as the rest of my clubbin khakis are in the camp...confined...lols..had elroy, doug(and his ger) and jl....wasnt fun with them as they got busy....lols...so gotta find my own company...at least to keep me busy for the rest of the nite...and it wasnt that bad...
last nite ended on a saddenin note...MAN u only managed a draw at home vs boro...and i duno wats wif boro...they always giv mi the creeps...always managin to stop our run every now and then...all i can do now is wish that jianming's trusted newcastle can beat the blues tonite to at least keep them at 4 points away fr us....
towards the end of a season...the last few games and wif all the knockout stages of the champions league in the way, and also the wembley fa cup final...i jus hope man u players can show their spirits and characters...and emerge on top at all 3 competitions...at least to show it to the critics that we are still a force to be reckon wif despite the last few seasons' lack lustre performance...
TREBLE....!!!!
may the force be with MAN UNITED....
wasnt a slack week despite bein the first week...many work to be done which i have not touched yet...the most stressin has got to be fyp...had the first offical meetin wif dr liew, our fyp supervisor...and it lasted bout one and a half hour...lotsa things to be done...
thnkin bac to the days when i was still young..bein a scientist was somehow my ambition...and here i m on the path of being one (despite the fact that it is one hard path)...i realised that it not a easy task...so much things to consider...and so what if u made all the necessary conditions and precautions, things might still go wrong...thats the life of a scientist...expect the unexpected...
well...at least comparin to my itp days, i had more time to reali go out and chill...went out to club on fridae at mos...finally some chance to work on the moves...despite the lack of space...lols...its free entry that nite...duh...
din had many to go along as the rest of my clubbin khakis are in the camp...confined...lols..had elroy, doug(and his ger) and jl....wasnt fun with them as they got busy....lols...so gotta find my own company...at least to keep me busy for the rest of the nite...and it wasnt that bad...
last nite ended on a saddenin note...MAN u only managed a draw at home vs boro...and i duno wats wif boro...they always giv mi the creeps...always managin to stop our run every now and then...all i can do now is wish that jianming's trusted newcastle can beat the blues tonite to at least keep them at 4 points away fr us....
towards the end of a season...the last few games and wif all the knockout stages of the champions league in the way, and also the wembley fa cup final...i jus hope man u players can show their spirits and characters...and emerge on top at all 3 competitions...at least to show it to the critics that we are still a force to be reckon wif despite the last few seasons' lack lustre performance...
TREBLE....!!!!
may the force be with MAN UNITED....
Sunday, April 15
Wednesday, April 11
good mornin peeps...very early greetin...!
at lik hse now...jus came bac fr prata session...
so like usual we crapped while waitin for our orders...and i popped a qn to the 3 of them...
"wat is ur fav position..?"
well...for those readin...i bet u guys hav a series of ans zoomin pass ur mind rite now....and the types of ans u give determine the type of person u r...
for eg...chanz said... "hmm..i reali duno leh..."
lik said, "dun ask mi...i duno yet..." after ponderin...he said "forward."
i said..."i prefer the RM position..."
and ks..."i do not play soccer..."
so wat is ur ans?
^_^
at lik hse now...jus came bac fr prata session...
so like usual we crapped while waitin for our orders...and i popped a qn to the 3 of them...
"wat is ur fav position..?"
well...for those readin...i bet u guys hav a series of ans zoomin pass ur mind rite now....and the types of ans u give determine the type of person u r...
for eg...chanz said... "hmm..i reali duno leh..."
lik said, "dun ask mi...i duno yet..." after ponderin...he said "forward."
i said..."i prefer the RM position..."
and ks..."i do not play soccer..."
so wat is ur ans?
