bOozEd...

jus came bac froM sher hsE...had a cRAzy niTe...so tired now...but still gotta dota...promised them...=P aniwae...last nite we had a hella of our time...

went to ah soo to play ball...had an bad encounter wif some guys...well they are jus so f***ed up...arrogant bastarDs...lost to us aniwae...and still wana pick a fight...no respect for them...they can jus KMA...!!!

after that we went to 7-11 to get a bottle of absolute vodka...was really determined to get myself drunk that nite...dun ask mi y...so...we got to sher hse ard midnite...played his guitar for awhile after all of us showered and sher was teachin doug how to pluck strings for 'Love me'...frickin' nice song...sher was reali gd at it...elroy was slackin somewhere...chanz came ard 1...den we started on the absolute...big guy elroy can't take the dry absolute...too strong for him i guess....den he started mixin wif other soft drinks...wasnt that bad...hahash...

started the finger guessin game...jus the 4 of us...sher gotta work the nxt day...can't chiong wif us...so he went piGgin in his bed...hahas...the game was a blur...cos i guess all of us were kinda high from all the drinkin...overall....doug drank the most shots...he got all the concentrated ones...ahahahs...concocted by me and chanz...hehehes...the bottle was emptied sooner den i expected...wasnt drunk...jus groggy...hahass...and chanz got a taste of his own medicine when he lost the last gAme...the shot was the most concentrated...quite a large shot too...hahas...all of us jus drifted of to slp after that...

loads happened the nxt day...but no time to blog...gotta rush...!!slpin early todae...ballin tml mornin...vow to get a nice dunk tml...!!!!! peaCe oUt...

>>>Even the nights are better...Since I found you<<<

tHKs to all of u guys who hav been smsin bdAe gReetings to Mi whole daY long...i reaLLi apPreciate THem...hope My wiShEs wIll all cOme tRUe...!! :p approX. 10 mins to the end of my bdae...gotta enjoy it whilst it last...!!hahas...haPPy bDAe to alL the 19 FEB babIes ouT dere...!!

yoz...i m bloggin wif sher sittin beside mi pinchin my thigh...sounds gay...but aniwae...life's in a mess rite now wif the bothersome exams jus round the corner...lazy to say animore...duno if we r still goin to eat prata later...i m tired though..n chanz is slpin behind us...>.<

>>>wiTh YoU. i FouNd pEACE And traQuiliTy iN mY liFe...<<<

Shadows roam the path I seek for love
I've yet to embrace the light at the end of it
Doubts are running all over my mind
But I ain't rushing...

I'm willing to do all that I can
To make you the happiest person in this world
I'll take you in my arms
And bring all your miseries to an end...

If ever you question my love for you
Be assured that you will receive nothing less than my whole-hearted love
I just want you to know
That I'll always be there for you...

>>>Will there ever be a place for me in your heart...?
I don't know but I believe...<<<

so long since i blogged...guess its becos i hav been feelin very upbeat the past week...no down feelins to blog about...so this entry will be a happy one...!

duno where i shuld start...eh...caught geisha on tues...reali enjoyed the movie...and had loads of fun on that day...was my lunar bdae for mi too..!!hahas...had a great time n hope to have more of such trips in the future... =D

well...guess i will comment more about the movie...watchin the show is just like takin a peek into the world of the women...wif all the jealousy and backstabbin goin ard...the show reali let mi realised how small a geisha's world is...no control over their life, no freedom and worse of all, they can't love...a world where u can't love someone just sucks...chiyo suffered a great deal coz she couldnt express her feelings to the one she loved...pitied chiyo and her struggles to reach the man she loved...guess many of us experienced such situation before...

lots of nice phrases were said in the show...can't reali rmb all but i reali liked this one, " The girl with eyes like the colours of rain." Chiyo possessed a pair of beautiful blue eyes that were described as the colours of rain...very enchanting indeed...hahas~

guess i will leave out the cny part...too much to tok about...hahas...aniwae lookin forward for sherwyn's return fr aust...!!!! sundaY nite!!!

>>>tHe fEeLin jUs getS stronGer eaCH tiMe i tRy to suPPress iT...<<

ARgh...caught a flu...den coughin like mad now...sucky...never like the feelin of havin a blocked nose and bad cough at the same time...makes one feel breathless all the time...hate it...

guess it is inevitable...with all the weird weather goin on ard...El Nino comin??no idea...and all the sch work..!!!!haiz...so hard to take a break from all this shit...

still...i m able to find some peace and joy talkin to you...so glad that i hav you ard me...

