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Thursday, June 14

wOOOOAhhh....

SHIOK...tonite at MOS was one of the best nite i ever had...totally roCKS...

din regret not goin to zouk... =))

main floor was mambo whole nite long and it was marvelous...we were totally spent...

DANCE,daNCe and DAnce...

first smoove, retro den mambo...

jumped around the rooms...had a couple of beer and chilled at a corner crisp walkin...woohoo...its real cool...

after that went to had dessert at coffee club...yea....mudpies and coffee sum the nite up...

and the caffeine still circulatin in my blood vessels...i can feel it...

good thing is can wake up late tml for fyp...bad thing is gotta hav 100% concentration for the 200readings tml...

>.<

>>>WHO CARES....~<<<

Friday, June 8

AH...!!!finalii got to noe the right word for 'trance stepin'..ITS CALL

CRISP WALKIN'

here is a video of it...oWNED...!!!!



will be learnin it after i get the hang of my glides and floats... =))

Wednesday, June 6

AHhhh...cant concentrate...bish ba boom...tests are killin mi...

a few more days to hols...no mood for hols too...diminished by FYP...imaginin havin to go bac to sch EVERYday...WOOO...yEA..!

>.<

>>>misconceptions...<<<

Thursday, May 31

jus got bac fr MOS...PACKED...

aniwae had fun wif the guys...

sparked off a slight interest for trance steppin...duno wats the official term for tt kinda dancin...

but its nice...

aniwae...MAN UNITED GOT WONDERKID NANI...!!

now we have 2 portugese wingers on each side...

woots..!!

Tuesday, May 29

yui's songs are nice...!

here to support chan's fav jap singer...!!

hahas...

>>>FROM ME TO YOU<<<

Monday, May 28

zZzZ

life's been prison break, nba, fyp, sch,readin,nights out...

hard to get myself into the mood to study...despite the fact tml is plant biotech test...ugh...

well..jus bloggin to prevent any cobwebs...

>.<

>>>losin the grip<<<

Tuesday, May 22

sians...i CANT UPLOAD the sRRR pics to blogger...zzzZ

some server probs...cui...aniwae..i sent to myuk le...so u guys can either get it fr mi or her...but the file is kinda big...be prepared to wait...hehes

MAN u lost...sibei sians...season will be over once the champions league final is over...

HEYS GUYS ALERT....if u r interested in misc cheap items...do go to my link entitled "ALEXANDER THE WHITe"...he got lotsa stuff for sale...trustworthy guy...so dun worry bout gettin con...yeap...

kinda tired...think i go bac to slp...Ha...

Monday, May 14

"NEXT"'s book REVIEW...!!!

finished this book...very satisfyin to read...and culdnt reali stop...very very addictive...the plot makes u so curious bout wats gona happen...

the whole story is bout genetics...it goes into the business aspect of genetic engineerin, the ethics and moral issues, and the possibilities that holds for genetic work in the future...

in the story...dere were 2 interestin chimera...chimera means a creature that is a combination of a human and an animal...

dave is a humanzee...can u guess wat he is...? chimpanzee + human...he has chimp outlook...a human face..can u imagine....he got the agility of a chimp...behaves like a chimp but can talk and think like a human...actually very similar to kid in the age between 5-6 years old..in the story..no one actually knew he was a humanzee when he wear a cap...

gerard is a parrot + human...he look totally like a parrot but he got the intelligence of a human...he tinks he is a human...so intellectually he IS a HUMAN...lols...lotsa jokes bout him in the story...

both of them were works of genetic...transgenic beings as they say...although it is still quite impossible for the current technologies to produce such beings...the story had articles that says such breakthrough is upon us in the near future...

of cos...with the existence of such creatures, other issues start poppin out...so it is up to the society to accept such phenomenons...

i reali like the articles, scientific journals and newspaper cuttings in the book...they were in the book to reinfore the facts that the author is portrayin...very enrichin...

the only down point of this book wuld hav to be the endin...din reali had a thorough endin for all the side stories....nonetheless...its still a thumbs up from mi...1!

=)

Sunday, May 13

"Currently studying in an unethical profession, creating mutants in the laboratories. However, my main goal is not to make mutants that can fight bad people, but to shout GOD's fame wherever I am."

gees...read this fr a source...jus feel like commentin on it...smt to ponder bout...

see anytin wrong with this post...?

my my...he is callin all professors doin genetic work UNETHICAl ppl...UNEThiCAL work tts wat he said...haiz...i do understan that this issue is like a bottomless pit...ppl questions the scientists & researchers bout usin foetus serum, bout usin stem cells and human testin...wat are the moral issues invlove here....?we can never stop and come to a conclusion....

ppl shares different views and opinion on this topic...and i support genectic work...tts my stand...its the way for us highly evoloved species to come up wif medical breakthroughs that can help to prolong sumone's life or make certain ppl's life more comfortable...DO NOT say its UNETHICAL in the name of god...its so so wrong...den in the first place u shuldnt even be studyin this particular course...dun participate if u dun even believe it can help...

in my opinion...i feel that humans are too evolved...too complex...we aint like our ancestors hu live to produce offsprings to carry on their generation...thats their purpose in life...live to breed...

we live to live longer....thats our aim of life...we live to lead a long and comfortable life....we think too much...we have too many desires...we came up with technologies...and all this contributed to wat we call genetic engineerin...

its the most impt thing in medical world rite now...the understandin of how gene work and isolatin it for commercial uses that can help lotsa patients around the world...

antibiotics we got from the docs...they exist bcos of genetic work...how many times hav u taken antibiotics to make urself feel better...?

think bout it...
later tonite will be the last game of this season's epl...time flies...i can still rmb manu first game vs fulham...thrashin...and now...they are the newly crowned champion...but tonite its not bout them...its bout the relegation battle...between wigan, west ham and sheffield...gona be interestin...personally i wuld wan wigan to stay top but its gona be hard...they are in quite a situation...

if west ham goes down...tt wuld mean that lotsa quality players will be lookin to go to other club for top flight football...thus i m hopin manU will get to benefit if possible...

one week past is another week come...ehh...kinda crap..but u guys noe wat i meant...lols

tts all i guess...chiong chiong...!!

Saturday, May 12

now...wanted to say smt...but...my brain is kinded clouded rite now...

goin out later wif the guys...hopefully...get some fun and momentarily enjoy this particular sat nite...

nothin much...

in my brain rite now...

dead man walkin...

song for a lady...

Tuesday, May 8

blogger is preventin mi from posting at home...some server problems...so i m now in sch writin a post that was suppose to be up here a few days back...

was suppose to blog bout the chelsea vs arsenal game...but now its unnecessary as the game ended up a draw and that means MAN UNITED IS THE CHAMPION...!woohoo...!!

'next' recommended by kevin koo is provin to be a fantastic read...very enthrallin and captivating...lotsa knowledge regardin genetics can be found in the book...and my modules that i learnt is kinda makin sense now...it also shows the commercial side of biotechnolgy where all the money is...

alex (the gay) is tellin mi to fuck off the com...suppose to be doin our oc...

keep my hands off the com...!!

