its been rainin all nite long...and my player has been playin emo songs back to bac to back...wasnt intentional..the songs jus keep playin...kinda make my mood now emo.... >.< i jus made up a poem using songs title from my wmp list...every line rep a title...comment on wat u guys think bout it...i wuld appreciate it...
if tomorrow never comes
stay away
i hope you dance
one slow dance
sway
to unchained melody...
i tried
waiting for you
all or nothing at all
depend on you
in the end
it don't matter...
here i am (jus when i thought i was over you)
this could be love
i lied my face off
don't phunk with my heart
my paper heart
left outside alone...
i can do better
when you're gone
i don't have to try
running away
the hardest thing
is making love out of nothin at all...
pieces of me
keep holding on
i want it that way
heaven knows
missing you
is all i have to give...
wouldn't it be nice
to have you bac
in my life...
>>>moody<<<
About Me

- alv3n n3vla
- Hello. Welcome to My WOrld... Life is like a Dream... Live it to the FullesT... You see the side of me thats never meant to be seen...
Saturday, June 30
Tuesday, June 26
todae's topic....MAHJONG...
yea yea...the GAME that has been around for centuries...a game created for entertainment and wits...
some sees it as a mean to earn money, some sees it as a bane...others are still tryin to figure out how to play...
well...personally mj has been a huge part of my life....occupyin most of my sec sch days...those were the days....
ADDICTED...yeap...tts the word...to describe those days...note the THOSE days...
the game has evolved so much to me throughout the different stages of my life...
fr the 20 40cents to the now 1 2 bucks...
the touch of each unique tiles thrills even the smallest nerves hidden under your finger...yeap...no problems with not lookin at the tiles...we still noe wat it is...
the art of playin clever....the art of losing small...the art of guardin ur xia jiao...the art of CONNINg...
its like the back of our hands...
many more things to learn and experience...(like 13odds which i hav not get yet....)
an advice to the mj lovers...dun flare when u lose...be humble when u win!
AND know when to stop...or it will eat ur life out of u....!
yea yea...the GAME that has been around for centuries...a game created for entertainment and wits...
some sees it as a mean to earn money, some sees it as a bane...others are still tryin to figure out how to play...
well...personally mj has been a huge part of my life....occupyin most of my sec sch days...those were the days....
ADDICTED...yeap...tts the word...to describe those days...note the THOSE days...
the game has evolved so much to me throughout the different stages of my life...
fr the 20 40cents to the now 1 2 bucks...
the touch of each unique tiles thrills even the smallest nerves hidden under your finger...yeap...no problems with not lookin at the tiles...we still noe wat it is...
the art of playin clever....the art of losing small...the art of guardin ur xia jiao...the art of CONNINg...
its like the back of our hands...
many more things to learn and experience...(like 13odds which i hav not get yet....)
an advice to the mj lovers...dun flare when u lose...be humble when u win!
AND know when to stop...or it will eat ur life out of u....!
Monday, June 25
the sky above portrays boundless possibilities...
yet the air around is killing me...
suffocating the pieces of misery...
i shall learn to break free...
light and shadows coexist,
i choose to stand in the shadows...
totally void of the light,
and survive the plight...
with despair, comes hope...
hanging by a moment...
just to make sure...
i get by to see the day...
>>>its a gamble...all or nothing at all...<<<
yet the air around is killing me...
suffocating the pieces of misery...
i shall learn to break free...
light and shadows coexist,
i choose to stand in the shadows...
totally void of the light,
and survive the plight...
with despair, comes hope...
hanging by a moment...
just to make sure...
i get by to see the day...
>>>its a gamble...all or nothing at all...<<<
Tuesday, June 19
jus came bac fr marina sq...went to kbox...
and ks chanced upon ONLY HUMAN by K when surfin tru jap songs....
that is the theme song for the jap drama 1 litre of tears...duno whether u guys still rmb i posted a long long post bout the drama...
well...i went to youtube to look for the mtv of the song and i found smt even better...a tribute video for the drama...guess will make those hu haven watch the show understan wat i m writin in my post (click)
the song kinda had an impact on mi...perhaps bcos of the show...but its still a nice song nonetheless...
aniway...enjoy the video!!!
erika sawaguchi roCKs..!
and ks chanced upon ONLY HUMAN by K when surfin tru jap songs....
that is the theme song for the jap drama 1 litre of tears...duno whether u guys still rmb i posted a long long post bout the drama...
well...i went to youtube to look for the mtv of the song and i found smt even better...a tribute video for the drama...guess will make those hu haven watch the show understan wat i m writin in my post (click)
the song kinda had an impact on mi...perhaps bcos of the show...but its still a nice song nonetheless...
aniway...enjoy the video!!!
erika sawaguchi roCKs..!