>>>tHe rAin haS sToPped...thAt's waT i aM feeLiNg rITe nOw...<<<

had a tirin wkend...YAWns....~

jus came bac fr bugis wif andy and elroy...went shoppin...bought new bags and a couple of T-shirts...had a hard time walkin with so many ppl in bugis street...same wif parco...out since sat....went to play ball on sat nite...nothin much...had a few good games...jumped like cRAzy...went bac to andy hse after tt...and 8 hrs later(sundae mornin..) we were bac at the court to play...yea...so crazy rite??and i only slpt for like 4 hrs??even less for andy...duno wat the hell he was doin wif the pail... :P

haiz...feels so weird the whole day...wasnt myself...maybe it's the fatigue...or maybe it's not...?? something's buggin me...felt so empty inside me...arGH....hate this kinda feelin...found myself starin into the blank spaces the whole day...i needa get RiD of this feelin....haiz...guess i shld stop now...feels so wasted ...hope tis feelin will be gone when i wake up tml...

>>>iN neeD oF A heALing tOuch frOm mY aNgEL<<<

Waiting for so long,
my hopes were almost gone.
Seeking for the only one,
who will light up the sky in my dorm.

With a heart so vacant,
i yearn for her love so warm.
She came when i least expected it,
i knew i'm going to fall into this bottomless pit

Was afraid to make the first move,
but i knew she is someone i can't lose
Took my chances and did my part,
all that i wish for is to move her heart.

Sincerity is my greatest tool,
others may deem me as a fool.
But i don't care what they think,
all i want is to be with her through thick and thin.

eNjoy...! =D

WIsh Linda & Zhihong eVerLastin MArriaGE bleSS wif LOtsa KiDS...!

jus attended cousin linda's weddin dinner...so full...so contented...hahas...!dinner was at Carlton Hotel....beside national lib and opp Chijmes...it had a great ballroom...and the ambience was too gd to be true...hahahs...!

saw the video made by linda's friends which showed both linda & zhihong's childhood photos and how they met and their amazin love story...man..it was so sweet...watched it in awe...the video was very well produced...hahas...after the dinner...my uncs brought mi to Insomia...a bar in Chijmes for a drink...well...mum allowed mi to go after unc jerry promised to bring mi home safely b4 2...hahas...!so spent the nxt 1 hr dere...and my uncs were all tokin bout my future and stuff..hahs...so pressurisin man...lols...

well...on the way home in unc jerry's car...pondered bout lotsa stuff...wif the raindrops splatterin on the car's windshield, i started to wonder how my weddin will be like...hahas...guess its a bit too early for tis...but its always better to be prepared i guess...hhahs...man...words started to flow into my thoughts durin the ride home...guess it wun be long before the nxt poem is out...hahhas!!

lastly...to all the couples out dere...cherish ur other half and live like there's no tomorroW...!

gees...had a crazy wkend...so much to tok about...but guess i m just too lazy to type it all down..

aniwae to make the story short...spent a great fridae :)...had a crazy countdown style on saturday...had fun at lik hse on sundae...and well...fell sick on sundae nite...fever and diarrheoa...it was terrible...but still enjoyed much of the wkend...hahas..

gotta elaborate more on the crazy countdown on sat...its for chanz...that crazy guy...well...to avoid all the sprayin and the messy countdown crowd at esplanade, mi elroy n chanz decided to walk bac to the cityhall station to go lik's hse...we also planned to countdown in the train...hahhs...so at 11.59pm...we were in between the bishan n toa payoh station...we counted down with chanz bein the loudest and he shouted HAPPY NEW YEAR so LOud that i tink the last cabin could hear him...hahahs...aniwae..tot that was crazy enough??no...he went out of the train when we reached amk station and shouted out to all the ppl dere a happy new year...hahhahs....man...it was so embarrasin...still...its the new year..we r suppose to enjoy ourselves...!!so credits to chanz for makin the first day of 2006 a memorable one for mi...hahhas..!

sch gona start in approximately 7 n a half hour...so i guess i shuld stop n go hav my rest...been slpin the whole day though...felt like a pig...hahas..!aniwae oiNk oinK...(bye bye) :p

haPpy 44th biRthDAe MUMMY~

woo...jus had a birthdae celebration for my mum...i wished for her to stay healthy and beautiful always...my sisters and i gave her a diamond necklace...!!!i won't reveal the price...its up for u guys to guess...well...my eldest sis paid the lion's share...hahahs..!

