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- alv3n n3vla
- Hello. Welcome to My WOrld... Life is like a Dream... Live it to the FullesT... You see the side of me thats never meant to be seen...
Sunday, August 5
met up with chan elroy matt n sl to shop for misc items before headin to ecp...got dere bout 5pm...set up and slacked wif poker cards...chan specially booked pit 69...i tink i dun hav to explain...aniwae...the crowd started comin around 6...n ks brought his boombox...tt mark the start of the bbq...lol
so den its cook eat beer eat eat eat eat beer beer beer beer...we had a great time solvin puzzles and playin games like'i know i know' that kinda games...lols...had a great laugh...!
after all the food is gone...its ALCOHOL...lols...doug brought peach vodka and irish whiskey...!the aim of the nite is to get chan real drunk...and i tink we did tt...!lols...he cui...everyone drank with him...so high...hahhahs...
can still taste the irish whiskey in my mouth...jus woke up..gotta wash up...!hahas..
ciaos...
Saturday, July 28
on the whole...the book is not as captivating as chamber of secrets or order of phoenix (my fav...)but nevertheless, since its the last book of the series, it still has some hold on me when i was readin it...perhaps it is the desire to noe which characters will be dyin...lols..
sadly to say...none of the characters i predicted is dead...i find tt this book kinda lacks the usual innocence and humor like the previous titles...it is darker and much more on the thrillin side...but of cos...one impt ting which i m lookin out for when i m readin this book was the endin...becos of the fact that many gd books that i hav read always gav an unconvincin endin...read my previous book reviews...lols...i m reali glad to say that j.k. rowling had more or less done a tidy job endin this saga...lols...many wuld hav love the epilogue...
the part that reali got mi emotional was the death of dobby...sorry for spoilin...but i tink it was necessary to pen this down...mayb its because of the movie scene at the end of chamber of secrets movie...that dobby left a deep impression on mi...that scene was harry freein dobby as a house elf...and both of them had an unique bond since then...and in this last book...j.k. rowling kinda honoured this minor character wif a reali reali noble death...this was the only part that reali touched my heart...
in conclusion...the book is a great read...BUT could hav been better if impt characters were to die...makes it more earth shakin perharps?guess rowling didnt wana break all the young children's heart...
anihow...I BET ALL THAT HAS READ THE BOOK must HAV FELT A SENSE OF EMPTINESS AfTeR readin the last line, "All was well" =)
>>>a circle has no beginning...<<<
Sunday, July 22
death seeems so far apart from us...we are suppose to be enjoyin our youth...well...this is the age to party n hav fun after all...
recently...alot of my relatives seeem to be havin health probs...and my maternal grandma is one of them...she is always so lively and she does not look like her age at all...yet...she has fallen ill recently....she looks more haggard and reali not herself...but she is still so young at heart when i visited her...i m reali scared...since my great grandparents passed away, i haven been able to come in touch wif emotional impacts caused by kins' death...(not as if i wan to...)
aniwae...the concept of death jus hav been buggin mi...
someone might leave this world...but he or she might have left many things behind...i dun mean jus the tangible things but oso intangible ones like memories...mayb i m still young...i reali cant picture the time when i m old and all of my frens around mi starts to leave this world one by one...or mayb i will be the first among them to go...
things come and go...jus the same for us humans...millions of babies were born...millions passed away everyday around the world...but the most impt thing is will u be remembered when u die...?
>>>get well soon granny...!<<<
Tuesday, July 17
encountered smt a couple of days bac...not reali a situation u wana be in...its bout this particular person A whom i do not reali noe...but a fren of my fren...n i was tokin to my fren at the bustop at tt point in time before person A came n greeted him...
and then she started complainin to my fren about this person (whom i noe...n is my fren)...sayin she was staring at her n blahh blahh..she is a ger for goodsake n she behaved like a crazy hooligan...n she din even take note of my presence...
i jus feel like writin tis down not because she was verbally abusin my fren but her gestures...i was tinkin to myself hu on earth will marry this uncouth ger...?
oh well..i guess there MUST be someone out dere...i hope...
looks can reali be deceiving..!
>>>cuPid's CHokehold...<<<
Wednesday, July 11
You are the Hanged Man
Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound.
With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of
loss from a situation, rather than gain.
The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes.
The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Tuesday, July 10
but its not ANGRY angry...another type of anger...
i m angry bout smt (more like someone...) but i do not noe bout the exact details...
i m askin myself...WHY...?!why do this to urself...mayb u din noe...but u could hav been much happier... >.<
mayb tts wat they call the vicious cycle...its karma...
when someone has the power to determine ur fate...u hope he or she choses the option that favors u...but its not always like in the fairytale...happily ever after...yada yada...bullshit...
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
it was a battlefield...
with angers waitin to be fused..
i was a soldier fightin...
yet i got hit with your everyting...
i brought the pain upon mi...
never cared bout my sad-ending story...
hopin that u would hav a different ending...
yet it din turn out the way i deemed...
nightmares of ur happiness haunted me...
my hopes were leaked...
yet i did not run...
stayed there waiting till the stars turn blunt...
the past was like an enigma...
i chose to leave a mark...
wish for u to be blessed...
still u r hurt nonetheless...
now u joined my league...
our horizons are bleaked...
ended up as a wounded soldier like myself...
strayin the wastelands searchin for gulf...
>>>never saw it comin...<<<
Sunday, July 8
Thursday, July 5
the media has kinda successfully shifted the attention to the demolition of the national stadium, instead of the official 7% GST increment...the strength of the media...yada yada...but of cos...we got ben hu hav been yakkin n yakkin bout THE 2%...and all the complaints bout PRICES, PRICES and more PRICES....!
a couple more events other than the 2 mentioned above are happenin this july and one which i m particular interested in...and its gona happen on 7/7/07....
some of u might have already guessed it...its the LIFE EARTH concert..well..its a global event to increase earthlings' awareness of our little planet's global warmin isuses...
ppl like alex will tell mi that this is an event wich is full of rubbish and its jus another big chance for all the participating artistes and singers to reali rip the fans' for the tix sales...its not that i m disagreein wif him..but this issue bout global warmin is freakin real and ppl...its gona affect loads of other organisms and also the planet itself...
it might be one of the driving force that leads to human extinction...ehh...actually more of Earth's destruction...all the smoke, fumes.. from our power plants are killin our earth...anybody care?
mayb...but not sufficient to create an impact...and thus the idea of this global event to bring more ppl into this motion of savin the earth..its to prepare for our later generation...
i strongly believe that it wont happen in our generation... but imagine ur children, grandchildren facin energy crisis, land crisis, water crisis and all sorts of nature disasters...its all bcos of us...everyone is to be blame...
we can only slow down this process..its almost impossible to completely solve the global warmin problem...and i jus hope that this comin 7/7/07 will be of some use...
earthlings...hav a littl faith...it might jus save yourself from extinction...