^_^
Monday, April 9
haiz....the beautiful itp period is gona be over soon....and i've always know that dere aint free lunches in this world...smt has to be sacrifice in return for the wonderful time i had in the last 2 months...
my cyst problem is bac again!!...zZZ...its such a spoiler...totally ruined the whole itp period...tink i will hav to undergo another minor operation..and all the tormentin pain...damnEd...
sch gona start...and tt will mean a string of stuff waitin to be completed...been reali out of touch of sch life since the itp...duno if i will be able to take it...
so the theory of give and take...smt has to be taken away from u if u were given smt...i tink tts reali true...with efforts, its shown in the results...u will lose smt in ur life but gain smt unknowingly...its whether anot u will be able to notice their presence...and most of the time those who noticed, will eventually get happiness...
guess i haven notice anytin yet...shall end the post like how i started...
haiz...
>>>payback's bitch<<<
my cyst problem is bac again!!...zZZ...its such a spoiler...totally ruined the whole itp period...tink i will hav to undergo another minor operation..and all the tormentin pain...damnEd...
sch gona start...and tt will mean a string of stuff waitin to be completed...been reali out of touch of sch life since the itp...duno if i will be able to take it...
so the theory of give and take...smt has to be taken away from u if u were given smt...i tink tts reali true...with efforts, its shown in the results...u will lose smt in ur life but gain smt unknowingly...its whether anot u will be able to notice their presence...and most of the time those who noticed, will eventually get happiness...
guess i haven notice anytin yet...shall end the post like how i started...
haiz...
>>>payback's bitch<<<
Friday, April 6
yea...i noe...its early...and i m bloggin...
cant reali slp too late nowadays due to the bodyclock...work work...>.<
chanced upon smt jus now...and i tot i had been over with that...yet it still left mi clutchin my heart...disillusioned pain...but all i can do is wish for the best...wish that all will be well for u...
and can somebody tells mi wat is the diff between infactuation and love?
mus infactuation comes first before u fall in love or infactuation is nothin but fake...?
we infactuate...will it lead to love...?i never believe in love at first sight...
is infactuation the first step before fallin in love?
lotsa questions but no answers...
cant reali slp too late nowadays due to the bodyclock...work work...>.<
chanced upon smt jus now...and i tot i had been over with that...yet it still left mi clutchin my heart...disillusioned pain...but all i can do is wish for the best...wish that all will be well for u...
and can somebody tells mi wat is the diff between infactuation and love?
mus infactuation comes first before u fall in love or infactuation is nothin but fake...?
we infactuate...will it lead to love...?i never believe in love at first sight...
is infactuation the first step before fallin in love?
lotsa questions but no answers...
Monday, April 2
had an enrichin session with the guys at Island Creamy todae...tok bout lotsa stuff...from stuff that were talked b4 and stuff that we din touch on b4...like parenthood....
its both emotional and humorous exchangin our experiences on the way we deal with our parents and also wat kinda parents will we end up to be...it is true that parents are responsible for sculptin his or her kids' future...so the way u handle and discipline ur child does matters...
so much to ponder on...parenthood...lols...
i m driftin off to slp...ciAoz...
its both emotional and humorous exchangin our experiences on the way we deal with our parents and also wat kinda parents will we end up to be...it is true that parents are responsible for sculptin his or her kids' future...so the way u handle and discipline ur child does matters...
so much to ponder on...parenthood...lols...
i m driftin off to slp...ciAoz...
Friday, March 30
with a lady comes a gentleman,
with the uncouth comes the vulgar.
adapting like a chameleon,
he is never seen in his rudimental.
complex reasons tell the tale,
yet simplexity roams in the midst.
who cares bout the details,
all will be lost in the twist.
twist of fate,
as the sayin goes.
what appears on the surface,
aint the same in the host.
mind is straight,
but the loins are tight.
which will triumph in the wake,
he will have to decide.
he shall stand tall in defeat,
and bow low to victory.
a true man should bear such feat,
in search of glory.
with the uncouth comes the vulgar.
adapting like a chameleon,
he is never seen in his rudimental.
complex reasons tell the tale,
yet simplexity roams in the midst.
who cares bout the details,
all will be lost in the twist.
twist of fate,
as the sayin goes.
what appears on the surface,
aint the same in the host.
mind is straight,
but the loins are tight.
which will triumph in the wake,
he will have to decide.
he shall stand tall in defeat,
and bow low to victory.
a true man should bear such feat,
in search of glory.
