was jus wondering...does splurgin ur feelings in vulgarities on ur blog works in makin u feel better? i seldom do that...Hmmm...mayb a couple of posts?

on the contrary i tink rantin works better verbally...but of cos...how many of us can reali jus spout it out loud...doubt many ppl can see me rant at them except for my buddies...hahas...dun u find it weird...most ppl find it easier to rant at their closest friends....

mayb for ppl wif freaking high EQ...they tend to bottle these frustrations inside them...seems gd on the outside...but as the frustrations increase, they still needa find a way to get rid of them...if not...it wuld results in some serious mental prob...
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bored...exams are around the cornor...and its the final sem...nothin much left to be said...

another whole new chapter waiting to start after graduation...haiz...reality kicks in real hard...straight up in ur face...as u get older...the first wave normally wuld be

A JOB....! next up....

MONEY....? after which....

FAMILY....?

still rmb ur primary sch teacher askin u wats ur ambition....? wat dya wana be when u grow up?

common answers: FIREMAN....POLICEMAN....TEACHER....blah blah...

at that point of ur life u might be tinkin of "i wana save ppl" "i wana be the hero and bring the bad guys to justice" "i wana educate the young"

BULLSHIT....

wat u will tink of these ambitions NOW...are....WOW...govt jobs...real GOOD PAYs....great BENEFITS....DAMN...the boNUSes...!!

how many people reali have the courage to pursue wat they wan....singaporean are brought up in a realistic way...we've been instilled with the thinkin of,

EM1....Triple Science....A'level...Degree...get a job with gd pay....settle down...start a family....

tts about any typical singaporeans' life...thats why i've always look up to ppl hu dared to dream and go all out to reali acheive their dreams....i noe i will most prob turn out to be the 'typical' singaporean guy...

10 years down the road...i hope i will be doin fine...i hope i would hav already skydived....bungejumped...and at least done backpack travel ard europe....the last ting i wana picture is that alven the old man tryin to do things that he wishes to do when he was young and not bein able to accomplish them at an old ripe age....

>>>a twenty year old's woes...<<<