Saturday, May 5

REVIEW for 'REstLESs'...!!!

hahas...sounded excited yea...? the truth is i m not...lols...words are so powerful...like the sayin goes...words can sometimes be more fatal den a gun...

yeap...thats one ting i learnt from the book...

a typical spy book...lotsa information on how spies operate and how they live their life as double agents...the story is set in the wwII era...and it talks bout the life of Eva Delectocskaya...an intelligent lady who had to replaced her dead brother's job as a spy....and on how she made an impact on the war...she was actually involved in this operation whereby they uses dubious information to thwart the americans' view on wwII and how she eventually succeeded in catalysin America's participation into the war...

the methods they used to release information through the media (newspaper, reports etc...) were incredible...and of cos they do get involve in mind games, gunfights and situations where a normal person wuld be unable to handle with...

and of cos...the main story here is still how Eva actually escaped from her superior, lover, teacher and confidant named Lucas Romer....a character which i personally liked and had double-crossed Eva...yeap...he is the BIG BAD GUY...at least the author saved some of Romer's pride in the end of the book by writin this, 'he died like a true English gentlemen....'

was a good read...had some interestin jokes in the book...it jus make mi laugh...for example...eva was tryin to find herself a new identity to get away from romer...thus she decicded to get married...to someone who was capable of gettin her out of the mess...and the way she chose her man was so...funny...wahhhahahs....!! go read it urself... =P

tada!

now on 'NExt"....damn interestin...so much links and relations to BIOTECHNOLOGY...YEA...the DREADED COURSE that i m currently studyin...!

was hopin that tis book will spark my passion for my course....

=))

Thursday, May 3

"The River"
(feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold)

As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

[M.Shadows:]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know

They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!

nice song by Good Charlotte...been listenin to this song...very cleansin song indeed...lols...

on a book...'restless'...spy book...very nice...will be finishin it up soon to make way for kevin's recommended 'Next' written by the JUrassic Park author...will be writin a review on 'restless'...

stay tune...!
yea...we scREWED up bAD...

zzZZZzz...

Wednesday, May 2

back to blog again...three weeks into the sem...still cant get myself into the study mood...its all bcos of the heat from Champion league, epl and fa cup...YEA...MAN U involved in all 3....its makin mi so damn nervous....

every match counts...every match will eventually lead to an incredible treble season...the last time they won the 99' treble, i bought the jersey....and this time i bought it before they win it...i seriously hope that they wun disappoint...

many might not noe...but i m one hardcore manU fan...jus like mAtthew...its all bout passion...and NO...! i DO NOT watch soccer cos i bet....the truth is i dun bet soccer...

soccer is such an intriguing sport....as it is well known for (those anti-soccerians) simply as a game where 22 men chases a ball...but for those passionate fans out dere....it means seein ur team leavin a legacy in the soccer world....and for those bet-ters...it might jus be ur bread and butter...

watchin a match can sometimes be so excitin...its so hard to put it in words...but the urge to shout and scold vulgarities when ur team scores comes so naturally and so immense...

my long term dream will be a trip to old trafford and experience a home game....wearin the devil's jersey and shout my lungs out with the man u supporters...wat a great feelin it will be...

crossin my fingers...!

Monday, April 23

one of the nicest scenery pic i took
jianming BLACK WHITE
ben emo-ing
nice rooftop view
F1 car made fr lego
my die hard buddies
nice car at jalan kayu...evo
thats ben emo again...
nice cloud formation
candid
accessories
red wine
MAN UNITED CREST
at garden's coffee beans
gays....
damn realistic figurine
predator...! woots
LOTR's
sauron

was sortin out the pics in my phone...decided to upload here...in case i lost these pics...lols...

Sunday, April 22

first week of the sem...still tryin to be focused in studies...but many other things started to kick in that made it hard to be focused...

wasnt a slack week despite bein the first week...many work to be done which i have not touched yet...the most stressin has got to be fyp...had the first offical meetin wif dr liew, our fyp supervisor...and it lasted bout one and a half hour...lotsa things to be done...

thnkin bac to the days when i was still young..bein a scientist was somehow my ambition...and here i m on the path of being one (despite the fact that it is one hard path)...i realised that it not a easy task...so much things to consider...and so what if u made all the necessary conditions and precautions, things might still go wrong...thats the life of a scientist...expect the unexpected...

well...at least comparin to my itp days, i had more time to reali go out and chill...went out to club on fridae at mos...finally some chance to work on the moves...despite the lack of space...lols...its free entry that nite...duh...

din had many to go along as the rest of my clubbin khakis are in the camp...confined...lols..had elroy, doug(and his ger) and jl....wasnt fun with them as they got busy....lols...so gotta find my own company...at least to keep me busy for the rest of the nite...and it wasnt that bad...

last nite ended on a saddenin note...MAN u only managed a draw at home vs boro...and i duno wats wif boro...they always giv mi the creeps...always managin to stop our run every now and then...all i can do now is wish that jianming's trusted newcastle can beat the blues tonite to at least keep them at 4 points away fr us....

towards the end of a season...the last few games and wif all the knockout stages of the champions league in the way, and also the wembley fa cup final...i jus hope man u players can show their spirits and characters...and emerge on top at all 3 competitions...at least to show it to the critics that we are still a force to be reckon wif despite the last few seasons' lack lustre performance...

TREBLE....!!!!

may the force be with MAN UNITED....

Sunday, April 15

tml marks the start of year3 in sp...time flies...jus got home fr shoppin wif the gang...had a very very long sharin session bout each of our itp...lols....had fun but tirin...

hope we shall start off every thing on a happy note and likewise at the end of the sem...

=))

Wednesday, April 11

good mornin peeps...very early greetin...!

at lik hse now...jus came bac fr prata session...

so like usual we crapped while waitin for our orders...and i popped a qn to the 3 of them...

"wat is ur fav position..?"

well...for those readin...i bet u guys hav a series of ans zoomin pass ur mind rite now....and the types of ans u give determine the type of person u r...

for eg...chanz said... "hmm..i reali duno leh..."

lik said, "dun ask mi...i duno yet..." after ponderin...he said "forward."

i said..."i prefer the RM position..."

and ks..."i do not play soccer..."

so wat is ur ans?

^_^

Monday, April 9

haiz....the beautiful itp period is gona be over soon....and i've always know that dere aint free lunches in this world...smt has to be sacrifice in return for the wonderful time i had in the last 2 months...

my cyst problem is bac again!!...zZZ...its such a spoiler...totally ruined the whole itp period...tink i will hav to undergo another minor operation..and all the tormentin pain...damnEd...

sch gona start...and tt will mean a string of stuff waitin to be completed...been reali out of touch of sch life since the itp...duno if i will be able to take it...

so the theory of give and take...smt has to be taken away from u if u were given smt...i tink tts reali true...with efforts, its shown in the results...u will lose smt in ur life but gain smt unknowingly...its whether anot u will be able to notice their presence...and most of the time those who noticed, will eventually get happiness...

guess i haven notice anytin yet...shall end the post like how i started...

haiz...