Sunday, July 1
if u were wonderin y i m up tis early morning...read the followin...
went to cut hair ystd...den matt hse to watch sg get thrashed by aust despite the fact they played well...den ton at matt hse...in wee hours mornin...we decided to go eat...so doug drove us to hougang to hav some breakfast ard 4plus...den HOME sweet HOMe...had 2 games of dota with the guys...and spent some time finalising MY WINDOW appearance which i m damn proud of now...!!!
i FINALLY GOT my VISTA FORMAt window...i spent the last few days tryin to get progs tt can change my current xp theme to the vista type...and finally got wat i wanted...woooo....
so damn satisfied...lols...but still i need my beauty slp...!!hehes..
ZZZZZZZzzzz
Saturday, June 30
if tomorrow never comes
stay away
i hope you dance
one slow dance
sway
to unchained melody...
i tried
waiting for you
all or nothing at all
depend on you
in the end
it don't matter...
here i am (jus when i thought i was over you)
this could be love
i lied my face off
don't phunk with my heart
my paper heart
left outside alone...
i can do better
when you're gone
i don't have to try
running away
the hardest thing
is making love out of nothin at all...
pieces of me
keep holding on
i want it that way
heaven knows
missing you
is all i have to give...
wouldn't it be nice
to have you bac
in my life...
>>>moody<<<
Tuesday, June 26
yea yea...the GAME that has been around for centuries...a game created for entertainment and wits...
some sees it as a mean to earn money, some sees it as a bane...others are still tryin to figure out how to play...
well...personally mj has been a huge part of my life....occupyin most of my sec sch days...those were the days....
ADDICTED...yeap...tts the word...to describe those days...note the THOSE days...
the game has evolved so much to me throughout the different stages of my life...
fr the 20 40cents to the now 1 2 bucks...
the touch of each unique tiles thrills even the smallest nerves hidden under your finger...yeap...no problems with not lookin at the tiles...we still noe wat it is...
the art of playin clever....the art of losing small...the art of guardin ur xia jiao...the art of CONNINg...
its like the back of our hands...
many more things to learn and experience...(like 13odds which i hav not get yet....)
an advice to the mj lovers...dun flare when u lose...be humble when u win!
AND know when to stop...or it will eat ur life out of u....!
Monday, June 25
yet the air around is killing me...
suffocating the pieces of misery...
i shall learn to break free...
light and shadows coexist,
i choose to stand in the shadows...
totally void of the light,
and survive the plight...
with despair, comes hope...
hanging by a moment...
just to make sure...
i get by to see the day...
>>>its a gamble...all or nothing at all...<<<
Tuesday, June 19
and ks chanced upon ONLY HUMAN by K when surfin tru jap songs....
that is the theme song for the jap drama 1 litre of tears...duno whether u guys still rmb i posted a long long post bout the drama...
well...i went to youtube to look for the mtv of the song and i found smt even better...a tribute video for the drama...guess will make those hu haven watch the show understan wat i m writin in my post (click)
the song kinda had an impact on mi...perhaps bcos of the show...but its still a nice song nonetheless...
aniway...enjoy the video!!!
erika sawaguchi roCKs..!
Thursday, June 14
SHIOK...tonite at MOS was one of the best nite i ever had...totally roCKS...
din regret not goin to zouk... =))
main floor was mambo whole nite long and it was marvelous...we were totally spent...
DANCE,daNCe and DAnce...
first smoove, retro den mambo...
jumped around the rooms...had a couple of beer and chilled at a corner crisp walkin...woohoo...its real cool...
after that went to had dessert at coffee club...yea....mudpies and coffee sum the nite up...
and the caffeine still circulatin in my blood vessels...i can feel it...
good thing is can wake up late tml for fyp...bad thing is gotta hav 100% concentration for the 200readings tml...
>.<
>>>WHO CARES....~<<<
Friday, June 8
Wednesday, June 6
Thursday, May 31
Tuesday, May 29
Monday, May 28
Tuesday, May 22
some server probs...cui...aniwae..i sent to myuk le...so u guys can either get it fr mi or her...but the file is kinda big...be prepared to wait...hehes
MAN u lost...sibei sians...season will be over once the champions league final is over...
HEYS GUYS ALERT....if u r interested in misc cheap items...do go to my link entitled "ALEXANDER THE WHITe"...he got lotsa stuff for sale...trustworthy guy...so dun worry bout gettin con...yeap...
kinda tired...think i go bac to slp...Ha...
Monday, May 14
finished this book...very satisfyin to read...and culdnt reali stop...very very addictive...the plot makes u so curious bout wats gona happen...
the whole story is bout genetics...it goes into the business aspect of genetic engineerin, the ethics and moral issues, and the possibilities that holds for genetic work in the future...
in the story...dere were 2 interestin chimera...chimera means a creature that is a combination of a human and an animal...
dave is a humanzee...can u guess wat he is...? chimpanzee + human...he has chimp outlook...a human face..can u imagine....he got the agility of a chimp...behaves like a chimp but can talk and think like a human...actually very similar to kid in the age between 5-6 years old..in the story..no one actually knew he was a humanzee when he wear a cap...
gerard is a parrot + human...he look totally like a parrot but he got the intelligence of a human...he tinks he is a human...so intellectually he IS a HUMAN...lols...lotsa jokes bout him in the story...
both of them were works of genetic...transgenic beings as they say...although it is still quite impossible for the current technologies to produce such beings...the story had articles that says such breakthrough is upon us in the near future...
of cos...with the existence of such creatures, other issues start poppin out...so it is up to the society to accept such phenomenons...
i reali like the articles, scientific journals and newspaper cuttings in the book...they were in the book to reinfore the facts that the author is portrayin...very enrichin...
the only down point of this book wuld hav to be the endin...din reali had a thorough endin for all the side stories....nonetheless...its still a thumbs up from mi...1!