can't wait for the countdown at mount faber...hope we greet the arrival of 2006 wif pure esctasy....!!

oh well...its christmas...!merry christmas to all ya readin...

realised i m home tis christmas eve...so might as well blog...>.<
sum of ya guys mus be wonderin y...well i sPrained mY right knee jus the day before....so sad...aniwae...hope i can hav my gd knee bac soon...i needa play ball n go out!!!its my holidaY!!!

lastly...hope santa can giv mi a big prezzie tis christmas...i need his blessings too..(santa...u noe wat i wan...*winks*) and to all my frens out dere : MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE TIS CHRISTMAS!!! -pEace-

He led a hectic life,
where people appear all so vile.
He never knew the value of cherishing,
as he lost all the love once there wandering.

He was nothing 'till she appeared,
effortlessly she chased away all his fears.
Her mere presence takes his breath away,
his heart melts within with every step she takes.

Ever so fair and sweet,
she had captivated his mind and wits.
He wished for her to feel the same way he did,
hoping something will come out of it.

He took an oath,
a promise that will last 'till the end of his path.
That she will be loved and never be forsaken,
a vow that he swore never to be broken.

tv time!!!
mi n chanz
mi n the tall one..

canDid






best buddies!!
mY favourites...hehe
trioX...
Tauhuay's Tau pok!!!
mass orgy!!
TauhuAy 'T' sign!!
S.H.E
my trophies!!

actin cute..lol
hooligans...:p

mi n travis aka abRA
yikess...!!!
cute guys...hahahs
zehou n e gals...

had so much fun these past 3 days...!!!feel so beat...but satisfied nonetheless!!

chalet was way cool...(jus like the past years..hhahas) guess i will jus keep it short...
many pics taken...drank lots...spanked butts...played cards...trekked...ate loads of junk...talked alot...ANd of cos we enjoyed the whole process...credits to jialing for bookin...chanz for bein the joker...n everyone else in [T]au [Huay]!!!!! u GUys rOcks~

sentosa trip wif dbt 03 was fun too...can see that everyone enjoyed themselves...played volley ball, frisbee and lotsa of stuff...had a great time wif cyril too...too bad xuxu n alex weren't able to make it...would definitely be better wif them ard...hahas..!!

has been workin on a poem...but i can't seem to find the rite words...was wonderin where's my INSPIRATION!?!? geez...guess it ran off to hide sumwhere...>.< aniwae...will post it when i m done wif it...

when u hav that special sumone in ur heart...

u care for her...
u wana noe where she is...
u wish for her to be safe...
u warm her hands when she is cold...

u pray for her happiness...
u protect her wif ur life...
u never lie to her...
AND u love her wif all ur heart...

He'd seen before the shadows such suns made, long and deep.
Seen the grass that such suns shone on, green and rich.
Seen too the light of such suns disseminate across the sky
So that blue married gold and half of heaven
Glowed like a glimpse of vast and distant fires....

But those moments had always been moments.
Here it was forever.
This perfect day would never end, the sun never fall, the shadows never dwindle,
the green unending hills never disappear into darkness...

deALin wif sTress...

well...feel like dyin..report not done n due on fridae...lotsa stuff runnin through my mind tis wk...not havin to complete a single stuff i set out to do...>.<

BUT...hu cARes~hols is jus round the cornor!!!think positively....n everytin will turns out fine...(not always the case though..)...tts just how i deal wif stress...lookin forward to TauHuay Chalet, Sentosa outin wif dbt 1b03...!!hope we hav fun... : ]

mRs tang's blog

wow...jus visited my GEMs lecturer's blog...she has already posted an interesting post about expressin one's thoughts in writing...wrote my first comment to her too...

quoting from her , "Writing is a demanding master. It will not put up with short-cuts, compromises, vagueness, repetitions and imbalance in thoughts."

there is also other comments made by my classsmates on her post...very intriguing...makes u think harder bout her post...aniway...if u are interested in visiting her blog...www.cafe4thinkers.blogspot.com...EnJoy...!! :]

fiRst pOst...

first post for the blog...all bcos of my GEMs...effective use of logic in argument that i had to cr8 tis bloG...definitely no time to maintain it...but will try my best to update and stuff..!!

gotta write 5 comments on my lecturer's blog...haiz...guess gona crap alot...well..tts wat my GEMs is about...crappin wif loGIc!!!hahahs...