>>>payback's bitch<<<

Friday, April 6

yea...i noe...its early...and i m bloggin...

cant reali slp too late nowadays due to the bodyclock...work work...>.<

chanced upon smt jus now...and i tot i had been over with that...yet it still left mi clutchin my heart...disillusioned pain...but all i can do is wish for the best...wish that all will be well for u...

and can somebody tells mi wat is the diff between infactuation and love?

mus infactuation comes first before u fall in love or infactuation is nothin but fake...?

we infactuate...will it lead to love...?i never believe in love at first sight...

is infactuation the first step before fallin in love?

lotsa questions but no answers...

Monday, April 2

haIZ...met with a tumbling rock on my course of plan todae...

ponderin on whether anot i should go forward with the plan...

feels real bad to be in a dilemma...

bLAH....

>.<
had an enrichin session with the guys at Island Creamy todae...tok bout lotsa stuff...from stuff that were talked b4 and stuff that we din touch on b4...like parenthood....

its both emotional and humorous exchangin our experiences on the way we deal with our parents and also wat kinda parents will we end up to be...it is true that parents are responsible for sculptin his or her kids' future...so the way u handle and discipline ur child does matters...

so much to ponder on...parenthood...lols...

i m driftin off to slp...ciAoz...

Friday, March 30

with a lady comes a gentleman,
with the uncouth comes the vulgar.
adapting like a chameleon,
he is never seen in his rudimental.

complex reasons tell the tale,
yet simplexity roams in the midst.
who cares bout the details,
all will be lost in the twist.

twist of fate,
as the sayin goes.
what appears on the surface,
aint the same in the host.

mind is straight,
but the loins are tight.
which will triumph in the wake,
he will have to decide.

he shall stand tall in defeat,
and bow low to victory.
a true man should bear such feat,
in search of glory.

Monday, March 26

DAMN...haven been postin...felt so guilty...>.<

been reali busy...wif work and play...

doubt i will be tokin bout stuff since the start of march...u guys can go check out my buddys' blogs...they update regularly...lols...well...its mostly bout the 2 march babies' celebration...

shall tok more bout elroy's celebration as we had hell lotsa fun at lik hse...doin crazy shit...

lols...the rain games...disturbin the neighbourhood...identifyin still objects...admirin at lightning flashes...it felt so damn goood...to be wif this bunch of frenz...they make mi never wana grow up...wahhaahs...

ok...tt sound childish...well...jus relishin the fact tt the gang never seems to get tired of each other...we meet up almost every wkend...we do crazy things on a regular basis...n i never get tired of them...guess tts wat true frens are for...u jus never get bored...

itp is reali fun and enrichin...and i got myself a godmother...and a big family of frens which i will reali cherish even after my itp...they hav taught mi alot...stuff that cant be taught in the classrm...

guess tts bout it...its been reali stuffy these days...my dear frens do drink more water...

workin on a poem...will be up soon enough...! =)

Wednesday, February 28

jus finished wif my log book so here to blog...

had an adventurous ride wif dasao todae...lols...was goin to make a delivery to ACS independent sch...den i gotta help dasao wif directions to the sch...so i had a street directory in my hands and dasao on the wheels...so damn funny...due to my 'slowness' we actually missed 2 exits out from the highway...or it might b bcos of dasao fast drivin...lols...

so we kinda reached dere on time...but was given directions to the wrong staff room as apparently, they had a NEW staff room and an OLD one...so we were directed to the new one BUT the person waitin for us is at the OLD one...and it so happen tt the 2 places are so far apart...!

thus we were like travelin from one place to another....wif all the pots of plants...>.<

the most impt thing i learnt todae was to handle wif human beings...rangin from teachers, troublesome ppl, kids and occupied office ladies...

guess PR isnt reali an easy task...but tts the way of life i guess...gotta deal wif it...

YAWNs...ZZzzz

Tuesday, February 27

bac from work...so its true that we will learn new things everyday if u keep a real keen sense of hearin and eyesight...

hav been reali involvin myself wif the plants and herbs todae since mornin...been harvestin and doin transplantin..very interestin stuff...was reali glad that there were so much hands on work to do around...at least it will helps in understandin of the plants...

it reali take some skill to help beautify plants...lols...will need time to learn how to do it better...well ..they are the beauticians for plants...they are the pros...

another great day...gotta work hard for my DIY hot composition project...hope at the end of the month, it will hav some terrific results...

guess tts it...gotta go record my log book...~

Monday, February 26

had a great great day..!!!wat more can i ask for on my first day of work...it turns out to be a beautiful dream come true...

hahas...mayb abit exaggeratin...but still it was fabulous...

was dere early...and da sao the first person hu showed mi the ropes first...followed by ailing jie...she is such a joker...and den the spunky miaojun...and ahbeng...my senior who went bac there to work after he graduated...

brief description...dasao is freakin amiable person...she is so damn motherly...hahas...she made mi feel at home...and she can drive real good...woots...she kinda reminds mi of my mum...

ailing jie is damn joker...can u imagine an auntie who jokes like a teenager?!well..tts her...whahahas...but she is damn smart....dun let her auntie look fool u...got a son hu is jus as joker as her...hahahahs!!!

miaojun is a spunky 26 year old...(finally someone young)she was the first student to be attached to the place...she was fr np...and she has been dere since den...woots...very capable woman...definitely independent...can reali tok...even better den mi...hahahs...!!AND...she got a nice tattoo on her back....!

ahbeng...the quiet senior...lols...his name dun suit his personality...hahahs...i m more beng...he is smart...and helped mi cleared alot of doubts...

well..overall...they made mi felt very homely dere...reali lookin forward to the nxt few weeks...

first challenge will be comin soon...will hav to be the guide on thurs for a large grp of visitors...mus reali rmb everytin..and of cos the charisma mus be dere...!

when i got home....my heart sanked...cos 'kobe' greeted mi at the door...and i was like FUCK...!why is KOBE HeRE?

gess...but i return to normal when i saw its long tail...nope...tts not kobe...den my mum told mi that the neighbour's bro jus gave him 2 dogs and was askin us if we wan...my mum...of cos chose 'lucky'(apparently a very cliche name) cos HE LOOK SO MUCH LIKE KOBE EXCEPT FOR HIS LONG TAIL AND SHORTER EARS AND HIS GENTLE PERSONALITY....

so we had him till jus now...my sis went bac to ask some qn and we will decide again if we wan him...but trusts mi...he had captured most of our family heart...

another dog...he is a pure maltese...so much like kobe...geess...!so much memory...

Saturday, February 24

so nostalgic...startin from nxt week it will be a new kind of experience for mi and many of my classmates....itp will be startin and each of us will be goin thru the workin life...guess we wun hav much time to meet up...much less to say 4 of our gang are goin overseas...def gona miss havin the gay, dickhead, stonefish and shushu ard...haiz...

on a happy note, i finally got my MAN UNIted home jersey...its damn nice...took a pic...but lazy to upload...will get to see mi wear it soon...lols...thanks to ben and kevin(gay and stonefish) for accompanyin mi from queensway to peninsula plaza for the jersey...

gotta go dota...doubt i hav much time to game aniway...cya guys..!!