=)
Sunday, May 13
gees...read this fr a source...jus feel like commentin on it...smt to ponder bout...
see anytin wrong with this post...?
my my...he is callin all professors doin genetic work UNETHICAl ppl...UNEThiCAL work tts wat he said...haiz...i do understan that this issue is like a bottomless pit...ppl questions the scientists & researchers bout usin foetus serum, bout usin stem cells and human testin...wat are the moral issues invlove here....?we can never stop and come to a conclusion....
ppl shares different views and opinion on this topic...and i support genectic work...tts my stand...its the way for us highly evoloved species to come up wif medical breakthroughs that can help to prolong sumone's life or make certain ppl's life more comfortable...DO NOT say its UNETHICAL in the name of god...its so so wrong...den in the first place u shuldnt even be studyin this particular course...dun participate if u dun even believe it can help...
in my opinion...i feel that humans are too evolved...too complex...we aint like our ancestors hu live to produce offsprings to carry on their generation...thats their purpose in life...live to breed...
we live to live longer....thats our aim of life...we live to lead a long and comfortable life....we think too much...we have too many desires...we came up with technologies...and all this contributed to wat we call genetic engineerin...
its the most impt thing in medical world rite now...the understandin of how gene work and isolatin it for commercial uses that can help lotsa patients around the world...
antibiotics we got from the docs...they exist bcos of genetic work...how many times hav u taken antibiotics to make urself feel better...?
think bout it...
if west ham goes down...tt wuld mean that lotsa quality players will be lookin to go to other club for top flight football...thus i m hopin manU will get to benefit if possible...
one week past is another week come...ehh...kinda crap..but u guys noe wat i meant...lols
tts all i guess...chiong chiong...!!
Saturday, May 12
Tuesday, May 8
was suppose to blog bout the chelsea vs arsenal game...but now its unnecessary as the game ended up a draw and that means MAN UNITED IS THE CHAMPION...!woohoo...!!
'next' recommended by kevin koo is provin to be a fantastic read...very enthrallin and captivating...lotsa knowledge regardin genetics can be found in the book...and my modules that i learnt is kinda makin sense now...it also shows the commercial side of biotechnolgy where all the money is...
alex (the gay) is tellin mi to fuck off the com...suppose to be doin our oc...
keep my hands off the com...!!
Saturday, May 5
hahas...sounded excited yea...? the truth is i m not...lols...words are so powerful...like the sayin goes...words can sometimes be more fatal den a gun...
yeap...thats one ting i learnt from the book...
a typical spy book...lotsa information on how spies operate and how they live their life as double agents...the story is set in the wwII era...and it talks bout the life of Eva Delectocskaya...an intelligent lady who had to replaced her dead brother's job as a spy....and on how she made an impact on the war...she was actually involved in this operation whereby they uses dubious information to thwart the americans' view on wwII and how she eventually succeeded in catalysin America's participation into the war...
the methods they used to release information through the media (newspaper, reports etc...) were incredible...and of cos they do get involve in mind games, gunfights and situations where a normal person wuld be unable to handle with...
and of cos...the main story here is still how Eva actually escaped from her superior, lover, teacher and confidant named Lucas Romer....a character which i personally liked and had double-crossed Eva...yeap...he is the BIG BAD GUY...at least the author saved some of Romer's pride in the end of the book by writin this, 'he died like a true English gentlemen....'
was a good read...had some interestin jokes in the book...it jus make mi laugh...for example...eva was tryin to find herself a new identity to get away from romer...thus she decicded to get married...to someone who was capable of gettin her out of the mess...and the way she chose her man was so...funny...wahhhahahs....!! go read it urself... =P
tada!
now on 'NExt"....damn interestin...so much links and relations to BIOTECHNOLOGY...YEA...the DREADED COURSE that i m currently studyin...!
was hopin that tis book will spark my passion for my course....
=))
Thursday, May 3
(feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold)
As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
[M.Shadows:]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know
They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!
nice song by Good Charlotte...been listenin to this song...very cleansin song indeed...lols...
on a book...'restless'...spy book...very nice...will be finishin it up soon to make way for kevin's recommended 'Next' written by the JUrassic Park author...will be writin a review on 'restless'...
stay tune...!
Wednesday, May 2
every match counts...every match will eventually lead to an incredible treble season...the last time they won the 99' treble, i bought the jersey....and this time i bought it before they win it...i seriously hope that they wun disappoint...
many might not noe...but i m one hardcore manU fan...jus like mAtthew...its all bout passion...and NO...! i DO NOT watch soccer cos i bet....the truth is i dun bet soccer...
soccer is such an intriguing sport....as it is well known for (those anti-soccerians) simply as a game where 22 men chases a ball...but for those passionate fans out dere....it means seein ur team leavin a legacy in the soccer world....and for those bet-ters...it might jus be ur bread and butter...
watchin a match can sometimes be so excitin...its so hard to put it in words...but the urge to shout and scold vulgarities when ur team scores comes so naturally and so immense...
my long term dream will be a trip to old trafford and experience a home game....wearin the devil's jersey and shout my lungs out with the man u supporters...wat a great feelin it will be...
crossin my fingers...!