Thursday, June 14
wOOOOAhhh....
SHIOK...tonite at MOS was one of the best nite i ever had...totally roCKS...
din regret not goin to zouk... =))
main floor was mambo whole nite long and it was marvelous...we were totally spent...
DANCE,daNCe and DAnce...
first smoove, retro den mambo...
jumped around the rooms...had a couple of beer and chilled at a corner crisp walkin...woohoo...its real cool...
after that went to had dessert at coffee club...yea....mudpies and coffee sum the nite up...
and the caffeine still circulatin in my blood vessels...i can feel it...
good thing is can wake up late tml for fyp...bad thing is gotta hav 100% concentration for the 200readings tml...
>.<
>>>WHO CARES....~<<<
SHIOK...tonite at MOS was one of the best nite i ever had...totally roCKS...
din regret not goin to zouk... =))
main floor was mambo whole nite long and it was marvelous...we were totally spent...
DANCE,daNCe and DAnce...
first smoove, retro den mambo...
jumped around the rooms...had a couple of beer and chilled at a corner crisp walkin...woohoo...its real cool...
after that went to had dessert at coffee club...yea....mudpies and coffee sum the nite up...
and the caffeine still circulatin in my blood vessels...i can feel it...
good thing is can wake up late tml for fyp...bad thing is gotta hav 100% concentration for the 200readings tml...
>.<
>>>WHO CARES....~<<<
Friday, June 8
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Tuesday, May 22
sians...i CANT UPLOAD the sRRR pics to blogger...zzzZ
some server probs...cui...aniwae..i sent to myuk le...so u guys can either get it fr mi or her...but the file is kinda big...be prepared to wait...hehes
MAN u lost...sibei sians...season will be over once the champions league final is over...
HEYS GUYS ALERT....if u r interested in misc cheap items...do go to my link entitled "ALEXANDER THE WHITe"...he got lotsa stuff for sale...trustworthy guy...so dun worry bout gettin con...yeap...
kinda tired...think i go bac to slp...Ha...
some server probs...cui...aniwae..i sent to myuk le...so u guys can either get it fr mi or her...but the file is kinda big...be prepared to wait...hehes
MAN u lost...sibei sians...season will be over once the champions league final is over...
HEYS GUYS ALERT....if u r interested in misc cheap items...do go to my link entitled "ALEXANDER THE WHITe"...he got lotsa stuff for sale...trustworthy guy...so dun worry bout gettin con...yeap...
kinda tired...think i go bac to slp...Ha...
Monday, May 14
"NEXT"'s book REVIEW...!!!
finished this book...very satisfyin to read...and culdnt reali stop...very very addictive...the plot makes u so curious bout wats gona happen...
the whole story is bout genetics...it goes into the business aspect of genetic engineerin, the ethics and moral issues, and the possibilities that holds for genetic work in the future...
in the story...dere were 2 interestin chimera...chimera means a creature that is a combination of a human and an animal...
dave is a humanzee...can u guess wat he is...? chimpanzee + human...he has chimp outlook...a human face..can u imagine....he got the agility of a chimp...behaves like a chimp but can talk and think like a human...actually very similar to kid in the age between 5-6 years old..in the story..no one actually knew he was a humanzee when he wear a cap...
gerard is a parrot + human...he look totally like a parrot but he got the intelligence of a human...he tinks he is a human...so intellectually he IS a HUMAN...lols...lotsa jokes bout him in the story...
both of them were works of genetic...transgenic beings as they say...although it is still quite impossible for the current technologies to produce such beings...the story had articles that says such breakthrough is upon us in the near future...
of cos...with the existence of such creatures, other issues start poppin out...so it is up to the society to accept such phenomenons...
i reali like the articles, scientific journals and newspaper cuttings in the book...they were in the book to reinfore the facts that the author is portrayin...very enrichin...
the only down point of this book wuld hav to be the endin...din reali had a thorough endin for all the side stories....nonetheless...its still a thumbs up from mi...1!