Monday, March 26
DAMN...haven been postin...felt so guilty...>.<
been reali busy...wif work and play...
doubt i will be tokin bout stuff since the start of march...u guys can go check out my buddys' blogs...they update regularly...lols...well...its mostly bout the 2 march babies' celebration...
shall tok more bout elroy's celebration as we had hell lotsa fun at lik hse...doin crazy shit...
lols...the rain games...disturbin the neighbourhood...identifyin still objects...admirin at lightning flashes...it felt so damn goood...to be wif this bunch of frenz...they make mi never wana grow up...wahhaahs...
ok...tt sound childish...well...jus relishin the fact tt the gang never seems to get tired of each other...we meet up almost every wkend...we do crazy things on a regular basis...n i never get tired of them...guess tts wat true frens are for...u jus never get bored...
itp is reali fun and enrichin...and i got myself a godmother...and a big family of frens which i will reali cherish even after my itp...they hav taught mi alot...stuff that cant be taught in the classrm...
guess tts bout it...its been reali stuffy these days...my dear frens do drink more water...
workin on a poem...will be up soon enough...! =)
been reali busy...wif work and play...
doubt i will be tokin bout stuff since the start of march...u guys can go check out my buddys' blogs...they update regularly...lols...well...its mostly bout the 2 march babies' celebration...
shall tok more bout elroy's celebration as we had hell lotsa fun at lik hse...doin crazy shit...
lols...the rain games...disturbin the neighbourhood...identifyin still objects...admirin at lightning flashes...it felt so damn goood...to be wif this bunch of frenz...they make mi never wana grow up...wahhaahs...
ok...tt sound childish...well...jus relishin the fact tt the gang never seems to get tired of each other...we meet up almost every wkend...we do crazy things on a regular basis...n i never get tired of them...guess tts wat true frens are for...u jus never get bored...
itp is reali fun and enrichin...and i got myself a godmother...and a big family of frens which i will reali cherish even after my itp...they hav taught mi alot...stuff that cant be taught in the classrm...
guess tts bout it...its been reali stuffy these days...my dear frens do drink more water...
workin on a poem...will be up soon enough...! =)
Wednesday, February 28
jus finished wif my log book so here to blog...
had an adventurous ride wif dasao todae...lols...was goin to make a delivery to ACS independent sch...den i gotta help dasao wif directions to the sch...so i had a street directory in my hands and dasao on the wheels...so damn funny...due to my 'slowness' we actually missed 2 exits out from the highway...or it might b bcos of dasao fast drivin...lols...
so we kinda reached dere on time...but was given directions to the wrong staff room as apparently, they had a NEW staff room and an OLD one...so we were directed to the new one BUT the person waitin for us is at the OLD one...and it so happen tt the 2 places are so far apart...!
thus we were like travelin from one place to another....wif all the pots of plants...>.<
the most impt thing i learnt todae was to handle wif human beings...rangin from teachers, troublesome ppl, kids and occupied office ladies...
guess PR isnt reali an easy task...but tts the way of life i guess...gotta deal wif it...
YAWNs...ZZzzz
had an adventurous ride wif dasao todae...lols...was goin to make a delivery to ACS independent sch...den i gotta help dasao wif directions to the sch...so i had a street directory in my hands and dasao on the wheels...so damn funny...due to my 'slowness' we actually missed 2 exits out from the highway...or it might b bcos of dasao fast drivin...lols...
so we kinda reached dere on time...but was given directions to the wrong staff room as apparently, they had a NEW staff room and an OLD one...so we were directed to the new one BUT the person waitin for us is at the OLD one...and it so happen tt the 2 places are so far apart...!
thus we were like travelin from one place to another....wif all the pots of plants...>.<
the most impt thing i learnt todae was to handle wif human beings...rangin from teachers, troublesome ppl, kids and occupied office ladies...
guess PR isnt reali an easy task...but tts the way of life i guess...gotta deal wif it...