Monday, April 23
Sunday, April 22
wasnt a slack week despite bein the first week...many work to be done which i have not touched yet...the most stressin has got to be fyp...had the first offical meetin wif dr liew, our fyp supervisor...and it lasted bout one and a half hour...lotsa things to be done...
thnkin bac to the days when i was still young..bein a scientist was somehow my ambition...and here i m on the path of being one (despite the fact that it is one hard path)...i realised that it not a easy task...so much things to consider...and so what if u made all the necessary conditions and precautions, things might still go wrong...thats the life of a scientist...expect the unexpected...
well...at least comparin to my itp days, i had more time to reali go out and chill...went out to club on fridae at mos...finally some chance to work on the moves...despite the lack of space...lols...its free entry that nite...duh...
din had many to go along as the rest of my clubbin khakis are in the camp...confined...lols..had elroy, doug(and his ger) and jl....wasnt fun with them as they got busy....lols...so gotta find my own company...at least to keep me busy for the rest of the nite...and it wasnt that bad...
last nite ended on a saddenin note...MAN u only managed a draw at home vs boro...and i duno wats wif boro...they always giv mi the creeps...always managin to stop our run every now and then...all i can do now is wish that jianming's trusted newcastle can beat the blues tonite to at least keep them at 4 points away fr us....
towards the end of a season...the last few games and wif all the knockout stages of the champions league in the way, and also the wembley fa cup final...i jus hope man u players can show their spirits and characters...and emerge on top at all 3 competitions...at least to show it to the critics that we are still a force to be reckon wif despite the last few seasons' lack lustre performance...
TREBLE....!!!!
may the force be with MAN UNITED....
Sunday, April 15
Wednesday, April 11
at lik hse now...jus came bac fr prata session...
so like usual we crapped while waitin for our orders...and i popped a qn to the 3 of them...
"wat is ur fav position..?"
well...for those readin...i bet u guys hav a series of ans zoomin pass ur mind rite now....and the types of ans u give determine the type of person u r...
for eg...chanz said... "hmm..i reali duno leh..."
lik said, "dun ask mi...i duno yet..." after ponderin...he said "forward."
i said..."i prefer the RM position..."
and ks..."i do not play soccer..."
so wat is ur ans?
^_^
Monday, April 9
my cyst problem is bac again!!...zZZ...its such a spoiler...totally ruined the whole itp period...tink i will hav to undergo another minor operation..and all the tormentin pain...damnEd...
sch gona start...and tt will mean a string of stuff waitin to be completed...been reali out of touch of sch life since the itp...duno if i will be able to take it...
so the theory of give and take...smt has to be taken away from u if u were given smt...i tink tts reali true...with efforts, its shown in the results...u will lose smt in ur life but gain smt unknowingly...its whether anot u will be able to notice their presence...and most of the time those who noticed, will eventually get happiness...
guess i haven notice anytin yet...shall end the post like how i started...
haiz...
>>>payback's bitch<<<
Friday, April 6
cant reali slp too late nowadays due to the bodyclock...work work...>.<
chanced upon smt jus now...and i tot i had been over with that...yet it still left mi clutchin my heart...disillusioned pain...but all i can do is wish for the best...wish that all will be well for u...
and can somebody tells mi wat is the diff between infactuation and love?
mus infactuation comes first before u fall in love or infactuation is nothin but fake...?
we infactuate...will it lead to love...?i never believe in love at first sight...
is infactuation the first step before fallin in love?
lotsa questions but no answers...
Monday, April 2
its both emotional and humorous exchangin our experiences on the way we deal with our parents and also wat kinda parents will we end up to be...it is true that parents are responsible for sculptin his or her kids' future...so the way u handle and discipline ur child does matters...
so much to ponder on...parenthood...lols...
i m driftin off to slp...ciAoz...
Friday, March 30
with the uncouth comes the vulgar.
adapting like a chameleon,
he is never seen in his rudimental.
complex reasons tell the tale,
yet simplexity roams in the midst.
who cares bout the details,
all will be lost in the twist.
twist of fate,
as the sayin goes.
what appears on the surface,
aint the same in the host.
mind is straight,
but the loins are tight.
which will triumph in the wake,
he will have to decide.
he shall stand tall in defeat,
and bow low to victory.
a true man should bear such feat,
in search of glory.
Monday, March 26
been reali busy...wif work and play...
doubt i will be tokin bout stuff since the start of march...u guys can go check out my buddys' blogs...they update regularly...lols...well...its mostly bout the 2 march babies' celebration...
shall tok more bout elroy's celebration as we had hell lotsa fun at lik hse...doin crazy shit...
lols...the rain games...disturbin the neighbourhood...identifyin still objects...admirin at lightning flashes...it felt so damn goood...to be wif this bunch of frenz...they make mi never wana grow up...wahhaahs...
ok...tt sound childish...well...jus relishin the fact tt the gang never seems to get tired of each other...we meet up almost every wkend...we do crazy things on a regular basis...n i never get tired of them...guess tts wat true frens are for...u jus never get bored...
itp is reali fun and enrichin...and i got myself a godmother...and a big family of frens which i will reali cherish even after my itp...they hav taught mi alot...stuff that cant be taught in the classrm...
guess tts bout it...its been reali stuffy these days...my dear frens do drink more water...
workin on a poem...will be up soon enough...! =)
Wednesday, February 28
had an adventurous ride wif dasao todae...lols...was goin to make a delivery to ACS independent sch...den i gotta help dasao wif directions to the sch...so i had a street directory in my hands and dasao on the wheels...so damn funny...due to my 'slowness' we actually missed 2 exits out from the highway...or it might b bcos of dasao fast drivin...lols...
so we kinda reached dere on time...but was given directions to the wrong staff room as apparently, they had a NEW staff room and an OLD one...so we were directed to the new one BUT the person waitin for us is at the OLD one...and it so happen tt the 2 places are so far apart...!
thus we were like travelin from one place to another....wif all the pots of plants...>.<
the most impt thing i learnt todae was to handle wif human beings...rangin from teachers, troublesome ppl, kids and occupied office ladies...
guess PR isnt reali an easy task...but tts the way of life i guess...gotta deal wif it...