=)
finished this book...very satisfyin to read...and culdnt reali stop...very very addictive...the plot makes u so curious bout wats gona happen...
the whole story is bout genetics...it goes into the business aspect of genetic engineerin, the ethics and moral issues, and the possibilities that holds for genetic work in the future...
in the story...dere were 2 interestin chimera...chimera means a creature that is a combination of a human and an animal...
dave is a humanzee...can u guess wat he is...? chimpanzee + human...he has chimp outlook...a human face..can u imagine....he got the agility of a chimp...behaves like a chimp but can talk and think like a human...actually very similar to kid in the age between 5-6 years old..in the story..no one actually knew he was a humanzee when he wear a cap...
gerard is a parrot + human...he look totally like a parrot but he got the intelligence of a human...he tinks he is a human...so intellectually he IS a HUMAN...lols...lotsa jokes bout him in the story...
both of them were works of genetic...transgenic beings as they say...although it is still quite impossible for the current technologies to produce such beings...the story had articles that says such breakthrough is upon us in the near future...
of cos...with the existence of such creatures, other issues start poppin out...so it is up to the society to accept such phenomenons...
i reali like the articles, scientific journals and newspaper cuttings in the book...they were in the book to reinfore the facts that the author is portrayin...very enrichin...
the only down point of this book wuld hav to be the endin...din reali had a thorough endin for all the side stories....nonetheless...its still a thumbs up from mi...1!
=)
Sunday, May 13
"Currently studying in an unethical profession, creating mutants in the laboratories. However, my main goal is not to make mutants that can fight bad people, but to shout GOD's fame wherever I am."
gees...read this fr a source...jus feel like commentin on it...smt to ponder bout...
see anytin wrong with this post...?
my my...he is callin all professors doin genetic work UNETHICAl ppl...UNEThiCAL work tts wat he said...haiz...i do understan that this issue is like a bottomless pit...ppl questions the scientists & researchers bout usin foetus serum, bout usin stem cells and human testin...wat are the moral issues invlove here....?we can never stop and come to a conclusion....
ppl shares different views and opinion on this topic...and i support genectic work...tts my stand...its the way for us highly evoloved species to come up wif medical breakthroughs that can help to prolong sumone's life or make certain ppl's life more comfortable...DO NOT say its UNETHICAL in the name of god...its so so wrong...den in the first place u shuldnt even be studyin this particular course...dun participate if u dun even believe it can help...
in my opinion...i feel that humans are too evolved...too complex...we aint like our ancestors hu live to produce offsprings to carry on their generation...thats their purpose in life...live to breed...
we live to live longer....thats our aim of life...we live to lead a long and comfortable life....we think too much...we have too many desires...we came up with technologies...and all this contributed to wat we call genetic engineerin...
its the most impt thing in medical world rite now...the understandin of how gene work and isolatin it for commercial uses that can help lotsa patients around the world...
antibiotics we got from the docs...they exist bcos of genetic work...how many times hav u taken antibiotics to make urself feel better...?
think bout it...
gees...read this fr a source...jus feel like commentin on it...smt to ponder bout...
see anytin wrong with this post...?
my my...he is callin all professors doin genetic work UNETHICAl ppl...UNEThiCAL work tts wat he said...haiz...i do understan that this issue is like a bottomless pit...ppl questions the scientists & researchers bout usin foetus serum, bout usin stem cells and human testin...wat are the moral issues invlove here....?we can never stop and come to a conclusion....
ppl shares different views and opinion on this topic...and i support genectic work...tts my stand...its the way for us highly evoloved species to come up wif medical breakthroughs that can help to prolong sumone's life or make certain ppl's life more comfortable...DO NOT say its UNETHICAL in the name of god...its so so wrong...den in the first place u shuldnt even be studyin this particular course...dun participate if u dun even believe it can help...