MAN UNITED TO WIN FULHAM TONITE....!!!! 9 points clear!!! bless them...

Tuesday, February 20

wooo...my 19th bdae jus passed tgt wif the 2nd day of cny...wat a clash...lols...

had a nice gatherin again at roy hse this year...but i guess luck wasnt on our gang side as more losses den wins...but still look forward to sat...!lols...

noe its kinda late...but jus wish the rest of the 19th feb babies a nice nice bdae...!!lol

go slp le...piggy year...SLP IS IMpT...!!

oink oink....~

Tuesday, February 13

well..i guess this period of time wasnt tt hard to go thru..at least not wif rappelz..a mmorpg tt ks recommended to mi jus after my surgery....it has accompanied mi thru the days and i m kinda like a nolifer playin it...but still its fun...!

removin stitches on fri...its so hard for mi to tok loudly,smile,laugh and eat the past few dyas...but i guess the days are only to get better from now on...oops...i should hurry bac to the dota game..the rest are still waitn...

lookin forward to CNy...

hav fun shoppin ppl...!! =))

Saturday, February 10

todae mark the first day of hell!!

i jus finsihed the surgery...and the 8 STITCHES are KILLING mi,...!!!!!!ARGH....

every second is hell...i m like hyper now bcos of the pain that throbs from my chin...and the front jaw...

can see the stitches..the anaesthetic made my chin swell like fuck...its DAMN PAin...its indescrible...i m havin prob tryin to calm down..jus wana pen it down...the doc says it will cont for duno how long...and i even need slpin pills to help mi slp...GESS....duno how to get past the nxt few days..

every little noise wil make mi feel irritated...guess pain causes much undesirable effect...

well...the surgery was like nothin...the dentist and his assitant was more shocked den mi....

i only winced in pain during the drillin and was even tryin to cmmunicate wif them despite the anaesthetic...they told mi the last guy who went thru cyst removal...went out trembling...but the bottom line is the pain is still great no matter ur threshold is...

guess i shuld go and mediate to bring down the pain...hope that the painkiller can starts to come into effect...

ARHGHHGak dfngaksfdgasDFGASDHGjasdfghas

Wednesday, February 7

aHhhhh....finally i m settled down in front of the com bloggin after a hectic mornin...todae's schedule was like wat i said ystd...i managed to do everytin in like 3hrs...lol...

woke up at the sound of my alarm ard 845...den after washin up and readin the news...i chionged down to the dentist...lols...told him bout the toothache and he FINALLY took an xray...

already told him the last time to take it...cos i felt that the pain was reali more serious den he thought...but he keep sayin take the medication first and stuff blah blah...so we took a look at the xray...and he told mi there might be a cyst under my gum affectin the root of my tooth...so he carried on and on...and explainin in layman term bout autospy and stuff...though i understood perfectly well...lols...

so he advised mi to hav a sugery asap to get rid of the cyst...oh well...he explained that all they need to do is to cut open my chin and remove the cyst by scrappin...woo...and he made it sound so simple..!hahas...bet all the docs in the world do the same thing...

cant believe my first surgery done on mi is actually gona be on my gums...thought that it might be like knees, ankles and all the other parts of the limbs...lols...guess life is unpredictable...

so i went home after tt and felt so motivated to do the maJOR MAKEOVER TO MY ROOM....thus i spent like 2hrs to clean, move,sweep,think, sneeze and many things...AHHAS...and now mY room lOOKS DIFFERENT...!hahs...

now can reali relax...n then heads to shoppin wif chan later in the afternn...go slack liao...

Tuesday, February 6

yoooohooo...todae marked the end of my exam period...!!

well...went to sakura at science center to hav a big big meal with the guys...!!!crapped alot and walked alot...hahahas...kinda lost our way...

one of the qn todae was...describe the 3 stages of child labour....welll..i din study tt part and most of the guys din..so we had a amusin discussion bout this after the paper...

kevin was like sayin...first stage...mother scream....2nd stage doctor scream...3rd stage baby scream...hahahas...and i tink its very tRUE...!!!though it wasnt the model ans...had a great laugh bout this...

aniwae..hope to spring clean my room tml...and i m already thinkin of a new layout...and will be goin shoppin wif chanz...hope to get some nice shirts for CNY...

BUT...gotta go bac to my dentist first thing in the mornin...zzzZ...the toothache is bac...reali hope to settle everytin before NXT WEeK....!!!

wish me luck...

Monday, February 5

DIYA SHULD HAV WON...but she din...too bad...

last paper is tml...but the holiday mood is already in the air for me...

jus hope that i will pass the sem unscathed...!!

gotta do a major makeover for my room..it has been in a terrible condition for quite some time...lotsa rubbish to clean...!!!

guess tts it for now...ANP HERE I COME...!(hope it sounded enthusiastic...)

signin off...!

Monday, January 29

i m so dead... -_-

i haven had any complain posts on the upcomin exams...tts bcos i haven even start worryin bout them till now!!!

and my first paper is like less than 24hours later....SHIT...

i need help..SOS...

Thursday, January 25

yoo...here to write my review on 'Eldest' by Christopher Paolini

bet some of you guys hav already caught the show 'Eragon' and this book is the sequel to that show...and i had a hard time gettin the book as it was kinda new...published on 2005...credits to sherwyn for lendin it to mi...!

well...a brief history on the trilogy...

the first book 'Eragon' was written by the author when he was 15...and it was first published when he was in college...it took a long time for him to refine his plot and manuscript...and by sheer luck, he was able to publish his book...'eldest' was completed jus recently...2years ago...and the last of the trilogy is on its way to the shelves...its a much anticipated book for all the fantasy fans out dere...

honestly speakin...fantasy genre aint reali my type...except for major works such as LOTR...but this trilogy on the mythical dragon riders caught my attention when i saw the cover of the first book...a blue dragon named saphira...and the second book, a red dragon called thorn...

i stayed up late last nite to complete the book and it wasnt that hard as the endin of the book was grippin my nerves...din reali feel any fatigue despite readin into the wee hours...the endin was comparable to LOTR where a great battle between the different races commenced...(LOTR still remains as my fav though...)

the book started off by depicting eragon embarkin on a journey to the elves homeland to learn his trade as a rider...as elves' knowledge on magic is the greatest among the other races and they were the pioneers that intiated the bonds between dragons and riders...

the whole book is so interestin due to the many dilemma encountered by the different races and individuals that it makes you wana continue readin...insights to all this i suggest you guys to read the book...

for those hu is interested in readin the book, do not continue on readin this post...cos i will be revealin some of the twists in the story from here onwards...