YAWNs...ZZzzz
Tuesday, February 27
hav been reali involvin myself wif the plants and herbs todae since mornin...been harvestin and doin transplantin..very interestin stuff...was reali glad that there were so much hands on work to do around...at least it will helps in understandin of the plants...
it reali take some skill to help beautify plants...lols...will need time to learn how to do it better...well ..they are the beauticians for plants...they are the pros...
another great day...gotta work hard for my DIY hot composition project...hope at the end of the month, it will hav some terrific results...
guess tts it...gotta go record my log book...~
Monday, February 26
hahas...mayb abit exaggeratin...but still it was fabulous...
was dere early...and da sao the first person hu showed mi the ropes first...followed by ailing jie...she is such a joker...and den the spunky miaojun...and ahbeng...my senior who went bac there to work after he graduated...
brief description...dasao is freakin amiable person...she is so damn motherly...hahas...she made mi feel at home...and she can drive real good...woots...she kinda reminds mi of my mum...
ailing jie is damn joker...can u imagine an auntie who jokes like a teenager?!well..tts her...whahahas...but she is damn smart....dun let her auntie look fool u...got a son hu is jus as joker as her...hahahahs!!!
miaojun is a spunky 26 year old...(finally someone young)she was the first student to be attached to the place...she was fr np...and she has been dere since den...woots...very capable woman...definitely independent...can reali tok...even better den mi...hahahs...!!AND...she got a nice tattoo on her back....!
ahbeng...the quiet senior...lols...his name dun suit his personality...hahahs...i m more beng...he is smart...and helped mi cleared alot of doubts...
well..overall...they made mi felt very homely dere...reali lookin forward to the nxt few weeks...
first challenge will be comin soon...will hav to be the guide on thurs for a large grp of visitors...mus reali rmb everytin..and of cos the charisma mus be dere...!
when i got home....my heart sanked...cos 'kobe' greeted mi at the door...and i was like FUCK...!why is KOBE HeRE?
gess...but i return to normal when i saw its long tail...nope...tts not kobe...den my mum told mi that the neighbour's bro jus gave him 2 dogs and was askin us if we wan...my mum...of cos chose 'lucky'(apparently a very cliche name) cos HE LOOK SO MUCH LIKE KOBE EXCEPT FOR HIS LONG TAIL AND SHORTER EARS AND HIS GENTLE PERSONALITY....
so we had him till jus now...my sis went bac to ask some qn and we will decide again if we wan him...but trusts mi...he had captured most of our family heart...
another dog...he is a pure maltese...so much like kobe...geess...!so much memory...
Saturday, February 24
on a happy note, i finally got my MAN UNIted home jersey...its damn nice...took a pic...but lazy to upload...will get to see mi wear it soon...lols...thanks to ben and kevin(gay and stonefish) for accompanyin mi from queensway to peninsula plaza for the jersey...
gotta go dota...doubt i hav much time to game aniway...cya guys..!!
MAN UNITED TO WIN FULHAM TONITE....!!!! 9 points clear!!! bless them...
Tuesday, February 20
had a nice gatherin again at roy hse this year...but i guess luck wasnt on our gang side as more losses den wins...but still look forward to sat...!lols...
noe its kinda late...but jus wish the rest of the 19th feb babies a nice nice bdae...!!lol
go slp le...piggy year...SLP IS IMpT...!!
oink oink....~
Tuesday, February 13
removin stitches on fri...its so hard for mi to tok loudly,smile,laugh and eat the past few dyas...but i guess the days are only to get better from now on...oops...i should hurry bac to the dota game..the rest are still waitn...
lookin forward to CNy...
hav fun shoppin ppl...!! =))
Saturday, February 10
i jus finsihed the surgery...and the 8 STITCHES are KILLING mi,...!!!!!!ARGH....
every second is hell...i m like hyper now bcos of the pain that throbs from my chin...and the front jaw...
can see the stitches..the anaesthetic made my chin swell like fuck...its DAMN PAin...its indescrible...i m havin prob tryin to calm down..jus wana pen it down...the doc says it will cont for duno how long...and i even need slpin pills to help mi slp...GESS....duno how to get past the nxt few days..
every little noise wil make mi feel irritated...guess pain causes much undesirable effect...
well...the surgery was like nothin...the dentist and his assitant was more shocked den mi....
i only winced in pain during the drillin and was even tryin to cmmunicate wif them despite the anaesthetic...they told mi the last guy who went thru cyst removal...went out trembling...but the bottom line is the pain is still great no matter ur threshold is...
guess i shuld go and mediate to bring down the pain...hope that the painkiller can starts to come into effect...
ARHGHHGak dfngaksfdgasDFGASDHGjasdfghas
Wednesday, February 7
woke up at the sound of my alarm ard 845...den after washin up and readin the news...i chionged down to the dentist...lols...told him bout the toothache and he FINALLY took an xray...
already told him the last time to take it...cos i felt that the pain was reali more serious den he thought...but he keep sayin take the medication first and stuff blah blah...so we took a look at the xray...and he told mi there might be a cyst under my gum affectin the root of my tooth...so he carried on and on...and explainin in layman term bout autospy and stuff...though i understood perfectly well...lols...
so he advised mi to hav a sugery asap to get rid of the cyst...oh well...he explained that all they need to do is to cut open my chin and remove the cyst by scrappin...woo...and he made it sound so simple..!hahas...bet all the docs in the world do the same thing...
cant believe my first surgery done on mi is actually gona be on my gums...thought that it might be like knees, ankles and all the other parts of the limbs...lols...guess life is unpredictable...
so i went home after tt and felt so motivated to do the maJOR MAKEOVER TO MY ROOM....thus i spent like 2hrs to clean, move,sweep,think, sneeze and many things...AHHAS...and now mY room lOOKS DIFFERENT...!hahs...
now can reali relax...n then heads to shoppin wif chan later in the afternn...go slack liao...
Tuesday, February 6
well...went to sakura at science center to hav a big big meal with the guys...!!!crapped alot and walked alot...hahahas...kinda lost our way...
one of the qn todae was...describe the 3 stages of child labour....welll..i din study tt part and most of the guys din..so we had a amusin discussion bout this after the paper...
kevin was like sayin...first stage...mother scream....2nd stage doctor scream...3rd stage baby scream...hahahas...and i tink its very tRUE...!!!though it wasnt the model ans...had a great laugh bout this...
aniwae..hope to spring clean my room tml...and i m already thinkin of a new layout...and will be goin shoppin wif chanz...hope to get some nice shirts for CNY...
BUT...gotta go bac to my dentist first thing in the mornin...zzzZ...the toothache is bac...reali hope to settle everytin before NXT WEeK....!!!
wish me luck...
