Real or Unreal

a glance from my eyes
i saw u lingerin by the aisle

my heart skipped twice
and i was rid of all the vice

yet, u never did mean
to be seen

at that moment
i knew i was beaten

a sense of anguish
engulfed me, like water n the fish

fragile as it seems
our friendship is like a dream

all was seen like a crystal
n it felt like a shot from a pistol

i thought it was worth something
but, u make it felt like a fling

real or unreal
u reveal...

hMmm...wat do u tink of this...?kinda complicated i felt...hahas...

oooPs...realised i m kinda late in updatin...its been days since the eXams ended...well...the absence was bcoz i've been busy releasin all the frustrations i had accumulated durin the exams period...lols...

seems like its gona be a short hols for mi...gotta go into overdrive again...bet tis hols is gona be diff fr the previous sems...i wun hav much time to go enJoy myself...other den settLin sTuff for IC...hope things run smoothly...! =)

short entry todae...hav been getttin numb recently...kinda becomin a 'dead' person...no feelins nor emotions...haahas...not tt eMO animore...might be a gd sign...

i hope...

>>>LinGerinG sOuL...<<<

yoohoo...once again...i'm here to complain bout the exams...hahas...hav been doin tt ever since i set up tis blog...

its 3am...n i've gotta nothin better to do...though i shuld be studyin...but heck ba...aim to complete my app. micro tml...5 more days to the first paper...feel kinda numb towards exams le...but dere will always be complaints...aniwae...i hope all of my JC frens pass their As wif flyin colours...esp ppl fr TauHuay...the most impt bunch of ppl in my life...and my e7 mates...hope u guys do well...

words to my dearest frens:

chanz---hope u reali excel...can see u workin hard...bet u can make it...u always do... =)

lik---nothin much to say to u since u r the brightest eh...vj dude...wahahas...aniwae...bless u wif A grades...

sher---enjoy ur life in ns man...soon it will be over and its time for ya to go aust again...take cAre...!

elroy---big guy...bless u wif all the inspiration in the world for all ur projects...may u become an established interior designer...!!

andy---LAODA...!dun feel dismay...we r always dere for u...work hard and i m sure u can make it...!!

kElvin(beng)---aiya u...duno wat to say...hahas...WORK hard...in both studies and ur job...

matt---study hard now...and we will play harder when the exams r over!!

kS---bet u r gona become a great artist...n i will be ur most loyal fan!!hahahs...

travis---huat arH...!!no problems in rp eh?hahas top student in class...gettin all the babes...hope u strive even better...!!

doug---yooo...swimmin craze...lifeguard...swimmer...sailor...wat more can u be...?hahas...balance study wif all ur stuff bro...gD luCK..!!

mEi---long time no see le...aniwae..hope u hav fantastic grades for ya As...and meet up after tt...!!

leen---twin sis...betcha in a lovey dovey mood...ahahs...jiayou for ur As...n oso gd luck in ur love life...!!

Shin---its been aeons since i last saw u...hope u doin fine...hahas...guess u hav no prob wif ya As...gD luck..!!

jL---SAj da jie...!!hahas...chiong for As and we can all go club like dere's no tml!!!hehes..

realised that i seem to be writin some farewell letter...wahahhas...dun get the wrong idea...i m NOT gona commit suicide after this post...hehes...a REQUEST to all...pls ask mi out to STUDY...!!!cant study at home...n i need a study partner...lols...well...dere r still many out dere tt i wish to write...but...my eyelids are so so heavy now...gotta catch some slp...niTes...! =)

had a cool day wich jus ended...had a rare encounter in the mornin that started the day goin....its one of those little things that spice up ur life...hahahs...shadnt tok more on tt...aniwae..went town n coincidentally watched Click wif CLS seniors xueting, marlon tzehao nasir and many and also xiaobai in the same theatre...hahas...

its 9th of Aug already...hAppY 41sT bIrtHdAy sinGApoRE...!!!nothin much to say...reali shag...goin sentosa tml!!!the Sun, the sand and the babes!

>>>lIfe's fuLl Of sUrprIseS...<<<

haiz....cant seem to slp b4 2 nowadays...guess its my body clock...nothin to do thus came here to blog...brain cells are still freakin active...>.<

well...jus finished 2 bks i borrowed fr the lib...both were damn nice...a long long time since i had the luck of borrowin 2 bks and both turned out to be fantastic read....titles are "Crippen : A Novel of Murder" and "Cell"

Cell din turn out to be as nice as Crippen but its very hookin nonetheless...its written by none other den Stephen King himself...fruitful plot and far fEtched storyline...whahas...kinda sci fict for tis book...the Cell here refers to handphones...not jail or anytin of that sort...BUT...the only turn off point is...THE BOOK GOT NO ENDIN...!!!n its not like it got a sequel..>.<...haiz...gotta go imagine the endin urself...boooo...

Crippen...the better bk of the 2...story revolves ard a docter wannabe who is kinda cold blooded...well...he actually enjoyed cuttin up any thing...fr a piece of chicken chop to a whole cow itself...hahas...pls dun get the wrong idea...the bk aint jus bout cuttin ppl...skillfully, the author, John Boyne(one of my fav)instilled a peculiar love story between all the gory scenes...n the twist in the story is remarkable...u NEVER get to guess hu's the murderer till the very end...i was totally glued to tis bk on sundae...jus cant take my eyes off it the whole day...hhaas...

tts the reviews of the 2 books...let me share a little fact bout novels...fiction never stray too far from love...be it parental's love, owner's love, lover's love and many other types of love...its smt that canot be measured and yet it has such immense persuasion power in novels...

eXams ARe comin...gd luck to all my frens...and we can all hav fun after tt...Interaction Camp, Ultimate Frisbee, Sports League and many more...!!! all waitin for mi...hahhas...gona be hard work...but its worth it...=))

>>>hEAd seeks...heaRt yeARns...sPirit cRAves... <<<

gees...jus finished watching bleach 91...and i tink i m obsEssed with it...doubt i ever mentioned here that i love bleach...hahas...

well...lazy to reali write an organised para...guess its another random entry...but tis time...its jus gona be about BLEAch...so its random BLEACH ENTRY for todae...=)

ichigo...nova...shikai...bankai...tenza zangetsu...renji...zabimaru...bounto...doll...haneikou...wabisuke...hollow...soul society...shinigami...soukyoku...aizen...ichimaru...soi fon...quincy...ishida...kotowari...zaraki...reiatsu...
Zanpakutou...
ryuujinjakka...
hitsugaya...

guess i shall stop...hahahs...well...for all bleach fans, brace yourself for the battle between bounto and shinigami in soul society in bleach 92...!! =)

>>>comBined wiTh a perSeCution cOmpleX n dEluSions oF gRandEur<<<