YAWNs...ZZzzz
Tuesday, February 27
bac from work...so its true that we will learn new things everyday if u keep a real keen sense of hearin and eyesight...
hav been reali involvin myself wif the plants and herbs todae since mornin...been harvestin and doin transplantin..very interestin stuff...was reali glad that there were so much hands on work to do around...at least it will helps in understandin of the plants...
it reali take some skill to help beautify plants...lols...will need time to learn how to do it better...well ..they are the beauticians for plants...they are the pros...
another great day...gotta work hard for my DIY hot composition project...hope at the end of the month, it will hav some terrific results...
guess tts it...gotta go record my log book...~
hav been reali involvin myself wif the plants and herbs todae since mornin...been harvestin and doin transplantin..very interestin stuff...was reali glad that there were so much hands on work to do around...at least it will helps in understandin of the plants...
it reali take some skill to help beautify plants...lols...will need time to learn how to do it better...well ..they are the beauticians for plants...they are the pros...
another great day...gotta work hard for my DIY hot composition project...hope at the end of the month, it will hav some terrific results...
guess tts it...gotta go record my log book...~
Monday, February 26
had a great great day..!!!wat more can i ask for on my first day of work...it turns out to be a beautiful dream come true...
hahas...mayb abit exaggeratin...but still it was fabulous...
was dere early...and da sao the first person hu showed mi the ropes first...followed by ailing jie...she is such a joker...and den the spunky miaojun...and ahbeng...my senior who went bac there to work after he graduated...
brief description...dasao is freakin amiable person...she is so damn motherly...hahas...she made mi feel at home...and she can drive real good...woots...she kinda reminds mi of my mum...
ailing jie is damn joker...can u imagine an auntie who jokes like a teenager?!well..tts her...whahahas...but she is damn smart....dun let her auntie look fool u...got a son hu is jus as joker as her...hahahahs!!!
miaojun is a spunky 26 year old...(finally someone young)she was the first student to be attached to the place...she was fr np...and she has been dere since den...woots...very capable woman...definitely independent...can reali tok...even better den mi...hahahs...!!AND...she got a nice tattoo on her back....!
ahbeng...the quiet senior...lols...his name dun suit his personality...hahahs...i m more beng...he is smart...and helped mi cleared alot of doubts...
well..overall...they made mi felt very homely dere...reali lookin forward to the nxt few weeks...
first challenge will be comin soon...will hav to be the guide on thurs for a large grp of visitors...mus reali rmb everytin..and of cos the charisma mus be dere...!
when i got home....my heart sanked...cos 'kobe' greeted mi at the door...and i was like FUCK...!why is KOBE HeRE?
gess...but i return to normal when i saw its long tail...nope...tts not kobe...den my mum told mi that the neighbour's bro jus gave him 2 dogs and was askin us if we wan...my mum...of cos chose 'lucky'(apparently a very cliche name) cos HE LOOK SO MUCH LIKE KOBE EXCEPT FOR HIS LONG TAIL AND SHORTER EARS AND HIS GENTLE PERSONALITY....
so we had him till jus now...my sis went bac to ask some qn and we will decide again if we wan him...but trusts mi...he had captured most of our family heart...
another dog...he is a pure maltese...so much like kobe...geess...!so much memory...
hahas...mayb abit exaggeratin...but still it was fabulous...
was dere early...and da sao the first person hu showed mi the ropes first...followed by ailing jie...she is such a joker...and den the spunky miaojun...and ahbeng...my senior who went bac there to work after he graduated...