one of the twists in the story which i personally love was that throughout the whole series, it was made clear that no riders survived after the invasion by galbotorix except for galbotorix himself wif shruikan his black dragon...eragon a newfound rider with saphira a blue female dragon...and brom whose dragon was murdered durin the years of the invasion...and he eventually died in the first book...thus there were no other riders other then this 2...but...dere was one elf rider who appeared in the 2nd book...and he, oromis, had a magnificient male golden dragon named Glaedr...and oromis was the one whom will tutor and guide eragon as a new rider passin down all the knowledge and skill needed to be a great rider...an interestin fact bout oromis was his nickname...'the crippled who is whole'...go figure this one yourself...

another twist was that the 2 eggs that galbotorix had, one hatched into saphira upon eragon's touch...another remained unhatched...and i personally thought tt it wuld only hatch in the third book...but to my surprise, it hatched into Thorn the red male dragon on the cover...i wuld not divulge who thorn's rider is and that is the twist of all twists in this book...thus, i shadnt reveal more...

and of course like any other fantasy authors, paolini also instilled certain situations in the book to depict stuff that are certainly happenin to us in the reality...such as a conversation between eragon and oromis after eragon's daily lesson...the whole argument was bout 3-4 pages long...so i will shorten to the best i can...

eragon presented himself to oromis, "master, it struck me last night that neither you nor the hundreds of elven scrolls i've read mentioned your religion. what do you elves believe in? "

"we believe that the world behaves according to certain inviolable rules and that, by persistent effort, we can discover those rules and use them to predict events when circumstances repeat."

eragon blinked and asked, "but what or who do you worship?

"nothin"

"you worship the concept of nothing?"

"no eragon. we do not worship at all..."

(after a whole page of describing how confused and bewildered eragon felt) he ask,

"where do you think the world came from then, if it wasnt created by the gods?"

oromis replied, "i would not necessary agree with you. but as that may, i canot prove that gods do not exist. nor can i prove that the world and everytin in it was not created by an entity or entities in the distant past. but i can tell you that in the millennia we elves hav studied nature, we hav never witnessed an instance where the rules that govern the world have been broken. that is, we have never seen a miracle. many events have defied our ability to explain, but we are convinced that we failed because we are still woefully ignorant bout the universe and not because a deity altered the workings of nature."

"a god wouldnt have to alter nature to accomplish his will" asserted eragon, "he could do it within the system that already exists....he could use magic to affect events..."

oromis smiled, "very true. but ask yourself this, eragon. if god ever exist, hav they been good custodians of Alagaesia? death, sickness,poverty,tyranny and countless other miseries stalk the land. if this is the handiwork of divine beings, then they are to be rebelled against and overthrown, not given obeisance, obedience and reverance."

"but the dwarves believes---"

"exactly! the dwarves believes. when it comes to certain matters, they rely upon faith rather than reason. they have even been known to ignore proven facts that contradict their dogma..."

and the whole conversation goes on makin such an impact on eragon that he went several days tinkin that his master had upturned whatever he had believed in since he was young.

though his master's advise to him was..."depend on yourself watever comes...that makes us more responsible to our actions and not blame it on some gods that we believed in..."

very interestin perspective of paolini to convey this message in his book...of cos i do not hundred percent agree...but still...worth bringin it up... =)

had a great time readin this book and i cant wait for the last volume of this inheritance trilogy...

signin off...~

Wednesday, January 24

humans are terrible creations...so much ugly sides hav been shown...

a body ever so charmin might jus be a shell for a wretched soul...be wary...it scares the hell out of me to know existence of such humans...

its been said humans are the only creatures that attack their own kind...i find that amusingly true yet deeply depressed at the same time...

this issue has seldom been brought up...greatly due to the fact that humans would not criticise themselves...they would rather bring attention to unimportant things...

for you guys out dere...you mus be wondering why am i speakin in context of a third party...

well...its bcos i hav been immersin myself with fantasy books...and humans have always been regarded as vile and definitely a race that tends to displace people's trust...

i will be postin much more regardin thoughts that i hav generated from readin christopher paolini sequel to 'eragon', entitled 'eldest'

a long time since i had a book review up on my blog...hahhas...guess it will be up in the near future...like a day..?

haas...

Wednesday, January 17

silent symphony

heart of a desolate
emptied by countless echoes...
philandering with music
to appease zillion wrong notes...

captivating composition once dere
now replaced with dull serenity...
languishing for long gone pieces
he can only yearn...

desires to strum the strings
hit the keys...
yet nothin were heard
nothin's left but silent symphony...

Tuesday, January 16

a long interval since i blogged...wanted to post a few days bac...but my lazy bones jus push tt idea aside in my head...lotsa things happened...and as usual...i m jus too lazy to typed it out...so ppl its another short post...jus zoom rite into the impt points...

celebrated shiyun bdae on sunday...went ard town to find a nice place to eat...and we ended up in MOF...lols...went to kbox after tt and had a serendipity with the lady at the counter...she is so CUTE...so we kinda sang our hearts out till bout 4...before CABbed to home sweet home...

i was still awake ard 5...i kinda foresee that i wun be able to wake up for sch...so i msged kevin...lols...so i woke up real late and i jus spent my monday afternn doin senseless stuff instead of studyin for met bio....>.<

tml will be metbio...and i aint prepared for it...and i m waitin for the dota game to start...i m such a sinner....i realised its been a long long time...seems like light years tt i hav come up wif a poem...i promise i will soon start excitin my brain juices to work out one...

anyway...for ppl cravin for interestin reads...one of my buddies lik a.k.a lyarn (as known on my tagboard) has started writin his very own novel series entitled WWJD episodes...u guys can click at the link 'lik' on the right side of the page to enjoy his works...i guarantee you tt u wun be disappointed...do post comments on his works as it willl be greatly appreciated by him...

well...tts all i guess...i gotta rush for my game...cya guys...~

Sunday, January 7

jus finished bleach epi 109...had lotsa thoughts after watchin it...so decided to blog about it...

well..the bounto war jus ended...and this epi is kinda like a buff epi to bring the whole show into the right track for the nxt epi...drawings were definitely better tis epi n hope it continues on...

losta interestin sentences this epi...reali makes one ponder bout them....such as..

does history repeat or is it a line extendin forward...?

revolving fate...do we break out from the circle or resign ourselves to fate...?

if fate is a wheel, we are the cogs that drive it...

well...tag bout ur thoughts on these 3 sentences...!!

>>>cRueliTy bRIngs ouT comPASSIOn<<<

Saturday, January 6

wooo...

jus got bac fr tzeyang's bdae party after my work...its a simple affair...beside the esplanade wif a cpuple of liquour....namely scotch and chivas....i jus got home...kinda marboh...lol

still feelin the effects from the alcohol feelin kinda heavy...

but i guess i can still take it since i can still type this entry...although i m tryin hard to correct any typo...

well...we kinda had a cool encounter wif a couple...lols..

they were givin us a good show...wahahas...the suntec colleagues wuld understan...

ohya...i forgot...this party was celebrated wif the rest of the suntec colleagues...damn fun...i guess cavan must hav went buang after he went off alone...

since he lived in clementi....no one were able to make sure he is home safe...jus hope god bless him....lols...tobey, elroy, cavan and bolin all tried to make tzeyang marboh on his 18th bdae...and i guess we succeeded...lols....he vomitted twice...~~

lols...once beside the river and once at the hawker centre beside DXo....tink we were the better drinker...

most culdnt drink much....

well...guess the water is hot now...jus wana go for my hot water bath...lols..