Monday, February 5
last paper is tml...but the holiday mood is already in the air for me...
jus hope that i will pass the sem unscathed...!!
gotta do a major makeover for my room..it has been in a terrible condition for quite some time...lotsa rubbish to clean...!!!
guess tts it for now...ANP HERE I COME...!(hope it sounded enthusiastic...)
signin off...!
Monday, January 29
Thursday, January 25
bet some of you guys hav already caught the show 'Eragon' and this book is the sequel to that show...and i had a hard time gettin the book as it was kinda new...published on 2005...credits to sherwyn for lendin it to mi...!
well...a brief history on the trilogy...
the first book 'Eragon' was written by the author when he was 15...and it was first published when he was in college...it took a long time for him to refine his plot and manuscript...and by sheer luck, he was able to publish his book...'eldest' was completed jus recently...2years ago...and the last of the trilogy is on its way to the shelves...its a much anticipated book for all the fantasy fans out dere...
honestly speakin...fantasy genre aint reali my type...except for major works such as LOTR...but this trilogy on the mythical dragon riders caught my attention when i saw the cover of the first book...a blue dragon named saphira...and the second book, a red dragon called thorn...
i stayed up late last nite to complete the book and it wasnt that hard as the endin of the book was grippin my nerves...din reali feel any fatigue despite readin into the wee hours...the endin was comparable to LOTR where a great battle between the different races commenced...(LOTR still remains as my fav though...)
the book started off by depicting eragon embarkin on a journey to the elves homeland to learn his trade as a rider...as elves' knowledge on magic is the greatest among the other races and they were the pioneers that intiated the bonds between dragons and riders...
the whole book is so interestin due to the many dilemma encountered by the different races and individuals that it makes you wana continue readin...insights to all this i suggest you guys to read the book...
for those hu is interested in readin the book, do not continue on readin this post...cos i will be revealin some of the twists in the story from here onwards...
one of the twists in the story which i personally love was that throughout the whole series, it was made clear that no riders survived after the invasion by galbotorix except for galbotorix himself wif shruikan his black dragon...eragon a newfound rider with saphira a blue female dragon...and brom whose dragon was murdered durin the years of the invasion...and he eventually died in the first book...thus there were no other riders other then this 2...but...dere was one elf rider who appeared in the 2nd book...and he, oromis, had a magnificient male golden dragon named Glaedr...and oromis was the one whom will tutor and guide eragon as a new rider passin down all the knowledge and skill needed to be a great rider...an interestin fact bout oromis was his nickname...'the crippled who is whole'...go figure this one yourself...
another twist was that the 2 eggs that galbotorix had, one hatched into saphira upon eragon's touch...another remained unhatched...and i personally thought tt it wuld only hatch in the third book...but to my surprise, it hatched into Thorn the red male dragon on the cover...i wuld not divulge who thorn's rider is and that is the twist of all twists in this book...thus, i shadnt reveal more...
and of course like any other fantasy authors, paolini also instilled certain situations in the book to depict stuff that are certainly happenin to us in the reality...such as a conversation between eragon and oromis after eragon's daily lesson...the whole argument was bout 3-4 pages long...so i will shorten to the best i can...
eragon presented himself to oromis, "master, it struck me last night that neither you nor the hundreds of elven scrolls i've read mentioned your religion. what do you elves believe in? "
"we believe that the world behaves according to certain inviolable rules and that, by persistent effort, we can discover those rules and use them to predict events when circumstances repeat."
eragon blinked and asked, "but what or who do you worship?
"nothin"
"you worship the concept of nothing?"
"no eragon. we do not worship at all..."
(after a whole page of describing how confused and bewildered eragon felt) he ask,
"where do you think the world came from then, if it wasnt created by the gods?"
oromis replied, "i would not necessary agree with you. but as that may, i canot prove that gods do not exist. nor can i prove that the world and everytin in it was not created by an entity or entities in the distant past. but i can tell you that in the millennia we elves hav studied nature, we hav never witnessed an instance where the rules that govern the world have been broken. that is, we have never seen a miracle. many events have defied our ability to explain, but we are convinced that we failed because we are still woefully ignorant bout the universe and not because a deity altered the workings of nature."
"a god wouldnt have to alter nature to accomplish his will" asserted eragon, "he could do it within the system that already exists....he could use magic to affect events..."
oromis smiled, "very true. but ask yourself this, eragon. if god ever exist, hav they been good custodians of Alagaesia? death, sickness,poverty,tyranny and countless other miseries stalk the land. if this is the handiwork of divine beings, then they are to be rebelled against and overthrown, not given obeisance, obedience and reverance."
"but the dwarves believes---"
"exactly! the dwarves believes. when it comes to certain matters, they rely upon faith rather than reason. they have even been known to ignore proven facts that contradict their dogma..."
and the whole conversation goes on makin such an impact on eragon that he went several days tinkin that his master had upturned whatever he had believed in since he was young.
though his master's advise to him was..."depend on yourself watever comes...that makes us more responsible to our actions and not blame it on some gods that we believed in..."
very interestin perspective of paolini to convey this message in his book...of cos i do not hundred percent agree...but still...worth bringin it up... =)
had a great time readin this book and i cant wait for the last volume of this inheritance trilogy...
signin off...~
Wednesday, January 24
a body ever so charmin might jus be a shell for a wretched soul...be wary...it scares the hell out of me to know existence of such humans...
its been said humans are the only creatures that attack their own kind...i find that amusingly true yet deeply depressed at the same time...
this issue has seldom been brought up...greatly due to the fact that humans would not criticise themselves...they would rather bring attention to unimportant things...
for you guys out dere...you mus be wondering why am i speakin in context of a third party...
well...its bcos i hav been immersin myself with fantasy books...and humans have always been regarded as vile and definitely a race that tends to displace people's trust...
i will be postin much more regardin thoughts that i hav generated from readin christopher paolini sequel to 'eragon', entitled 'eldest'
a long time since i had a book review up on my blog...hahhas...guess it will be up in the near future...like a day..?
haas...