brief description...dasao is freakin amiable person...she is so damn motherly...hahas...she made mi feel at home...and she can drive real good...woots...she kinda reminds mi of my mum...
ailing jie is damn joker...can u imagine an auntie who jokes like a teenager?!well..tts her...whahahas...but she is damn smart....dun let her auntie look fool u...got a son hu is jus as joker as her...hahahahs!!!
miaojun is a spunky 26 year old...(finally someone young)she was the first student to be attached to the place...she was fr np...and she has been dere since den...woots...very capable woman...definitely independent...can reali tok...even better den mi...hahahs...!!AND...she got a nice tattoo on her back....!
ahbeng...the quiet senior...lols...his name dun suit his personality...hahahs...i m more beng...he is smart...and helped mi cleared alot of doubts...
well..overall...they made mi felt very homely dere...reali lookin forward to the nxt few weeks...
first challenge will be comin soon...will hav to be the guide on thurs for a large grp of visitors...mus reali rmb everytin..and of cos the charisma mus be dere...!
when i got home....my heart sanked...cos 'kobe' greeted mi at the door...and i was like FUCK...!why is KOBE HeRE?
gess...but i return to normal when i saw its long tail...nope...tts not kobe...den my mum told mi that the neighbour's bro jus gave him 2 dogs and was askin us if we wan...my mum...of cos chose 'lucky'(apparently a very cliche name) cos HE LOOK SO MUCH LIKE KOBE EXCEPT FOR HIS LONG TAIL AND SHORTER EARS AND HIS GENTLE PERSONALITY....
so we had him till jus now...my sis went bac to ask some qn and we will decide again if we wan him...but trusts mi...he had captured most of our family heart...
another dog...he is a pure maltese...so much like kobe...geess...!so much memory...
Saturday, February 24
so nostalgic...startin from nxt week it will be a new kind of experience for mi and many of my classmates....itp will be startin and each of us will be goin thru the workin life...guess we wun hav much time to meet up...much less to say 4 of our gang are goin overseas...def gona miss havin the gay, dickhead, stonefish and shushu ard...haiz...
on a happy note, i finally got my MAN UNIted home jersey...its damn nice...took a pic...but lazy to upload...will get to see mi wear it soon...lols...thanks to ben and kevin(gay and stonefish) for accompanyin mi from queensway to peninsula plaza for the jersey...
gotta go dota...doubt i hav much time to game aniway...cya guys..!!
MAN UNITED TO WIN FULHAM TONITE....!!!! 9 points clear!!! bless them...
on a happy note, i finally got my MAN UNIted home jersey...its damn nice...took a pic...but lazy to upload...will get to see mi wear it soon...lols...thanks to ben and kevin(gay and stonefish) for accompanyin mi from queensway to peninsula plaza for the jersey...
gotta go dota...doubt i hav much time to game aniway...cya guys..!!
MAN UNITED TO WIN FULHAM TONITE....!!!! 9 points clear!!! bless them...
Tuesday, February 20
wooo...my 19th bdae jus passed tgt wif the 2nd day of cny...wat a clash...lols...
had a nice gatherin again at roy hse this year...but i guess luck wasnt on our gang side as more losses den wins...but still look forward to sat...!lols...
noe its kinda late...but jus wish the rest of the 19th feb babies a nice nice bdae...!!lol
go slp le...piggy year...SLP IS IMpT...!!
oink oink....~
had a nice gatherin again at roy hse this year...but i guess luck wasnt on our gang side as more losses den wins...but still look forward to sat...!lols...
noe its kinda late...but jus wish the rest of the 19th feb babies a nice nice bdae...!!lol
go slp le...piggy year...SLP IS IMpT...!!
oink oink....~
Tuesday, February 13
well..i guess this period of time wasnt tt hard to go thru..at least not wif rappelz..a mmorpg tt ks recommended to mi jus after my surgery....it has accompanied mi thru the days and i m kinda like a nolifer playin it...but still its fun...!