AND SLP...!!! tired..cya guys!!

BUANG....~

Friday, January 5

jus woke up...and gotta rush for work aGAIN soon...

last week of the holidays...have been chiongin work between suntec and MOF...recently more at MOF...last day of work todae for hols...gotta take a break and catch up on my assignments and sch work...

MOF...chan's cousin restaurant...japanese restaurant...Ministry of Food...jus behind secret recipe at Centerstage in Marina Sq...dessserts dere are reali good...

most ppl started sch....and as usual i always hav tt time lag when sch starts again...will be laggin in everytin...and the bad thing is tt exams are jus 3wks after the sch reopenin...wats botherin mi aint jus exams...lotsa activities too...Haiz...

well at least sumting good to report...i slepT for the longest time at home last night...wOOO...

been ages since i done tt.... =)

sHIt...i'm late...cya guys when sch reopens...!!!

enjoy the hols whilst it last..!!

Monday, January 1

wOooo...wat a countdown i had this year...it was spent wif my dearest frens...the TH gang...way better den the last one...(refer to last year's post...lols...)

well..this countdown is definitely full of alcohols and crap...hahas...

had dinner at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant...den moved from one side of clark quay to another where we had a couple of house pours at bungee bar...n Geees....there was this waitress who is damn chio...sharp features...killer look...>.<

too bad we din stay for long...took a cab down to dempsey road to elroy's workplace for wine...wine company...tts the name of the place...very desolated place...but nice ambience...opened 2 bottles of white wine...a couple of heineken, b-52, black label for countdown..n more heineken at shiyun's workplace down the road...Oosh...tts the name of her workplace...a freakin high end fine dining place...

we had the countdown at wine company...n i downed 4 shots of black label after the clock strikes 12....each representin my new year resolutions which i shall not disclose...lols

guess it was a fruitful trip dere for mi definitely...drank alot...tok alot...after which is to sher hse...play cards, drank sumore...

n eventually elroy doug n i cui-ed on the bed while the rest left in the mornin...we were down all the way till 4...n jus got home...hahas...

might get to drink again tonite...soccer tonite...still decidin whose hse to go...guess i shuld go get sum slp to make sure i will stay awake tonite...ciaos...

HAPPY NEW YEAR....!! =))

Friday, December 22

ok...the first wk of hols is hell lotsa fun...despite the health situation...but hu cares...fun can cure everyting..!!

Hmm...where do i start...

ADD was way cool...chris is an absolutely crazy emcee...real humorous and he reminds mi of gurmit...wahhas...had fun wif the seniors after tt in kbox and i went home in the mornin cos got a suntec soccer trng in boon keng...

and the rain is pourin n pourin but we still went on wif the soccer scrimmage...had fun...but felt sick...cos of the stupid weather...>.<

vintage at attica was next...and it is still raining...kinda dampened our mood...and as usual the r&b floor is damn crowded and the underaged guys reali deserve to get beaten up man...

a SHOUT OUT to all male first timers in the club...

PLEASE DO NOT COME ONTO THE DANCE FLOOR IF U JUS WANA OGLE AT GIRLS...PLEASE GET UR ASSES OUT SO PEOPLE CAN DANCE...!!!

was so damn fcked up wif those ppl tt we went down to the trance area where not a single bunch of ppl is utilisin the floor...so we had a couple of drink n i did a solo...at least i managed to get some ppl to dance dere after tt...

oh..n we saw paul...if u r wonderin wich paul...its twohill...wahahas...he sucKs...

prata and a trip home for stuff...tired n sick...

matt hse was nxt the moment i woke up...and dee's chalet came along...

night in the museum was a FREAkiN Nice show...we laughed till we squirmed...WAHAHS...

kinda lazy to elaborate...go watch it for urself...!!

SHER hse was nxt...we dranked and ate like crazy...we had vodka...Alizee cognac...sparklin for start...lols...RICHARd the beST drinker of the night...!!despite the fact he puked Like shit in the toilet in the early mornin...whahahs

these the pics...bUaNG...~


n i m home now...n leavin soon for suntec soccer...lols...the sun is out...tts great news...

well to sum it up..i haven spend 24hrs at home altogether since mondae? i guess...

well...an early meRRy christmas to all u guys out dere...n happy new year..! =))

Friday, December 15

LOST....

2nd in the intercons...

doesnt sound so bad eh...?

but it still is a prick in the heart....

y....?

team spirit wasnt dere for the WHOLE team...for those hu came n for those didnt...

disappointed...?of cos...since i captained the team to 2nd...when the expectations was to retain the title...

but still...lost to a worthy opponent...5points...

guess we will try again the nxt year....never to give up...

GREAT job to all the CLS INTERCONS PLAYERS n OF COS OUR BELOVED SENIORS hu CAME DOWN No MAtter What happens...THANK YOU GUYS...!

without u guys....we wuldnt have gotten this far...

in a couple of months...u guys will be leavin us...i wuld like to dedicate this post to all of u guys out dere...namely...

Tzehao
Qinzhen
Tat Siong
Benjamin
ANdrew
Shuting
YenWei
JAsmine
Xueting
JunXiang
Weijian
Marlon
Nasir
.
.
.
.
.

well...its a long long list...for those whose names arent mentioned....thank you guys too...will miss ya guys!

Tuesday, December 12

intercons bball fINALs here we come...!!!

we proceeded to the finals after todae's match VS MM...tough fight...as usual, gary dazzlin on the court helpin MM for a spot in the finals...but we prevailed...once again....reali hope to get it one more time n get a double...hopefully a treble to end my sch life in sp... =)

sadly, capt ball team crashed out to SMA...was played concurrently wif my match so culdnt watch...heard that lotsa biased calls and other stuff caused the defeat...thus, with soccer team not bein able to get into the semis...the shield kinda no hope liaos... =(

>>>hope glitterin in the midst of troubles<<<

Sunday, December 10

I can't do much more....

Seems like its redundant
time can't be reversed
instinctively, it just flows out of my heart
laid down a promise
longed to be fufilled

Carelessly slipped through my fingers
all is lost
recklessly hoping
efforts are futile
...

Wednesday, December 6

bloggin in response to likky's tag...hahhas...I M A SURVIVOR~~!!!

=))

>>>tELL mE ITs nOt rEAL...<<<

Sunday, December 3



courtesy to JAsmine n Shuting for these pics after the spsu game...memorable game...tEAM cLs...~

Thursday, November 30

i almost wanted to start this post wif the same line as my last post...wif some slight changes though...ahhas

its late...just got to andy hse...went for a movie wif the TH guys at cine after i went home fr the SPSU match...SHagged...slpin real soon...

whole day started wif mi troubling over my event n the SPSU match...in the end the event went smoothly...n we won the match...so i guess...All well that enDs weLL...

so now 3 down, MIT, CADC & SPSU...left BE to decide if we get top of the grp...guess we played overall ok for the last 3 matches...todae's match was the best performance esp def...well...considerin we only hav 7 players...still duno how to gauge my own performance...hopefully its ok...since u cant judge it on ur own...jus hope that i will be able to lead the team to the top one more timne this year regardless of the obstacles in the way...oso gd luck to capt ball team and soccer team....

reali had a strg feelin that we might get to keep the shield after all...=)

jiayou le...