Wednesday, January 17
heart of a desolate
emptied by countless echoes...
philandering with music
to appease zillion wrong notes...
captivating composition once dere
now replaced with dull serenity...
languishing for long gone pieces
he can only yearn...
desires to strum the strings
hit the keys...
yet nothin were heard
nothin's left but silent symphony...
Tuesday, January 16
celebrated shiyun bdae on sunday...went ard town to find a nice place to eat...and we ended up in MOF...lols...went to kbox after tt and had a serendipity with the lady at the counter...she is so CUTE...so we kinda sang our hearts out till bout 4...before CABbed to home sweet home...
i was still awake ard 5...i kinda foresee that i wun be able to wake up for sch...so i msged kevin...lols...so i woke up real late and i jus spent my monday afternn doin senseless stuff instead of studyin for met bio....>.<
tml will be metbio...and i aint prepared for it...and i m waitin for the dota game to start...i m such a sinner....i realised its been a long long time...seems like light years tt i hav come up wif a poem...i promise i will soon start excitin my brain juices to work out one...
anyway...for ppl cravin for interestin reads...one of my buddies lik a.k.a lyarn (as known on my tagboard) has started writin his very own novel series entitled WWJD episodes...u guys can click at the link 'lik' on the right side of the page to enjoy his works...i guarantee you tt u wun be disappointed...do post comments on his works as it willl be greatly appreciated by him...
well...tts all i guess...i gotta rush for my game...cya guys...~
Sunday, January 7
well..the bounto war jus ended...and this epi is kinda like a buff epi to bring the whole show into the right track for the nxt epi...drawings were definitely better tis epi n hope it continues on...
losta interestin sentences this epi...reali makes one ponder bout them....such as..
does history repeat or is it a line extendin forward...?
revolving fate...do we break out from the circle or resign ourselves to fate...?
if fate is a wheel, we are the cogs that drive it...
well...tag bout ur thoughts on these 3 sentences...!!
>>>cRueliTy bRIngs ouT comPASSIOn<<<
Saturday, January 6
jus got bac fr tzeyang's bdae party after my work...its a simple affair...beside the esplanade wif a cpuple of liquour....namely scotch and chivas....i jus got home...kinda marboh...lol
still feelin the effects from the alcohol feelin kinda heavy...
but i guess i can still take it since i can still type this entry...although i m tryin hard to correct any typo...
well...we kinda had a cool encounter wif a couple...lols..
they were givin us a good show...wahahas...the suntec colleagues wuld understan...
ohya...i forgot...this party was celebrated wif the rest of the suntec colleagues...damn fun...i guess cavan must hav went buang after he went off alone...
since he lived in clementi....no one were able to make sure he is home safe...jus hope god bless him....lols...tobey, elroy, cavan and bolin all tried to make tzeyang marboh on his 18th bdae...and i guess we succeeded...lols....he vomitted twice...~~
lols...once beside the river and once at the hawker centre beside DXo....tink we were the better drinker...
most culdnt drink much....
well...guess the water is hot now...jus wana go for my hot water bath...lols..
AND SLP...!!! tired..cya guys!!
BUANG....~
Friday, January 5
last week of the holidays...have been chiongin work between suntec and MOF...recently more at MOF...last day of work todae for hols...gotta take a break and catch up on my assignments and sch work...
MOF...chan's cousin restaurant...japanese restaurant...Ministry of Food...jus behind secret recipe at Centerstage in Marina Sq...dessserts dere are reali good...
most ppl started sch....and as usual i always hav tt time lag when sch starts again...will be laggin in everytin...and the bad thing is tt exams are jus 3wks after the sch reopenin...wats botherin mi aint jus exams...lotsa activities too...Haiz...
well at least sumting good to report...i slepT for the longest time at home last night...wOOO...
been ages since i done tt.... =)
sHIt...i'm late...cya guys when sch reopens...!!!
enjoy the hols whilst it last..!!
Monday, January 1
well..this countdown is definitely full of alcohols and crap...hahas...
had dinner at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant...den moved from one side of clark quay to another where we had a couple of house pours at bungee bar...n Geees....there was this waitress who is damn chio...sharp features...killer look...>.<
too bad we din stay for long...took a cab down to dempsey road to elroy's workplace for wine...wine company...tts the name of the place...very desolated place...but nice ambience...opened 2 bottles of white wine...a couple of heineken, b-52, black label for countdown..n more heineken at shiyun's workplace down the road...Oosh...tts the name of her workplace...a freakin high end fine dining place...
we had the countdown at wine company...n i downed 4 shots of black label after the clock strikes 12....each representin my new year resolutions which i shall not disclose...lols
guess it was a fruitful trip dere for mi definitely...drank alot...tok alot...after which is to sher hse...play cards, drank sumore...
n eventually elroy doug n i cui-ed on the bed while the rest left in the mornin...we were down all the way till 4...n jus got home...hahas...
might get to drink again tonite...soccer tonite...still decidin whose hse to go...guess i shuld go get sum slp to make sure i will stay awake tonite...ciaos...
HAPPY NEW YEAR....!! =))
Friday, December 22
Hmm...where do i start...
ADD was way cool...chris is an absolutely crazy emcee...real humorous and he reminds mi of gurmit...wahhas...had fun wif the seniors after tt in kbox and i went home in the mornin cos got a suntec soccer trng in boon keng...
and the rain is pourin n pourin but we still went on wif the soccer scrimmage...had fun...but felt sick...cos of the stupid weather...>.<
vintage at attica was next...and it is still raining...kinda dampened our mood...and as usual the r&b floor is damn crowded and the underaged guys reali deserve to get beaten up man...
a SHOUT OUT to all male first timers in the club...
PLEASE DO NOT COME ONTO THE DANCE FLOOR IF U JUS WANA OGLE AT GIRLS...PLEASE GET UR ASSES OUT SO PEOPLE CAN DANCE...!!!
was so damn fcked up wif those ppl tt we went down to the trance area where not a single bunch of ppl is utilisin the floor...so we had a couple of drink n i did a solo...at least i managed to get some ppl to dance dere after tt...
oh..n we saw paul...if u r wonderin wich paul...its twohill...wahahas...he sucKs...
prata and a trip home for stuff...tired n sick...
matt hse was nxt the moment i woke up...and dee's chalet came along...
night in the museum was a FREAkiN Nice show...we laughed till we squirmed...WAHAHS...
kinda lazy to elaborate...go watch it for urself...!!
