Dun treat me like a fool. I'm prayin hard!

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exams are less than 2 weeks away n detoxin has stopped to allow for some destress.

this sem has got to b my heaviest yet with 5 papers. really gotta start early to prevent any cork ups.

mummy is doin fine with a pretty long lay off from treatments by the docs. took this chance to go on a holiday in Taiwan with sis. she has enjoyed herself tremendously. and i pray for her to be like this for a very very long time

on a side note, made myself a new fren recently. it was a typical boy meets girl, boy asked for number situation. lets see how it pans out in the near future.

thank god for havin classes on fridays... i have not been partyin much since im bac from the taiwan trip

detoxing phase. it feels good that i hav been gettin occupied with gg for runs and swims rather den booze in clubs

im not a party animal deep within. i really enjoy this kinda lifestyle.

i need to explore more things to do n broaden my horizens. I Need MORE HOBBIES!

life can be more enrichin doin other stuff.

an indication of maturation stage? perhaps..

and i jus realise i have taken the wrong direction to my destination while writin this post....zzzz

i will b bac soon with a book review.

i need to get bac to writin reviews here so i can enjoy them years later!

signin off!

New Challenges! Fight on Alven!!

No posts cos I have been partyin too hard recently... No biggies.

I have just embarked on a few new challenges. There is some risks involved but no pain no gain.

I would really needa work my ass off to make this work. time is already limited as it is... but im still gona push myself to make all this work out.

Despite the outcomes I am sure these challenges are just gona make me a stronger character.

I always tell myself that i CAN BE BETTER AND WILL BE.

priorities have to be readjusted. certain adjustments have to be done.

i have always believe that my fate is in my hands. no one but me myself can determine the path i take.

here goes nothing!

>>>u can do this!<<<

Boring Weekend

few hours before the weekend expires.

was home the past 2 days doin nothin but couch potato.

the only good thing that comes out from this is that at least im in my mum's company.

jiayou mummy!

Mummy condition

It's been almost 2 months since we discovered mum's condition.

3 cycles of chemo, no improvements yet an increase in her cancer cell count.

Very demoralizing.

No fear!

We shall persevere. Arranging a new and stronger course of chemotherapy for her.

>>>Fighter<<<

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End of Adam Couple

One of my favourite TV couple other than Hyori & JongKook.

It has officially ended in WGM. I would love to see if the Ga-in and Jokwon do get tgt as a couple in real life.

All the best to them!

Venture out

Spontaneity is the key to open up our receptiveness to new ventures.

Meeting with new people and listening to new ideas n concepts.

That's missing in lots of people around me. I need to know people with the same amount of spontaneity to broaden my knowledge.

Are you willing to take the first step? Being proactive widen your perspectives. Knowing the right way of approaching and handling matters puts you in an advantageous position.

People learn from books but learning from others' experiences accelerates your learning curve.

To tread on new unexplored journeys is the first step to success.

Bring me to new horizons!!

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Phuture is now the past.

Those were the days where the idea of going to Phuture just sexed me up.

Latest hits compounded with the sleazy lights and the never ending supply of booze. Oh, and also the ladies.

These are all memories of the past.

We have grown out of it. Mostly due to the fact that we are unable to "gel" with the tons of young boys & girls frolicking in the dancefloor.

Suddenly the thought of squeezing in the "human flesh mob" just seemed so much less attractive.

I find enjoyment talking to people and engaging in conversations. More often than not, I get the "Are you trying to talk me into having sex?" look.

Here's a list of the types of people in club that I would choose to talk to:

The guy that is always welcoming strangers to their table to get a drink

The lady that seems engrossed playin her phone

Beer drinking ladies.

Happy Caucasians.

People smoking alone

Ladies with killer heels.

These people tend to have an interesting story to share.

Talking to strangers is probably the best way to work on your social skills.

So please do keep an open mind about talking to strangers in clubs.


  

Men are from Mars， Women are from Venus

Its amazing how different they are, be it body, mind or soul.

Yet the thing that drives them crazy is love.

Man is always trying to figure a woman's mind.

Woman is always trying to fool a man's mind.

What brings them together is something called love.
 
>>>你那爱笑的眼睛<<<

So much has happened since my last post in July.

Started my job at Sigma,

Started my degree in SIM.

Gillian's wedding

Everything was going pretty smoothly since my ORD.

Yet, we were hit by the news that Mummy has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer on 9th December.