>>>sTIll nEEd tHe tOUch oF tHe aNGEl...<<<

Tuesday, November 21

its late...n i jus got home from movie wif the tauhuay guys...

step up is a cool show...the usual love story between 2 dance partners hu happened to get a chance to come tgt and came up wif a routine mixing hip hop and contemporary...

got all hyped up after the show though its late...and the unluckiest thing happened to elroy...shadnt say too much...but i m prayin for elroy to submit his assignments and floorplans on time and oso death shall fall on the one hu took his bag...

well...the rest of the guys are all FREE...they r back to the old days...stayin out n partyin... >.< kinda weird for mi...hard to stay focus at work too...since they are all enjoyin and stuff...AHhhhhhh....n i still hav a few more torturous wks b4 my hols...

troubles seem to snowball...i reali hope to pass these few weeks smoothly...bless my events...bless my life...

>>>saTuRaTIon PoiNt...<<<

Friday, November 17

felt the pain in the heart...
felt the strain in the nerve...
felt the slag in the brain...
felt the pieces of yesterday recoiling...

will it ever ends...?

chose to walk away...
chose to be undermined...
chose to disappear...
chose to forsake...

but is it a wrong choice...?

>>>someTImes u jUs hAv to waLk away...<<<

Sunday, November 12

well..here to kill some time...sch startin again...this wk zooMEd past like nobody's business...haiz...din reali went out to chill...bcos of the rain n stuff...well at least was able to go town wif gary n zhixiang after the staff n student games...

post some videos of bball...gotta tok bout myfav player of all times, kobe bryant...so much had been said bout him being a selfish player, not a team player...but still...he had won many fans' heart around the globe...look at this video n u wil noe y...



another video below which shows the best NBA dunks and alley oops of all times...look at drexler's glidin dunks and lotsa freakin cool ones...though i dun reali agree that the top 2 alley oops shuld be THAT 2...judge by urself ba!!

Monday, November 6

the dbt 2b03 GErs
gays pointing
crediTs to jiaYI
'nianG...'
CLASS PIC....we ROx...
BLUrred...
uPskiRT...?cant see anytin...
candid...thats goldie in the screen
at marina...
posTER BOYs....hehes
gangbanged...
dBT 2Bo3 boys...
rare pic of kevin act cute...lols
SCREWED....
wAts so funny?think they tokin bout...hehes
my lovES....fav pic....
nostril kinGS....
ben jus loved those directions...hehes...

WOOOOOooooooooo....had fun ystd n todae...lols..

went to newater wif the class for a tour den went to hav steamboat for ptn...dr cui aka benzene ring went too...reali reali had lotsa fun...took lots of pics too...

went to jiayi hse after that...to add extra happiness to the day, chelsea crashed out under spurs feet...!! tt meant mAN u are on top wif 3 points apart..hehes...

kinda lazy to blog...guess will jus let the photos do the talkin...!

Wednesday, November 1

okok...here to update...!

i m gona be complainin this whole post...so ppl...bear wiF iT...~

firstly...i think God is reali tryin to prevent CLS bball team from playin ball...it freakin rain on the 2 occasions that we are playin...one a friendly and another is todae...>.< so turn off...well...i played ball in sch aniwae...realy wana win it again tis year...might hav a greater sense saftisfaction tis year since all of the teams are strong...

next my events are kinda like pushin n pushin bac...and i m reali fed up wif tt...sch system sucks...aniwae...i m suppose to hav my league last sem...BUT mr ho pushed it away to this sem...reali havin a hard time...

AND todae's metbio is A TOTAL KILLER...IT IS REALI DAMN HARD....sians...dun wana elaborate more...shAggEd...

guess jiayi's nick sums up everytin...'HARD WORK DONT PAY OFF T_T'

>>>unfaiR bUT bEAR wiF iT...<<<

Saturday, October 28



Real MAn United FAns will truly understan the animosity and rivalry between the 2 world best football club of all times...the rivalry between man u and arsenal overruled everytin...!!

look at the video and u will noe...notice at how they mangleD Van nisTerooy after his penalty miss....look at how g. neville shook and stared at p.veira before the start of the match...it says it all...unfortunately, thats the ugly side of football...



to promote the goodness of the beautiful game...here's the video that make us forget bout the ugly side of football...i deemed this match as the best MaN uniTed victory in EPL...

giggsy owNEd at HIghbury...ronaldo showed his goal scorin prowess...look at the last play that resulted in a defty chip from o'shea....thats the definition of a beautiful game...real fooball fans will agree wif me...

MAN UNITED RULEZ....!

Monday, October 23

gLory gLory mAN uNITed...!!!

2-0 victory for the red devils...a well earned victory indeed against liverpool...an old age rivalry never fail to impress...credits to paul scholes and a stunnin strike from rio ferdinand to wrap up the game at old trafford...as a loyal fan of the devils...i can proudly says that we are currently on top form and everytin is comin into what might lead to another successful season...might still be early to conclude...but still i m confident that manUnITed gona keep tis up...~

the only turn off point of the nite was M.schumacher din get to retire in glory by winnin his 8th world title...gEEs...wat a race it was in brazil...he was doin well till in th 3rd lap his tire got cut by fischella renault...wTF...and he has to drop for the pit...causin him to be back out last...aniwae...he caught up till 4th and that wasnt enough to get him the title...(alonso has to crash out...which unfortunately din happen...>.<)

was watchin 'so u tink u can dance'...and i was wonderin to myself y din't i catch it last season...Gees...it was fabulous...~

hip-hop and ballroom dancin was a blast...~

contemporary wasnt my cup of tea but still reali admire them for their body control...i love sparks' choreograph to biTS...!!tried some of the moves...man...felt good to reali work those limbs...so long since i reali get down to dancin...the pops and slides...

benjy is definitely my fav rite now...totally stunned when he did the mind-blowin swing routine wif his cousin last epi...swing was freakin cool...hope i can learn it in the future...ballroom dancin is smt wich i love to learn but not havin the time and chance for it...kinda regretted not goin for a salsa class which sher asked mi to go...booo...guess the main thing missin is still the partner...

>>>i like it lidaT...<<

Wednesday, October 18

cool...its real late le...n i hav the first test(A & P) of the sem tml...yeT... i jus had the urge to blog... whEEee....>.<

find myself rather queer these days...like havin split personality...serious one minute and goin crazy the nxt...hope its more of a gd sign den bad...?lolS...intercons is comin real soon...pressure kinda pilin up...n i dun even noe y....might be because of the long absence of competitive bball matches in my life...

life's been great...?i reckon so...still... it wuld hav been better if somethings were more within reach and certain incidents didnt happened...but life's lidat...never smooth-sailing...was recollectin alot of memories when i was wif the guys jus now...chanz is hooked up again...dee as stable as a rock...lik as single as himself...matt still learnin the ropes...mi as perplexed as ever?

might be an understatement....blame it on my humongous mind...cant seems to stop thinkin bout stuff that are irrelevant....