in my opinion...i feel that humans are too evolved...too complex...we aint like our ancestors hu live to produce offsprings to carry on their generation...thats their purpose in life...live to breed...
we live to live longer....thats our aim of life...we live to lead a long and comfortable life....we think too much...we have too many desires...we came up with technologies...and all this contributed to wat we call genetic engineerin...
its the most impt thing in medical world rite now...the understandin of how gene work and isolatin it for commercial uses that can help lotsa patients around the world...
antibiotics we got from the docs...they exist bcos of genetic work...how many times hav u taken antibiotics to make urself feel better...?
think bout it...
later tonite will be the last game of this season's epl...time flies...i can still rmb manu first game vs fulham...thrashin...and now...they are the newly crowned champion...but tonite its not bout them...its bout the relegation battle...between wigan, west ham and sheffield...gona be interestin...personally i wuld wan wigan to stay top but its gona be hard...they are in quite a situation...
if west ham goes down...tt wuld mean that lotsa quality players will be lookin to go to other club for top flight football...thus i m hopin manU will get to benefit if possible...
one week past is another week come...ehh...kinda crap..but u guys noe wat i meant...lols
tts all i guess...chiong chiong...!!
if west ham goes down...tt wuld mean that lotsa quality players will be lookin to go to other club for top flight football...thus i m hopin manU will get to benefit if possible...
one week past is another week come...ehh...kinda crap..but u guys noe wat i meant...lols
tts all i guess...chiong chiong...!!
Saturday, May 12
Tuesday, May 8
blogger is preventin mi from posting at home...some server problems...so i m now in sch writin a post that was suppose to be up here a few days back...
was suppose to blog bout the chelsea vs arsenal game...but now its unnecessary as the game ended up a draw and that means MAN UNITED IS THE CHAMPION...!woohoo...!!
'next' recommended by kevin koo is provin to be a fantastic read...very enthrallin and captivating...lotsa knowledge regardin genetics can be found in the book...and my modules that i learnt is kinda makin sense now...it also shows the commercial side of biotechnolgy where all the money is...
alex (the gay) is tellin mi to fuck off the com...suppose to be doin our oc...
keep my hands off the com...!!
was suppose to blog bout the chelsea vs arsenal game...but now its unnecessary as the game ended up a draw and that means MAN UNITED IS THE CHAMPION...!woohoo...!!
'next' recommended by kevin koo is provin to be a fantastic read...very enthrallin and captivating...lotsa knowledge regardin genetics can be found in the book...and my modules that i learnt is kinda makin sense now...it also shows the commercial side of biotechnolgy where all the money is...
alex (the gay) is tellin mi to fuck off the com...suppose to be doin our oc...
keep my hands off the com...!!
Saturday, May 5
REVIEW for 'REstLESs'...!!!
hahas...sounded excited yea...? the truth is i m not...lols...words are so powerful...like the sayin goes...words can sometimes be more fatal den a gun...
yeap...thats one ting i learnt from the book...
a typical spy book...lotsa information on how spies operate and how they live their life as double agents...the story is set in the wwII era...and it talks bout the life of Eva Delectocskaya...an intelligent lady who had to replaced her dead brother's job as a spy....and on how she made an impact on the war...she was actually involved in this operation whereby they uses dubious information to thwart the americans' view on wwII and how she eventually succeeded in catalysin America's participation into the war...
the methods they used to release information through the media (newspaper, reports etc...) were incredible...and of cos they do get involve in mind games, gunfights and situations where a normal person wuld be unable to handle with...
and of cos...the main story here is still how Eva actually escaped from her superior, lover, teacher and confidant named Lucas Romer....a character which i personally liked and had double-crossed Eva...yeap...he is the BIG BAD GUY...at least the author saved some of Romer's pride in the end of the book by writin this, 'he died like a true English gentlemen....'
was a good read...had some interestin jokes in the book...it jus make mi laugh...for example...eva was tryin to find herself a new identity to get away from romer...thus she decicded to get married...to someone who was capable of gettin her out of the mess...and the way she chose her man was so...funny...wahhhahahs....!! go read it urself... =P
tada!
now on 'NExt"....damn interestin...so much links and relations to BIOTECHNOLOGY...YEA...the DREADED COURSE that i m currently studyin...!
was hopin that tis book will spark my passion for my course....