SHER hse was nxt...we dranked and ate like crazy...we had vodka...Alizee cognac...sparklin for start...lols...RICHARd the beST drinker of the night...!!despite the fact he puked Like shit in the toilet in the early mornin...whahahs
these the pics...bUaNG...~


n i m home now...n leavin soon for suntec soccer...lols...the sun is out...tts great news...
well to sum it up..i haven spend 24hrs at home altogether since mondae? i guess...
well...an early meRRy christmas to all u guys out dere...n happy new year..! =))
Friday, December 15
2nd in the intercons...
doesnt sound so bad eh...?
but it still is a prick in the heart....
y....?
team spirit wasnt dere for the WHOLE team...for those hu came n for those didnt...
disappointed...?of cos...since i captained the team to 2nd...when the expectations was to retain the title...
but still...lost to a worthy opponent...5points...
guess we will try again the nxt year....never to give up...
GREAT job to all the CLS INTERCONS PLAYERS n OF COS OUR BELOVED SENIORS hu CAME DOWN No MAtter What happens...THANK YOU GUYS...!
without u guys....we wuldnt have gotten this far...
in a couple of months...u guys will be leavin us...i wuld like to dedicate this post to all of u guys out dere...namely...
Tzehao
Qinzhen
Tat Siong
Benjamin
ANdrew
Shuting
YenWei
JAsmine
Xueting
JunXiang
Weijian
Marlon
Nasir
.
.
.
.
.
well...its a long long list...for those whose names arent mentioned....thank you guys too...will miss ya guys!
Tuesday, December 12
we proceeded to the finals after todae's match VS MM...tough fight...as usual, gary dazzlin on the court helpin MM for a spot in the finals...but we prevailed...once again....reali hope to get it one more time n get a double...hopefully a treble to end my sch life in sp... =)
sadly, capt ball team crashed out to SMA...was played concurrently wif my match so culdnt watch...heard that lotsa biased calls and other stuff caused the defeat...thus, with soccer team not bein able to get into the semis...the shield kinda no hope liaos... =(
>>>hope glitterin in the midst of troubles<<<
Sunday, December 10
Wednesday, December 6
Thursday, November 30
its late...just got to andy hse...went for a movie wif the TH guys at cine after i went home fr the SPSU match...SHagged...slpin real soon...
whole day started wif mi troubling over my event n the SPSU match...in the end the event went smoothly...n we won the match...so i guess...All well that enDs weLL...
so now 3 down, MIT, CADC & SPSU...left BE to decide if we get top of the grp...guess we played overall ok for the last 3 matches...todae's match was the best performance esp def...well...considerin we only hav 7 players...still duno how to gauge my own performance...hopefully its ok...since u cant judge it on ur own...jus hope that i will be able to lead the team to the top one more timne this year regardless of the obstacles in the way...oso gd luck to capt ball team and soccer team....
reali had a strg feelin that we might get to keep the shield after all...=)
jiayou le...
>>>sTIll nEEd tHe tOUch oF tHe aNGEl...<<<
Tuesday, November 21
step up is a cool show...the usual love story between 2 dance partners hu happened to get a chance to come tgt and came up wif a routine mixing hip hop and contemporary...
got all hyped up after the show though its late...and the unluckiest thing happened to elroy...shadnt say too much...but i m prayin for elroy to submit his assignments and floorplans on time and oso death shall fall on the one hu took his bag...
well...the rest of the guys are all FREE...they r back to the old days...stayin out n partyin... >.< kinda weird for mi...hard to stay focus at work too...since they are all enjoyin and stuff...AHhhhhhh....n i still hav a few more torturous wks b4 my hols...
troubles seem to snowball...i reali hope to pass these few weeks smoothly...bless my events...bless my life...
>>>saTuRaTIon PoiNt...<<<
Friday, November 17
felt the strain in the nerve...
felt the slag in the brain...
felt the pieces of yesterday recoiling...
will it ever ends...?
chose to walk away...
chose to be undermined...
chose to disappear...
chose to forsake...
but is it a wrong choice...?
>>>someTImes u jUs hAv to waLk away...<<<
Sunday, November 12
post some videos of bball...gotta tok bout myfav player of all times, kobe bryant...so much had been said bout him being a selfish player, not a team player...but still...he had won many fans' heart around the globe...look at this video n u wil noe y...
another video below which shows the best NBA dunks and alley oops of all times...look at drexler's glidin dunks and lotsa freakin cool ones...though i dun reali agree that the top 2 alley oops shuld be THAT 2...judge by urself ba!!
Monday, November 6

















WOOOOOooooooooo....had fun ystd n todae...lols..
went to newater wif the class for a tour den went to hav steamboat for ptn...dr cui aka benzene ring went too...reali reali had lotsa fun...took lots of pics too...
went to jiayi hse after that...to add extra happiness to the day, chelsea crashed out under spurs feet...!! tt meant mAN u are on top wif 3 points apart..hehes...
kinda lazy to blog...guess will jus let the photos do the talkin...!
Wednesday, November 1
i m gona be complainin this whole post...so ppl...bear wiF iT...~
firstly...i think God is reali tryin to prevent CLS bball team from playin ball...it freakin rain on the 2 occasions that we are playin...one a friendly and another is todae...>.< so turn off...well...i played ball in sch aniwae...realy wana win it again tis year...might hav a greater sense saftisfaction tis year since all of the teams are strong...
next my events are kinda like pushin n pushin bac...and i m reali fed up wif tt...sch system sucks...aniwae...i m suppose to hav my league last sem...BUT mr ho pushed it away to this sem...reali havin a hard time...
AND todae's metbio is A TOTAL KILLER...IT IS REALI DAMN HARD....sians...dun wana elaborate more...shAggEd...
guess jiayi's nick sums up everytin...'HARD WORK DONT PAY OFF T_T'
>>>unfaiR bUT bEAR wiF iT...<<<