Aniwae...a BIG BIG shoutout to all CLS intercons participants...!!! do work hard n i believe the SHIELD will be ouRS once aGAin....for anOTHER FREAKIN YEAR...!!! JIAYOU....~

>>>pinGGin tHE pinGs...<<<

Saturday, October 14


The RIght Impression

a seedling flourishes with nutrients & love
absence of such, it shrivels
with unfathomable impact, its crushed
feeble as it is, alas...

but do not underestimate
its ablilty to regenerate
multiplyin its way
out of the troubled bay...

beholder sees and never thinks
the prowess beneath this seedling
impressions are surreal
so do not be beguile...

Thursday, October 12

chanGEd nEw sKin...deCIded to Choose smt more bright...lols...

aniwae...jus received news that my sports league proposal was bounCEd back...!!!daMN it...i still duno wats the prob...goTTa go down to club to check it out....zZzzZ...nothin much to say...hope ya guys like the skin...drop a tag to comment ba...wuld reali wana noe ur vIews..hehehs..

Tata~

Tuesday, October 10

hahas...inconsistency in my updates...i'm back again...!

interestin day i had...todae's lessons seemed like a breeZe...might be because i m listenin to wat the lecturers are sayin n tryin to understan them...mayb except for G.poi class...cos i was explorin the more artistic side of mi...hahahs...

jus done some tutorials...YES...even i cant believed i did them...hahahs...guess an angel touched mi when i woke up tis mornin...that explains this phenomenon..=P

i came up wif an analogy that kinda depicts something that happened to mi...(doubt most of u guys understan wat it means...jus wana write it down so i can refer bac to tis again nxt time...hehes...)

its something that i had been tryin to keep in a cup for quite some time...but it aint easy...i even used a lid for that...!time passed...and it seems to be workin...

i tot i had it hidden away...yet...iTs baCk...!!its tryin to force its way outta that cup...it is overflowin...and the cup is temptin mi to pour out all of its content once again...its hopin to be emptied...

its still in the cup...but if i ever spill it again...i duno if it is gona worth the trouble...

>>>m|ngling wItH thE ouTcASTs...<<<

Saturday, October 7

woW...i kinda forGOt i got a blog...hahas...till sumbody reminded mi to update jus recently...finally here to write a new post...~

Ic jus ended...debrief on 15th...hope nothin goin wrong...frisbee runnin...not tt smooth i guess...still prayin hard...sports league comin up real soon...still in preparations...loads of deadlines...hopin to clear all of them...inter-cons comin too...suddenly had so much pressure in ppl's wish for us to win it again...but...sumone whom i tot i could depend on actually let mi, or rather us down...so disappointed...but nvm...i can't make anyone defy their own wish...

guess tt prob sums up everytin that i hadnt updated in awhile...though there are still many problems spiralling in my mind...thats jus bout wat i can post...

deep down, i guess i still cant get accustomed to that kinda stuff...i hoped i can be stronger...n reali face up to it...but nothin seem to be goin rite...aRRRRRGggggggghh...

aniwae...jasmine. shuting, weijian n TQZ says i m goin downslope...!!!gEss...guess its all a cause and effect kinda theory...nvm...hope i can bounce Back real soon...they will be the judges...waahahas...

at least sumting to be happy bout...gettin a new phone...! =)

>>>pAin iS a KinD of HappIness tOo...<<<

Tuesday, September 19

proCastiNation...pLayin My dAYs out...prOvOKin mY limITs...pissED witH sUmthings...pRAyin foR u...pains of the battered heart...pArtLy mY fAulT...pRejudiced judgements...pRedicTAble outCOmes...pRotecTin mY ReSolve...pUlverISing the uRge to GO at it aGain...puRifYin mY soUl...pInnin nEw hOpes...PresErvin tHe memORies oF yOU...peNAlised myseLF...pEnned down my PraYers...

another raNdom enTry...passin time like a perturbed person...

>>>poWerin My pAth tO pUrsuE a PhantASm...<<<

Friday, September 8

its nothin special
just an average girl's journal
a girl who has braved it all
and touched many people with her cause...

kind, sporty, independent and clever
these are words to describe her
wear a smile that could just melt a statue's heart
yet, all was gone when the sickness hit her hard...

she would fall when she walks
she would stutter when she talks
when she sees, her vision is blur
she began to fade, like a flower that has lost its color...

she lost the boy that she liked
in the midst of a dimmed light
yet she told herself, "i still have my family
and the love given by them is in infinity..."

her father turned depression into optimism
her mother made life pleasant
her siblings were always there for her when she needs them
without them, her afflicted life would be bland...

people start to stare
the glances towards her were hurting and sad
she never complain
though people see her as a lame

she felt sorry to everyone around
never able to do something for them that would count
she felt useless
and hope for the worst

when she couldn't talk
writing was her only channel
she never did stop
even when her fingers began to rebel...

she reaped her courage by writing her diary
reminding herself the purpose of her existance
she wished to help people out there to understand
the meaning of being alive...

writing wasn't her only source of courage
there was a boy whom she might hate
he was a cold and impolite smug
yet he changed to win her heart...

she was the key to his heart's lock
he was there to occlude people's mocks
there to share her woes
there to heal her wounds...

he was her legs when she couldn't walk
he was her hands when she couldn't hold
he was her mouth when she couldn't talk
he was her everything as her life starts to slow...

on 23rd of May, she passed on
to a place where she deemed
her tears could
flow till they dry...

>>>1 Litre of Tears..<<<

this poem took mi a long time to pen down...its adapted from a 11 epi Jap drama ' 1 Litre of Tears'...its based on a true story of a 15 year old girl, Kito Aya, who was diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration...an uncurable disease which affects the nerves and gradually stops all physical actions of the body...she eventualy died when she was 25 years of age...

she kept a diary of her experiences and it was puiblished as a book named '1 litre of tears'. this book had reached out to many people out there and has deeply touched them, urging them to understand the meaning of life...quoting from her, 'Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.'

after watchin this drama, i decided to write a poem and dedicate it to Kito Aya, who battled with her disease till the very end of her life...never giving up...

Monday, September 4

today...we mourn the death of Steve Irwin...the best biologist, zoologist and renowned animal show's host...the greatest and the most famous in our time...

he passed away doing the what he does best...and under a fatal strike straight to his heart by a stingray...he had risked it all in his whole life to bring us the most natural and realistic side of animal's instincts...he has thus passed on the knowledge of the wild animals, the most exotic ones and also the most dangerous creatures ever to roam the planet...

a person whom shall be respected and remembered by us...for he has left us memories of him battling crocs, snakes and many other creatures...

he will always be remembered as the BEST CROCODILE HUNTER...