=))
hahas...sounded excited yea...? the truth is i m not...lols...words are so powerful...like the sayin goes...words can sometimes be more fatal den a gun...
yeap...thats one ting i learnt from the book...
a typical spy book...lotsa information on how spies operate and how they live their life as double agents...the story is set in the wwII era...and it talks bout the life of Eva Delectocskaya...an intelligent lady who had to replaced her dead brother's job as a spy....and on how she made an impact on the war...she was actually involved in this operation whereby they uses dubious information to thwart the americans' view on wwII and how she eventually succeeded in catalysin America's participation into the war...
the methods they used to release information through the media (newspaper, reports etc...) were incredible...and of cos they do get involve in mind games, gunfights and situations where a normal person wuld be unable to handle with...
and of cos...the main story here is still how Eva actually escaped from her superior, lover, teacher and confidant named Lucas Romer....a character which i personally liked and had double-crossed Eva...yeap...he is the BIG BAD GUY...at least the author saved some of Romer's pride in the end of the book by writin this, 'he died like a true English gentlemen....'
was a good read...had some interestin jokes in the book...it jus make mi laugh...for example...eva was tryin to find herself a new identity to get away from romer...thus she decicded to get married...to someone who was capable of gettin her out of the mess...and the way she chose her man was so...funny...wahhhahahs....!! go read it urself... =P
tada!
now on 'NExt"....damn interestin...so much links and relations to BIOTECHNOLOGY...YEA...the DREADED COURSE that i m currently studyin...!
was hopin that tis book will spark my passion for my course....
=))
Thursday, May 3
"The River"
(feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold)
As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
[M.Shadows:]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know
They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!
(feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold)
As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
[M.Shadows:]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know
They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own, on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered!
nice song by Good Charlotte...been listenin to this song...very cleansin song indeed...lols...
on a book...'restless'...spy book...very nice...will be finishin it up soon to make way for kevin's recommended 'Next' written by the JUrassic Park author...will be writin a review on 'restless'...
stay tune...!
Wednesday, May 2
back to blog again...three weeks into the sem...still cant get myself into the study mood...its all bcos of the heat from Champion league, epl and fa cup...YEA...MAN U involved in all 3....its makin mi so damn nervous....
every match counts...every match will eventually lead to an incredible treble season...the last time they won the 99' treble, i bought the jersey....and this time i bought it before they win it...i seriously hope that they wun disappoint...
many might not noe...but i m one hardcore manU fan...jus like mAtthew...its all bout passion...and NO...! i DO NOT watch soccer cos i bet....the truth is i dun bet soccer...
soccer is such an intriguing sport....as it is well known for (those anti-soccerians) simply as a game where 22 men chases a ball...but for those passionate fans out dere....it means seein ur team leavin a legacy in the soccer world....and for those bet-ters...it might jus be ur bread and butter...
watchin a match can sometimes be so excitin...its so hard to put it in words...but the urge to shout and scold vulgarities when ur team scores comes so naturally and so immense...
my long term dream will be a trip to old trafford and experience a home game....wearin the devil's jersey and shout my lungs out with the man u supporters...wat a great feelin it will be...
crossin my fingers...!
every match counts...every match will eventually lead to an incredible treble season...the last time they won the 99' treble, i bought the jersey....and this time i bought it before they win it...i seriously hope that they wun disappoint...
many might not noe...but i m one hardcore manU fan...jus like mAtthew...its all bout passion...and NO...! i DO NOT watch soccer cos i bet....the truth is i dun bet soccer...
soccer is such an intriguing sport....as it is well known for (those anti-soccerians) simply as a game where 22 men chases a ball...but for those passionate fans out dere....it means seein ur team leavin a legacy in the soccer world....and for those bet-ters...it might jus be ur bread and butter...
watchin a match can sometimes be so excitin...its so hard to put it in words...but the urge to shout and scold vulgarities when ur team scores comes so naturally and so immense...
my long term dream will be a trip to old trafford and experience a home game....wearin the devil's jersey and shout my lungs out with the man u supporters...wat a great feelin it will be...
crossin my fingers...!
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