removin stitches on fri...its so hard for mi to tok loudly,smile,laugh and eat the past few dyas...but i guess the days are only to get better from now on...oops...i should hurry bac to the dota game..the rest are still waitn...
lookin forward to CNy...
hav fun shoppin ppl...!! =))
removin stitches on fri...its so hard for mi to tok loudly,smile,laugh and eat the past few dyas...but i guess the days are only to get better from now on...oops...i should hurry bac to the dota game..the rest are still waitn...
lookin forward to CNy...
hav fun shoppin ppl...!! =))
Saturday, February 10
todae mark the first day of hell!!
i jus finsihed the surgery...and the 8 STITCHES are KILLING mi,...!!!!!!ARGH....
every second is hell...i m like hyper now bcos of the pain that throbs from my chin...and the front jaw...
can see the stitches..the anaesthetic made my chin swell like fuck...its DAMN PAin...its indescrible...i m havin prob tryin to calm down..jus wana pen it down...the doc says it will cont for duno how long...and i even need slpin pills to help mi slp...GESS....duno how to get past the nxt few days..
every little noise wil make mi feel irritated...guess pain causes much undesirable effect...
well...the surgery was like nothin...the dentist and his assitant was more shocked den mi....
i only winced in pain during the drillin and was even tryin to cmmunicate wif them despite the anaesthetic...they told mi the last guy who went thru cyst removal...went out trembling...but the bottom line is the pain is still great no matter ur threshold is...
guess i shuld go and mediate to bring down the pain...hope that the painkiller can starts to come into effect...
ARHGHHGak dfngaksfdgasDFGASDHGjasdfghas
i jus finsihed the surgery...and the 8 STITCHES are KILLING mi,...!!!!!!ARGH....
every second is hell...i m like hyper now bcos of the pain that throbs from my chin...and the front jaw...
can see the stitches..the anaesthetic made my chin swell like fuck...its DAMN PAin...its indescrible...i m havin prob tryin to calm down..jus wana pen it down...the doc says it will cont for duno how long...and i even need slpin pills to help mi slp...GESS....duno how to get past the nxt few days..
every little noise wil make mi feel irritated...guess pain causes much undesirable effect...
well...the surgery was like nothin...the dentist and his assitant was more shocked den mi....
i only winced in pain during the drillin and was even tryin to cmmunicate wif them despite the anaesthetic...they told mi the last guy who went thru cyst removal...went out trembling...but the bottom line is the pain is still great no matter ur threshold is...
guess i shuld go and mediate to bring down the pain...hope that the painkiller can starts to come into effect...
ARHGHHGak dfngaksfdgasDFGASDHGjasdfghas
Wednesday, February 7
aHhhhh....finally i m settled down in front of the com bloggin after a hectic mornin...todae's schedule was like wat i said ystd...i managed to do everytin in like 3hrs...lol...
woke up at the sound of my alarm ard 845...den after washin up and readin the news...i chionged down to the dentist...lols...told him bout the toothache and he FINALLY took an xray...
already told him the last time to take it...cos i felt that the pain was reali more serious den he thought...but he keep sayin take the medication first and stuff blah blah...so we took a look at the xray...and he told mi there might be a cyst under my gum affectin the root of my tooth...so he carried on and on...and explainin in layman term bout autospy and stuff...though i understood perfectly well...lols...
so he advised mi to hav a sugery asap to get rid of the cyst...oh well...he explained that all they need to do is to cut open my chin and remove the cyst by scrappin...woo...and he made it sound so simple..!hahas...bet all the docs in the world do the same thing...
cant believe my first surgery done on mi is actually gona be on my gums...thought that it might be like knees, ankles and all the other parts of the limbs...lols...guess life is unpredictable...