Every problem seemed so miniscule after the news.

Never did we expect such thing to fall upon us. She has always been so healthy. She is the foundation of our family, the ever sturdy, reliable and loving mother.

Its been close to a month since the news, I would say we are coping well and she has proven her mettle when going against such ordeal. She is still full of hope and living each day purposefully.

Its heartwarming to see her smile, eat her dishes, and just spending quality time with her.

Support from family and friends were immensed, I am truly grateful.

Its going to be a long & tough fight for you Mummy... but we will always be there for you.

>>>It is not length of life, but depth of life. <<<

Love is like a ghost. Many Believe it but not many has seen it...

Job n school secured! 12 July marks the start of my workin life and
also the end of world cup.

A fresh start and I intend to put all efforts into these. For the
first time in my life, I'm on my own. Hope to carve a niche for
myself. This is for real. No more going with the flow.

Rmb this feelin Alven... U know u need it!!

The city that never slps... It's always clearer when u see things on
the outside and that's exactly what the lion city looks like from the
sea. It's back light scattering the black velvet waters... So
Comforting at times...

In a few weeks time I will depart fr SPF and become an integral (or
so I hope) part of the working class of this bustling city. So much to
look forward to!

Wooots! Caught in the middle of raffles place lunch rush hour.
EVeryone zoomin past purposefully. Hectic yet says it all bout
singapore's bloomin economy.

All the talk about flyin to other countries to see the world but I
realized that I hven really seen everything bout my own motherland.
Perhaps it's time to explore Singapore.

Every streets and corners have their own stories and i tink it's
really interesting. Bout time to get to know Singapore, havin lived
here all my life.

Wat a mornin to start off the week... Rainin cats and dogs. And me
makin my way to base for p1 duty. Hopefully the sea out dere ain't too
rough..

The rain brings out one of the most basic mammalistic instincts a
human has. U see dozens of parents protecting their children,
shielding them from the rain under the umbrellas. It's natural that
the offsprings are protected by their parents. I do hope that the
young will appreciate what their parents did for them cos for me, I
hav reached the stage where I gotta take care of myself.

Time never looks back. Look forward and learn to be appreciative of
the people who care for u...!

We will be marching into the dusk of this decade in a few hours time
and Im prob gona welcome 2010 with a very very drained body.
Nonetheless I'm still Gona make sure tauhuay and I have a great time
tonight.

Lots to look forward to in the new year. World cup, my ord, my sister
wedding and my future. I prob had a very crazy 2009 and I know that I
prob can't live another year like this one again. So I'm gona savour
every last min of 2009...

Bless all my loved ones and friends. Have a heartwarming countdown...!!!

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Slowly count down
from 10. Feel the goodness ard you and dissipates the anger boiling
inside. It's a vey small issue that is not worth brooding over and
spoiling the mood of today.

Punctuality is a virtue and it's always unfair to the ppl who abides
to it... Some people really dun feel the shame of letin ppl wait. Once
in a while I can understand but please for goodness sake. Not
everytime!!!

Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Slowly count down
from 10. Feel the goodness ard you and dissipates the anger boiling
inside. Typin these words do help. Perhaps one day, I'm gonna conjure
a system that will protects the punctual people and make sure
latecomers get what they deserve.

The world will be much much beautiful... I jus flared up anyway.
Fuck... Told myself to restrain.

I gotta a feeling... Tonight gona be a good good night...

With the moon hung up in the dark velvety sky and love songs playin in
the background, I sat at the bow of the boat pondering about my life.

With the strong gusts of wind comin straight at me, they are like the
never-ending obstacles that occured to me. Nevertheless I had many
beautiful souls always in the vicinity to help me out. They are jus
like the alluring and familiar lightings coming from the Singapore
coastline, guiding us towards her.

Had a sudden influx of emotions inside me and i really appreciate such
moments where I can take a break and really enjoy the little things
around us.

Wat a fantastic way to spend the Friday night!

Obviously nov was a mundane month. Nothin worth mentioning in the
blog. Or.. I was jus too lazy... Hahas.

Hopefully I can really enjoy myself for the dec period n at the same
time get really prepared for the drivin test scheduled in Jan. Kinda
caught on matt's obsession wif abs, and tt had motivated mi to get
myself tone down. Was bulkin up n I kinda reached my desired weight.
So I guess it's the time for me to tone some muscles!!!

On the way to sher hse wif Dee n ml in the car. Wish mi luck..!!