i reali had to post tis...my fren fr VJ had jus conducted an experiment about consuming alcohols...for those interested can click here to see his post dated 24th July, 2006. dere shows his recordings from the results of his experiment...i strongly urge u guys to read it...be it u r or u r not a drinker...=)

Nature's love, my love
By Alven

Beautiful yet shortlived, the sunset
Vast yet unpredictable, the sea
Alluring yet precarious, the night
Grand yet impassable, the mountains

Once there, and now nothin's left
Instead of accepting, I chose to flee
Desires within, never did die
Like a demon that can't be tame

Blossoming flowers, spring
Scorching sun, summer
Falling leaves, autumn
Frozen lands, winter

Blissful days deemed as dreams
Affections gently grew eager
Hurtful words left the heart broken
Memories like this are forever

inspired during the GEMs class...thus the birth of this poem...u gotta spot the structure of this poem yourself...seems to be broken all over...but there is indeed a structure...enjoy...! =)

i jus dUN gEt it...i keep ponderin and ponderin...

jus came bac fr my family dinner...celebrated my granny's bdae...and it wasnt a happy one...well...at least not for mi...got LOADS of comments on my hairdo...fr my aunts and granny...well...that wasnt so bad...at least i m kinda used to it...BUT it was all my younger cousins that reali pissed mi off...

tinkin bac of the past when i used to take such gd care of them..and now they are of adolescent stage...they totally have NO respect...i m not being childish here to flare my temper at their imaturity...its the way they treat people...certain things aint convenient for mi to say here as it is my aunt's family problems...but the way they deal with the issue is intolerable...they dint
consider bout other people's feelings when they say some things...

haiz...now...i felt like i cant find anyone in my HUGE family to relate to...it jus so happened that my sisters and i are the only ones that belong to the 17 to 21 age group...the rest of my cousins are either too old or too young...after just now...i kinda dread goin to my family gatherings again...

but i still love my family...despite the fact that i dun get to meet them regularly...but i still love them..after all...we hav the same blood runnin in our veins...

another issue that has been botherin mi...i come to realise tt its true that people judge a person by his or her appearance...wats wrong wif spiky and coloured hair...?y is it that you people must stereotype people wif such appearances to be gangsters or the so call 'ah bengs'?

i noe i m not one...and i noe of many other people hu sports such hairstyles and they aint one either...cant we go by the sayin, 'do not judge a book by its cover'...??i m so sick and tired of ppl sayin i m one...it jus the way i like my hair to be...keep the comments to urself and get over with it...

wHoa....seems like i m reali pissed after readin wat i have written...aniwae i feel much better already...and people...i AM reali NOT pessimistic...hahas...its just that...i dun blog about happy incidents...tHAts all...=)

>>>sO neaR, yEt so fAr...<<<

okok...here to get rid of the 'DUST'...its like only 1wk ago since i posted...aint tt long...>.<

were dere anytime when u deem urself as a fool?bet u hav that experience b4...hav been seein myself as a fool recently... in studies, club or friends...i seem to be like a fool...duno y...cant seem to accomplish any task...n it doesnt feel gd...

another reason might be because of my inability to come out with a poem...i've lost my inspiration...or perhaps...its just that i've got nothin' to base my poems on...no concept, no inspiration, no words...

tired...lotsa tests on their way...still haven spend any effort in tryin to understan biostats...osrm...applied micro....seems like i'm still a long way from gettin prepared for the exams...ARGh...

guess i gotta take a break fr the wkend outings, Tuesday club outings and all the movies...time to save $$... save time... and save MYSELf...!!!

>>>a ParT oF mE stiLL craves foR it...<<<

ur passion never forsaken you...as long as you still possess the resolute to do smt that you reali like, you will never be shunned...

this was smt that i learnt thru playin bball...reali enjoyed myself in this sport...its not jus a sport to mi...it meant much much more...its where i can find strength in myself, indulge myself, gain confidence and much much more...

it can distract mi from my other troubles...allow me to take a break from the harsh reality...

sweatin out in bball court playin the game gave mi so much joy...i've had so much memories playin basketball...i had spent so much effort in becomin a better player...its all worth it...felt very letdown to my sp teammates...since the day i decided to choose cls over sp bball, i knew i'm gona ponder over this decision over and over again...guess i saw it comin...nonetheless, its a decision that i had to make...

the many balls that went through the hoop, the many asissts that i dished out, the many blocks that i've made, the many fastbreaks that i've ran, the many steals that i've got, the many turnovers that i had made and the many other things i had done on the court shaped the current me....

>>>mIss tHose DayS...<<

ITALY...won...FRANCE...lost...zidane scored...materazzi scored...zidane headbutted materazzi...wat irony...a row that involved the 2 scorers...toni send the italians into a state of euphoria by sendin in the ball pass barthez...earnin their well-deserved 4th stars on their jersey...the italians reali played well...comin bac into the game after 1-0 down...their very first win in world cup's penalty shootouts...and it got them the most prized possession...

well...guess its another 4years before the guys can go crazy again bout the world cup...=)

fooD bAzAar... pOly 5o... mY riGht knEe... fOr CLS club.... fOr yOu i WiLL.... LeaVe mE aloNe.... pLs tReaT mE liKe a StRanGEr..... fAiLin biOstAtistIcs..... tOning & gYmmIn.... woRld cUp..... i LOve TauHuay..... i nEEd mOre tIme.... nEw LooK.... nEw pERspeCtive... mY paSsion.... sPend mOre tIme wiTh mY famiLy.... toYota VioS......... wIsh sIs suCcesS wIth hEr New Job..... EaRN mOre moNEy.... bE mOre COmmITted..... to hELL wiTh lOve.... bE mOre KnoWledGeble... DBT 2A03 GUys rOx.... gf bf ff...... gibberish........
surreal woRLd.... wIsh sHer a GreaT tiMe iN NS.... lIve LifE to tHE fULLest...

random random random......seems like the way i cHoose to LivE Life wiTH freeDOm...random random random


>>>LeaRNt...and uNderSTood...<<<