so i went home after tt and felt so motivated to do the maJOR MAKEOVER TO MY ROOM....thus i spent like 2hrs to clean, move,sweep,think, sneeze and many things...AHHAS...and now mY room lOOKS DIFFERENT...!hahs...
now can reali relax...n then heads to shoppin wif chan later in the afternn...go slack liao...
woke up at the sound of my alarm ard 845...den after washin up and readin the news...i chionged down to the dentist...lols...told him bout the toothache and he FINALLY took an xray...
already told him the last time to take it...cos i felt that the pain was reali more serious den he thought...but he keep sayin take the medication first and stuff blah blah...so we took a look at the xray...and he told mi there might be a cyst under my gum affectin the root of my tooth...so he carried on and on...and explainin in layman term bout autospy and stuff...though i understood perfectly well...lols...
so he advised mi to hav a sugery asap to get rid of the cyst...oh well...he explained that all they need to do is to cut open my chin and remove the cyst by scrappin...woo...and he made it sound so simple..!hahas...bet all the docs in the world do the same thing...
cant believe my first surgery done on mi is actually gona be on my gums...thought that it might be like knees, ankles and all the other parts of the limbs...lols...guess life is unpredictable...
so i went home after tt and felt so motivated to do the maJOR MAKEOVER TO MY ROOM....thus i spent like 2hrs to clean, move,sweep,think, sneeze and many things...AHHAS...and now mY room lOOKS DIFFERENT...!hahs...
now can reali relax...n then heads to shoppin wif chan later in the afternn...go slack liao...
Tuesday, February 6
yoooohooo...todae marked the end of my exam period...!!
well...went to sakura at science center to hav a big big meal with the guys...!!!crapped alot and walked alot...hahahas...kinda lost our way...
one of the qn todae was...describe the 3 stages of child labour....welll..i din study tt part and most of the guys din..so we had a amusin discussion bout this after the paper...
kevin was like sayin...first stage...mother scream....2nd stage doctor scream...3rd stage baby scream...hahahas...and i tink its very tRUE...!!!though it wasnt the model ans...had a great laugh bout this...
aniwae..hope to spring clean my room tml...and i m already thinkin of a new layout...and will be goin shoppin wif chanz...hope to get some nice shirts for CNY...
BUT...gotta go bac to my dentist first thing in the mornin...zzzZ...the toothache is bac...reali hope to settle everytin before NXT WEeK....!!!
wish me luck...
well...went to sakura at science center to hav a big big meal with the guys...!!!crapped alot and walked alot...hahahas...kinda lost our way...
one of the qn todae was...describe the 3 stages of child labour....welll..i din study tt part and most of the guys din..so we had a amusin discussion bout this after the paper...
kevin was like sayin...first stage...mother scream....2nd stage doctor scream...3rd stage baby scream...hahahas...and i tink its very tRUE...!!!though it wasnt the model ans...had a great laugh bout this...
aniwae..hope to spring clean my room tml...and i m already thinkin of a new layout...and will be goin shoppin wif chanz...hope to get some nice shirts for CNY...
BUT...gotta go bac to my dentist first thing in the mornin...zzzZ...the toothache is bac...reali hope to settle everytin before NXT WEeK....!!!
wish me luck...
Monday, February 5
DIYA SHULD HAV WON...but she din...too bad...
last paper is tml...but the holiday mood is already in the air for me...
jus hope that i will pass the sem unscathed...!!
gotta do a major makeover for my room..it has been in a terrible condition for quite some time...lotsa rubbish to clean...!!!
guess tts it for now...ANP HERE I COME...!(hope it sounded enthusiastic...)
signin off...!
last paper is tml...but the holiday mood is already in the air for me...
jus hope that i will pass the sem unscathed...!!
gotta do a major makeover for my room..it has been in a terrible condition for quite some time...lotsa rubbish to clean...!!!
guess tts it for now...ANP HERE I COME...!(hope it sounded enthusiastic...)
signin off...!
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